Mila POV
Killian Knight had a presence about him. Even as he walked lazily toward us, it felt as though the very air surrounding him was his domain. His aura dared you to challenge his authority—or look away from him. “He’s hot!” Nicolai muttered under his breath. “He’s married,” Franny reminded him. “So what? Doesn’t mean I don’t have eyes.” I rolled my eyes at Nicolai. Mr. Knight hang his glasses on the neck line of his shirt and he greeted my father. I instinctively stepped back, away from his line of sight. Father introduced Adeline first, then Nicolai, and finally Franny. Killian nodded in acknowledgment, his actions polite, graceful, and measured. Something crackled in the air, and my gaze moved to his on its own accord. My hand twitched with an unnamed urge, and I quickly shoved it into my pocket, confused. My heart was thundering in my chest. Was it fear? I reminded myself that our families had shared generations of friendship. I was just as safe here as in my own home—or so I told myself. I’d always lived this way, constantly questioning. What was there to be scared of now? I wasn’t one to back away from challenges, but I had to keep my stance neutral. “And who is this?” That deep, sophisticated voice caressed the air as it directed a question toward me. “This is Mila,” my father answered simply and quickly. His indifference was nothing new to me, but I’d thought—perhaps hoped—that in some corner of his heart, there might be an obligation to pretend otherwise. “Mila,” Killian repeated, a smile gracing his lips as he stepped aside, his gaze fixing on me with unnerving precision. “Your eldest.” The glint in his eyes reminded me of a black panther. A jolt of something ran through me, and the air seemed to thin. Mistaking my reaction for fear, I tried to suppress the rush of emotions as he extended his hand toward me. “It’s a sweet name,” he said. Without much thought, I slid my hand into his. His touch was surprisingly warm—the kind of warmth you feel sitting by a fire during a snowstorm. Close enough to savor the heat but wary of the burn. My breath hitched as his large, rough hand enclosed mine, making my own feel small. The sensation sent a shiver down my spine, one I struggled to suppress. My heart raced, and an unfamiliar undercurrent climbed through my nerves. Meeting his eyes again, I gave this feeling a name. It wasn’t fear. It was desire. “Shall we?” Kate’s voice broke the spell, and my head snapped toward her. Hell. What was I doing? I withdrew my hand quickly. “Yes, we shall.” A casual smile lingered on Killian’s lips as he stepped aside. “This way, Princess,” he murmured, so low I wasn’t sure I’d heard it right. Kate and the others were already several steps ahead, but Killian walked right beside me. I schooled my expression, but it was difficult to ignore him when I was so hyper-aware of his every move. “Nina will show you to your rooms. Once you’re settled, I’ll give you a tour,” Kate said. I didn’t stop or turn to acknowledge her as Nina, the head of the staff, led us. At the foot of the stairs, Killian halted, and I caught the faint trace of perfume. My pace quickened. “Killian, sweetie,” a voice called from behind. D*mn it. What was I thinking? He’s married. Killian POV I am bewitched. Mila Anderson cannot be human and real at the same time. Those sea-green siren eyes were meant to drown every soul they landed on. Her dark red hair cascaded to her waist, and the ripped jeans hugged her curves so perfectly it was almost criminal. She clutched the straps of her messenger bag as if her life depended on it, standing behind her family with her shoulders hunched. But when her eyelids fluttered and her gaze met mine—she had me, right then and there. Anderson had never brought his entire family with him before. I’ve met his wife and his stepson, who seems to be his shadow. But I’ve never met his daughters. I’ve only caught a glimpse of the youngest once. This one must be the eldest. After a polite greeting, I finally turned my attention to the object of my interest. Mila. The moment her hand slipped into mine, I knew there was no going back. The current that surged through me wasn’t just attraction or desire—it was something much deeper. Something undeniable. As Nina showed our guests to their rooms, Mila lingered, trailing behind the others. Halfway up the staircase, she stopped. It would have been too obvious if I followed her, but resisting the pull was d*mn near impossible. I stayed rooted at the foot of the stairs, my eyes locked on her. She turned slightly, just enough for the corner of her eye to catch mine. I smiled. She hesitated, almost turning fully toward me, as though she could feel the electric charge between us, pulsing, connecting her to me. “Killian, sweetie,” Kate’s voice cut through the moment like a knife. Mila jumped and bolted up the stairs. “D*mn you, Katherine,” I muttered under my breath. I stalked into the kitchen, where Kate leaned against the counter, watching me warily. Her expression told me she knew exactly what was going through my mind. “If someone saw you looking at her like that, it wouldn’t end well,” she said, her tone cautious but laced with apology. I folded my arms and tilted my head, smirking. “And how exactly am I looking at her?” “Like you’re going to devour her,” she shot back bluntly. “I don’t need a reminder of what I can or can’t do,” I said, my voice sharp. Kate hesitated before continuing. “She’s Anderson’s daughter. She’s young. Innocent. Don’t seduce her. That wouldn’t be... prudent.” “Are you trying to be my wife now?” I arched an eyebrow, my tone challenging. She flinched, unable to meet my gaze. “I have no desire to be,” she muttered, shaking her head. I pulled out a chair, the legs scraping noisily against the floor as I sat down. The sound made her flinch again, but only for a moment. She straightened, likely reminding herself of her