Mag-log inMila POV
Killian Knight had a presence about him. Even as he walked lazily toward us, it felt as though the very air surrounding him was his domain. His aura dared you to challenge his authority—or look away from him. “He’s hot!” Nicolai muttered under his breath. “He’s married,” Franny reminded him. “So what? Doesn’t mean I don’t have eyes.” I rolled my eyes at Nicolai. Mr. Knight hang his glasses on the neck line of his shirt and he greeted my father. I instinctively stepped back, away from his line of sight. Father introduced Adeline first, then Nicolai, and finally Franny. Killian nodded in acknowledgment, his actions polite, graceful, and measured. Something crackled in the air, and my gaze moved to his on its own accord. My hand twitched with an unnamed urge, and I quickly shoved it into my pocket, confused. My heart was thundering in my chest. Was it fear? I reminded myself that our families had shared generations of friendship. I was just as safe here as in my own home—or so I told myself. I’d always lived this way, constantly questioning. What was there to be scared of now? I wasn’t one to back away from challenges, but I had to keep my stance neutral. “And who is this?” That deep, sophisticated voice caressed the air as it directed a question toward me. “This is Mila,” my father answered simply and quickly. His indifference was nothing new to me, but I’d thought—perhaps hoped—that in some corner of his heart, there might be an obligation to pretend otherwise. “Mila,” Killian repeated, a smile gracing his lips as he stepped aside, his gaze fixing on me with unnerving precision. “Your eldest.” The glint in his eyes reminded me of a black panther. A jolt of something ran through me, and the air seemed to thin. Mistaking my reaction for fear, I tried to suppress the rush of emotions as he extended his hand toward me. “It’s a sweet name,” he said. Without much thought, I slid my hand into his. His touch was surprisingly warm—the kind of warmth you feel sitting by a fire during a snowstorm. Close enough to savor the heat but wary of the burn. My breath hitched as his large, rough hand enclosed mine, making my own feel small. The sensation sent a shiver down my spine, one I struggled to suppress. My heart raced, and an unfamiliar undercurrent climbed through my nerves. Meeting his eyes again, I gave this feeling a name. It wasn’t fear. It was desire. “Shall we?” Kate’s voice broke the spell, and my head snapped toward her. Hell. What was I doing? I withdrew my hand quickly. “Yes, we shall.” A casual smile lingered on Killian’s lips as he stepped aside. “This way, Princess,” he murmured, so low I wasn’t sure I’d heard it right. Kate and the others were already several steps ahead, but Killian walked right beside me. I schooled my expression, but it was difficult to ignore him when I was so hyper-aware of his every move. “Nina will show you to your rooms. Once you’re settled, I’ll give you a tour,” Kate said. I didn’t stop or turn to acknowledge her as Nina, the head of the staff, led us. At the foot of the stairs, Killian halted, and I caught the faint trace of perfume. My pace quickened. “Killian, sweetie,” a voice called from behind. D*mn it. What was I thinking? He’s married. Killian POV I am bewitched. Mila Anderson cannot be human and real at the same time. Those sea-green siren eyes were meant to drown every soul they landed on. Her dark red hair cascaded to her waist, and the ripped jeans hugged her curves so perfectly it was almost criminal. She clutched the straps of her messenger bag as if her life depended on it, standing behind her family with her shoulders hunched. But when her eyelids fluttered and her gaze met mine—she had me, right then and there. Anderson had never brought his entire family with him before. I’ve met his wife and his stepson, who seems to be his shadow. But I’ve never met his daughters. I’ve only caught a glimpse of the youngest once. This one must be the eldest. After a polite greeting, I finally turned my attention to the object of my interest. Mila. The moment her hand slipped into mine, I knew there was no going back. The current that surged through me wasn’t just attraction or desire—it was something much deeper. Something undeniable. As Nina showed our guests to their rooms, Mila lingered, trailing behind the others. Halfway up the staircase, she stopped. It would have been too obvious if I followed her, but resisting the pull was d*mn near impossible. I stayed rooted at the foot of the stairs, my eyes locked on her. She turned slightly, just enough for the corner of her eye to catch mine. I smiled. She hesitated, almost turning fully toward me, as though she could feel the electric charge between us, pulsing, connecting her to me. “Killian, sweetie,” Kate’s voice cut through the moment like a knife. Mila jumped and bolted up the stairs. “D*mn you, Katherine,” I muttered under my breath. I stalked into the kitchen, where Kate leaned against the counter, watching me warily. Her expression told me she knew exactly what was going through my mind. “If someone saw you looking at her like that, it wouldn’t end well,” she said, her tone cautious but laced with apology. I folded my arms and tilted my head, smirking. “And how exactly am I looking at her?” “Like you’re going to devour her,” she shot back bluntly. “I don’t need a reminder of what I can or can’t do,” I said, my voice sharp. Kate hesitated before continuing. “She’s Anderson’s daughter. She’s young. Innocent. Don’t seduce her. That wouldn’t be... prudent.” “Are you trying to be my wife now?” I arched an eyebrow, my tone challenging. She flinched, unable to meet my gaze. “I have no desire to be,” she muttered, shaking her head. I pulled out a chair, the legs scraping noisily against the floor as I sat down. The sound made her flinch again, but only for a moment. She straightened, likely reminding herself of her place. Kate was one of the best in my organization. She couldn’t afford to show weakness. “I’m your friend, Killian,” she said carefully. “This could turn into a disaster. Find someone else for your amusement.” I leaned back, and her shoulders visibly relaxed. “You’re misunderstanding my intentions,” I said, my tone deceptively calm. Her eyes narrowed. “What do you mean? You’re serious about her? You just met her!” I sighed, leaning forward lazily. “Kate.” My voice was soft, but the warning