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Chapter 7: Unexpected Echo

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Ethan's avoidance strategy worked for exactly ten days. He mastered the campus like a map of minefields: the side entrance to the psych building, the back stairs in the library, the gym during peak hours when crowds swallowed individuals. Caleb became a phantom he spotted in peripherals: a tall figure turning a corner, a familiar laugh carried on the wind. Each glimpse twisted the knife, but Ethan refused to bleed openly.

In therapy, Dr. Ramirez noted the tension in his posture. "You're carrying a lot again. The sighting triggered old defenses."

"It's like he's everywhere and nowhere," Ethan said, rubbing his temples. "I just want him gone."

"Control what you can," she advised. "Your reactions, your boundaries. The rest? Let it be."

Easier said than done. Nights brought dreams: the graduation party replaying, but twisted. Sometimes Caleb accepted the confession with a smile. Other times, the rejection cut deeper, laughter echoing endlessly. Ethan woke sweating, journaling furiously to ground himself.

Alex became his shield. "Operation Ghostbuster," he dubbed it, scouting routes and providing alibis. Mia and Jordan offered quiet support: extra study sessions, distraction invites to alliance movie nights.

One crisp afternoon, Ethan ducked into Bean There for a quick shift pickup. Carla handed him the schedule. "You're closing Friday. That new transfer kid asked about shifts too. Caleb something. Know him?"

Ethan's stomach dropped. "Old acquaintance. Not close."

Carla shrugged. "Seemed nice. Polite."

Nice. The word burned.

That evening, during a lecture on cognitive dissonance, Professor Harlan posed a question: "How do we reconcile past actions with present self image when identity shifts?"

Ethan's mind raced to Caleb. Had he changed? Or was this just another campus coincidence?

After class, rain threatened as Ethan hurried across the quad. He pulled up his hood, head down.

"Ethan!"

The voice stopped him cold. Deep, familiar, laced with urgency.

He turned slowly. Caleb approached, hands in pockets, expression guarded. Up close, the changes were stark: faint shadows under his eyes, a seriousness that aged him beyond twentyone.

"What do you want?" Ethan asked, voice steady despite the storm inside.

"To apologize." Caleb stopped a few feet away, rain starting to mist around them. "For that night. I was... cruel. You didn't deserve it."

Ethan crossed his arms. "Three years later? Convenient."

Caleb flinched. "I know. Timing sucks. I transferred here for a fresh start too. Didn't expect... this."

"This?" Ethan echoed. "You mean me?"

"You look good," Caleb said softly. "Happy. I didn't want to disrupt that."

"Then don't." Ethan stepped back. "Apology noted. We're done."

He walked away, rain picking up, soaking through his jacket. Heart hammering, he didn't stop until the dorm.

Alex was waiting. "You okay? You look wrecked."

Ethan recounted the encounter, collapsing onto his bed.

"Damn," Alex said. "What now?"

"Ignore him. Like before."

But the echo lingered. That night, in the quiet, Ethan pulled out his journal.

"He apologized. Didn't expect that. Still hurts."

The past wasn't silent anymore. It spoke, unexpectedly, pulling at threads Ethan thought were tied off.

Friday loomed: closing shift at Bean There.

What if Caleb showed?

Ethan pushed the thought down, but it echoed, insistent.

The walls held, for now.

But cracks were forming.

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Ready for Chapter 8?Chapter 7: Unexpected Echo

Ethan's avoidance strategy worked for exactly ten days. He mastered the campus like a map of minefields: the side entrance to the psych building, the back stairs in the library, the gym during peak hours when crowds swallowed individuals. Caleb became a phantom he spotted in peripherals: a tall figure turning a corner, a familiar laugh carried on the wind. Each glimpse twisted the knife, but Ethan refused to bleed openly.

In therapy, Dr. Ramirez noted the tension in his posture. "You're carrying a lot again. The sighting triggered old defenses."

"It's like he's everywhere and nowhere," Ethan said, rubbing his temples. "I just want him gone."

"Control what you can," she advised. "Your reactions, your boundaries. The rest? Let it be."

Easier said than done. Nights brought dreams: the graduation party replaying, but twisted. Sometimes Caleb accepted the confession with a smile. Other times, the rejection cut deeper, laughter echoing endlessly. Ethan woke sweating, journaling furiously to ground himself.

Alex became his shield. "Operation Ghostbuster," he dubbed it, scouting routes and providing alibis. Mia and Jordan offered quiet support: extra study sessions, distraction invites to alliance movie nights.

One crisp afternoon, Ethan ducked into Bean There for a quick shift pickup. Carla handed him the schedule. "You're closing Friday. That new transfer kid asked about shifts too. Caleb something. Know him?"

Ethan's stomach dropped. "Old acquaintance. Not close."

Carla shrugged. "Seemed nice. Polite."

Nice. The word burned.

That evening, during a lecture on cognitive dissonance, Professor Harlan posed a question: "How do we reconcile past actions with present self image when identity shifts?"

Ethan's mind raced to Caleb. Had he changed? Or was this just another campus coincidence?

After class, rain threatened as Ethan hurried across the quad. He pulled up his hood, head down.

"Ethan!"

The voice stopped him cold. Deep, familiar, laced with urgency.

He turned slowly. Caleb approached, hands in pockets, expression guarded. Up close, the changes were stark: faint shadows under his eyes, a seriousness that aged him beyond twentyone.

"What do you want?" Ethan asked, voice steady despite the storm inside.

"To apologize." Caleb stopped a few feet away, rain starting to mist around them. "For that night. I was... cruel. You didn't deserve it.""Then don't." Ethan stepped back. "Apology noted. We're done."

But the echo lingered. That night, in the quiet, Ethan pulled out his journal.

"He apologized. Didn't expect that. Still hurts."

The past wasn't silent anymore. It spoke, unexpectedly, pulling at threads Ethan thought were tied off.

Friday loomed: closing shift at Bean There.

What if Caleb showed?

Ethan pushed the thought down, but it echoed, insistent.

The walls held, for now.

But cracks were forming.

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