place. Kate was one of the best in my organization. She couldn’t afford to show weakness. “I’m your friend, Killian,” she said carefully. “This could turn into a disaster. Find someone else for your amusement.” I leaned back, and her shoulders visibly relaxed. “You’re misunderstanding my intentions,” I said, my tone deceptively calm. Her eyes narrowed. “What do you mean? You’re serious about her? You just met her!” I sighed, leaning forward lazily. “Kate.” My voice was soft, but the warning was unmistakable. “Don’t forget who I am.” Her expression shifted instantly. Her posture straightened, the same way all my shadows do in my presence—alert, ready, and obedient. “Yes, sir,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper. I stood, and she stepped aside instinctively. “Don’t interrupt me again,” I said as I walked past her. She gave a sharp nod, and I left without another word. .The red light reflected through the glass wall, almost blinding me. I followed the reflection with squinting eyes, trying to make sense through all the noise, and my gaze fell down to see the light was coming from the tiny little spots beneath the glass, and then it clicked. Motion detectors. The guards were not here, so they activated motion detectors. I touched the glass wall that I could barely make out, now illuminated, making it clear this is the place. I have to find a way to disable the security system. There was no door and not any visible entrance, but I am sure the room is on the other side. I heard footsteps, and my heartbeat rang in my ear frantically. I have to get out of here. I slipped past the medical wing, and there are some advantages studying the structure of this place since I got here. I know how to take shortcuts from here to Killian and my quarters. At least all that running was paying off. By the time I was in my room, I hadn’t broken a sweat. I sighed a
Today was a shooting practice. Now, this part I thought I would enjoy, maybe because I was already good at it. The late-night training Jina pushed Misha to get me seems now will be worth it. Jina’s aim was decent at best, all her skill went into fighting, but this—this I was good at.My smugness was, however, short-lived.“Doesn’t matter what you have learned so far, forget all of it,” he said while handing me the gun. I rolled my eyes.“Don’t roll your eyes at me.”That just made me do it one more time. He huffed, one of those tired, insufferable huffs before he started to show me how to stand, correct my posture. I followed his instruction to the T.I raised my gun to the black sheet target several feet away and pulled the trigger. He watched me from behind and, no matter how correct my target hit, he would just say, “Again.”I lost count how many rounds happened and my shoulder started to ache. I didn’t wait for his “again” anymore. I kept reloading the gun and kept shooting until,
“Tommen got away again.”I closed my eyes, dread digging deep in the pit of my stomach. I don’t know how I should feel about this. There is one side that wants to get to him as soon as possible; on the other side, if Killian comes to know the full truth of him— I shuddered at the possibility.“Mila,” Killian’s voice coaxed me out of my thoughts. I can imagine the tenderness in his eyes, god, I want to see him.“Yes.”“Are you alright?” He asked“Yes,” I said softly, reassuringly but I can not muster anything.“I am sorry.”My heart clenched at his tone“Why are you apologizing?” I frowned.“I believe I have been a bit of over-confident,”“There is so many things we don’t know Killian,” I said, “I am not making your life any easier. You are doing a fine job, but he was hiding his true identity for two decades. It won’t be easy to catch him,” I said.This is also concerning. He manages to be one step ahead of us every time. Like he always knows where and when we are coming, or he knew
Now every puzzle piece fell into place. This was the answer to my question—why would Christen Meng help my father if he knew he was once the Shadow Knight—not just any Shadow Knight—he was at one point the heir of the half, but now it was mine. Christen Meng wanted his brother’s throne. He couldn’t do it alone without his support, something that could stand against Meng Shao—Meng Shao who was rarely seen. There was not even a photo of him, not in the most confidential database, not even deep in the dark web. Killian at one point became a public figure for the sake of appearance his grandfather wanted to give him, but Meng Shao—no one knew his story, and now Christen Meng wanted his throne.He was helping my father so he could take the Shadow Knight and then they both would move to take over Meng Shao.For all his help, this was what Tommen owed him.I sat back on my bed and I could hear Killian’s silence as I pieced it together from the other side.“So, now?” I asked. “We trace the c
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I took a deep breath. “Yes,” I finally said. Finally reminding myself what was happening and where I am. This was the Transformation Room, as they call it—or for short, TR.The Transformation Room is actually a hall in the Shadow Knight base, with eight fluorescent white lights lighting up the whole room. I think at least a hundred people could fit in if they stood touching one another. The floor was white, and floor-to-ceiling mirrors replaced the walls. I would look around anywhere, and I would look right into my own green eyes.It was unsettling. I had never looked so much into my own eyes before. They stood out—reminding me every single time that I’m an Anderson. Those were the eyes of the man who… and the pictures in the white files flashed behind my eyes, turning a cold pit in my stomach.On my right side, there were lines of stands with all kinds of clothes and uniforms hanging. In front of me was a long table with salon seats lined against the mirror. There were makeup it