was unmistakable. “Don’t forget who I am.” Her expression shifted instantly. Her posture straightened, the same way all my shadows do in my presence—alert, ready, and obedient. “Yes, sir,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper. I stood, and she stepped aside instinctively. “Don’t interrupt me again,” I said as I walked past her. She gave a sharp nod, and I left without another word. .My heart was torn into two — one part ached to be in Killian’s part and the other, the other was just so tired of feeling anything.Killian softly brushed away the tears from my face. I couldn’t feel the numbness anymore; my whole body, every nerve and especially my heart, all were very much aware of Killian’s proximity. We were in the yacht’s cabin, and Killian shut the door without as much as looking at it, without leaving the hold of me. Then his lips were back on me with hunger. I felt that I had suppressed for so long, with turmoil in my heart, but with his every touch I seemed to forget my thoughts, as the pain melted under his heat, and I was pushed to the bed.“Killian…” I gasp, I wanted to say Not now, we need… but I forgot what we needed to do. All I could is feel him and soon every other article of clothof the floor and Killian was over me, he laid out the open mouth kissed down to my chest, tears didn’t stop coming from my eyes as his touch felt something that was beyond j
“What do you want?” I couldn’t help it that my voice shook.“What I always wanted,” he said softly, and his eyes were softer… but now that I looked closely, there were dark circles under them. The ache inside me didn’t relieve its clutches—just dug deeper inside me.“You shouldn’t be here,” I finally managed to turn away. The flashes from before flooded in my head. Tommen mocking Killian.How pathetic you have to be to hold the woman who is sired by your parents’ killer. I could still hear his cold sick laughter and the crazed look in his eyes—the eyes I see every day in the mirror—and from that moment on I could never see it differently. Every time I remember that moment the only thing I remember is how much pain that person had done to the man I loved.“You are running away again.”“I am not running away. I have done everything—the good, the bad, and the ugly. The Andersons are dust and Tommen is dead. Mission accomplished. Now I don’t want to think about…” I took a deep breath, c
1 and half months later, Thailand.The sea here was the color of the eyes of the woman in the painting Killian brought for me, as I walked along the beach to stop at the coffee corner. I was now a regular here but today seems to be some sort of gathering; normally there is not much crowd on this side of the beach. I took my seat on the corner, by the wall, where I still have the perfect view: wide-stretched sea and the golden sand before it. My heart clenched once again. I leaned back into the chair, unable to look away, and my lungs filled with air full of sea salt and yet there was no cure for the ache that reached somewhere deep inside of me.The sun was about to set and people were gathering around with candles and something like flower baskets in their hands.“Chocolate pastry as usual,” a woman a few years older than me came to me, her brown hair braided to the side and her thin frame standing tall over me. Lily gave me a warm smile.“Yes, Lily, thanks,” I said, and then looked
I saw the life drain from her blue eyes, and I smirked.“I… can’t… believe you…” She looked down at my hand holding the knife that was in her heart completely.“Yes, well, I don’t like being forced to do things I don’t want to do,” I said. “And what makes you special? I just killed my father.”The chaos erupted. One of the guards grabbed me and I shoved him away. Another came, and that one had a knife. It stabbed right into my side and I stilled as the white-hot pain shot through me. I got dizzy, someone shoved him away with the knife still inside me and someone grabbed me from the back as my hand went directly to the knife hilt.“Don’t pull the knife,” this was another familiar voice I didn’t recognize. There were blurs of black, but my vision was getting spotty.I felt myself being moved, and instinctively feeling the dread. I started to move and hit whatever I could.“Don’t fight me, I am trying to save your life.”I heard gunshots, the commotion of fights, but then it all went sil
The white light blinded me as I tried to open my eyes. It took me moments, half drifting, hearing beeping noises and half trying to make out what people were saying. My mouth felt dry. What happened? I tried to remember and my head felt like someone had smashed it into a wall or something. The memory flashed before my eyes—the car and Killian? Oh my god, where is Killian?!I tried to get up, but groaned as pain shot through my back.A hand grabbed my arm and pushed me back. What I could sense was the semi-comfortable bed. Then there was a movement beside me, and then I drifted back into darkness.When I came back to, it hurt less, and this time it was easy to open my eyes.“Mila, can you listen to me?” a female voice asked. However, I had never heard it before.“Yes,” I croaked. I tried my best to focus my eyes, and something really annoying was pricking my left hand.“Where am I?” I asked. Before I could move around, my eyes landed on a face—a middle-aged woman in a lab coat. A doc
The cigarette fell from Tommen’s hand, its sparks dying on the ground. Killian hit him again. These were not precise movements of a trained killer—they were a force of nature coming down like wrath. Tommen blocked and hit him back a few times, twisted out of his hold, but Killian had him again.“You will never see Mila again. She will never bear the burden of your sins,” Killian punched him. “I will never let her know what you did, how you died!” Killian threw Tommen into the ground, grabbing him by the collar.“You miserable man!” Killian spat on him. “She will never know anything about this.”Tommen laughed. “It would have been endearing if not so fucking disgusting. How pathetic you have to be to hold a woman who was sired by your parents’ kill—” Killian punched him again, hot burning fury as he kept hitting. Tommen grabbed his fist, now bloody with Tommen’s blood.“You know what the kicker is? It was Edmund who sent me to kill your parents!” Tommen shook with laughter and Killian

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