She was already in bed, sheets pulled up to her chin when I walked back into the room. The single bedside lamp at my side of the bed bathed the room in muted golden light. Cathleen's big eyes stared up at me from the bed, wide and curious.
I hid my grin. She didn't realize how cute she was and I was sure she'd stab me in the throat if I ever said it.
I slipped under the covers beside her, ignoring how she tensed as soon as I was situated beside her. I had no plans of mauling her, not now at least and not without her permission, so she had nothing to be afraid of. She was skittish as hell and I didn't know why.
I turned off the lamp, plunging the room into darkness. I heard her suck in a breath.
"So, uh, goodnight." She whispered.
In one swift move, I wrapped an arm around her waist and tugged her into my body. She yelped as soon as we made contact. "What are you doing?"
"Trying to sleep. You?"
She spluttered. "I- you- you-"
I pressed her further into me till she was lying half on top of me. Her head tucked into my chest, one leg thrown over my hip, her hand clutching my shoulder. "Relax. You're as stiff as a board." And why wouldn't she be? Cathleen wasn't one for cuddling and neither was I. It had always seemed like one of those too cliche things people did. I had been glad Cathleen hadn't expected it from me. Most of the women I had fallen into bed with had always wanted to cuddle after the act when I had just wanted them gone.
"That's what happens when I'm manhandled." She hissed.
I grinned into the dark. "I like manhandling you."
She scoffed.
There was a moment of awkward silence only interrupted by the whirring of the ceiling fan.
"Are you sleeping?" She asked.
"No. Why?"
"I'm bored." She whined.
I chuckled, sliding a hand down to press into her hip. "What do you wanna do? I know what I'd rather be doing."
"I can hear the sexual intent in your voice you perv." She said and I could practically feel her eye roll. "Do you like dogs?"
I blinked. That was- unexpected. "I'm not sure."
She raised her head to look at me even though she wouldn't be able to see anything. "You're not sure? You've never had one, or thought about having one?"
"No. I can't say I've thought about a dog. I did think about a cat for a crazy second. I dated someone who had a cat. It used to act like a saint when she was looking then try to claw me to ribbons when her back was turned. Suffice to say, that relationship didn't last and neither did my desire for a cat."
I felt a hot mouth on my neck just before there was a brief sting. "Ow. Did you just bite me?"
"You're not supposed to mention your exes when you're in bed with your fiancee. Don't they teach that at guy code class or something?"
"A pity then that I skipped classes to go out with Suzie." I teased.
She pinched me. I laughed. "Are you thinking of getting dog?"
She let out a long drawn sigh. "Dogs require a lot of attention and love and I've never been in a place where I had enough free time to keep one. I bet that would be my one regret on my death bed."
"Maybe you should think of cutting back a little." I winced as soon as the words left my mouth. Fuck fuck fuck. They didn't even need to teach this in guy code class to know I had just stepped on a land mine and I was about to be obliterate into a million pieces. I opened my mouth to take it back, to say literally anything else.
"Work has always felt like all I had." She said in a small voice. "It's saved me a lot of times by distracting me from life. Or the life I didn't have. I know it seems silly, but for me, if all my hours were occupied, I didn't have time to think of anything else. Like what I'd rather be doing, or how much twelve year old, hell, even eighteen year old me would be so disappointed."
"What would you rather be doing?"
"Something that makes me happy. Something I am actually passionate about. But job security is independence for me, and being independent means I don't have to rely on family that will see me as even more of a failure."
She sounded so sad, so broken in a way I could never have envisioned her sounding. Not even in a million years. "Nobody could ever think you are a failure."
She chuckled humorlessly. "You don't know me."
The statement set off warning bells in my head. "Of course I do. Maybe not everything, but I know enough to know that you work your ass off. You've achieved what many people can only ever dream of achieving and if you decide to spend the rest of your life trying new hobbies till you find one that makes you happy, I'll be happy to support you."
"How sweet." Her voice was bland.
I had only tried to help, but I had felt like I had just said the wrong thing. I wanted to tear my hair out of it's roots. When it came to Cathleen, I didn't know the right moves and it drove me crazy.
"Ca-"
"Goodnight, Sin."
I was wise enough to not press the issue even though everything inside of me revolted at letting her go to bed sad. I had never been any good at comforting people or even putting them at ease. My job demanded me to be ruthless and cold. I watched companies that people had put in sweat and blood to build up crash and burn and I came in and bought up the wreckage at give away prices and resold to make a good profit. I was as far from a hero as it got and I had never wanted to be.
"You're a good man, Sinclair." She murmured.
Minutes later, her breaths were even and I knew she had fallen asleep. I was awake far into the night, replaying her last words in my head and basking in the fit of her body against mine. So perfect, so soft and relaxed in sleep. I wanted to be a good man for her.
LondonI came awake to the smell of something heavenly. I opened my eyes slowly, startled for a second about my unfamiliar surroundings before I remembered the events of the past day. I sat up and stretched feeling well rested for the first time in a long time. Late shifts at the diner and early mornings walking dogs didn't mix well, throw in an apartment with paper thin walls and neighbors coming in and out at all hours of the day and it made for a lot of nights with barely four hours of sleep. Also, my apartment bed was shit compared to the quality of this one. I refused to admit that I was disappointed about waking up alone. When Sin had practically thrown me on top of him last night, I had been immediately on high alert, wondering how and if I was going to be able to fend off any sexual advances.Turned out, I had had nothing to worry about. He hadn't even tried to resume our kissing session from earlier. And no, I wasn't also disappointed about that. The fact that last night's
London. It was past noon by the time we set off from the parking lot. Sin's riding was still a little sloppy, but he looked so proud of himself that I couldn't help but tell him how good he was. Who was I to dash the man's self pride? The map we had been given by the guide had clearly indicated lines showing us trails that were easy and safe to navigate. I was glad to discover that the trails were a little discreet and off road. I didn't want to risk Sin on a road with drivers. We encountered a few other riders on our path but for the most part, it was just us. The trail circled back to the back entrance of the resort, but we decided to go a little off plan and ride up a little hill. "I'm not sure it's a good idea to ride up though. Maybe we should just walk and drag our bikes up." I looked over at Sin's unsteady balance on his. I expected argument but he just nodded and climbed off. I was starting to feel hot and sweaty and just wanted to sit down and cool off. Hopefully there w
London.I rolled my eyes at the sensible grey-green swim suit I had just dug out of Cathleen's luggage. I twisted it around to inspect the back. Just as I thought, it was full coverage. This thing would cover me from collar to past ass cheek and today, I had woken up with a little devil on my shoulder telling me to give Sin a show.Tossing the swim suit back into the suitcase, I sashayed into the bathroom where Sin was brushing at the sink. My eyes met his in the mirror. I leaned against the bathroom door, popping out one hip and leaning back in the most provocative way I could. I was gratified when his eyes ran down my body slowly. It made me feel incredibly sexy and desired when his eyes left mine and dropped to the length of leg exposed by the tiny satin wrap I had to my chest where the losely tied garment showed off some cleavage. When his eyes met mine again they were scorching. My nipples puck
SinclairLucas was the one who believed in the supernatural. I was a numbers guy. I didn't believe in luck or magic or the spiritual. There was nothing like a freaky Friday. It was the stuff of movies and scary stories. If there was no scientific explanation for it, it was a myth. As simple as that. But I had to admit that this vacation was feeling more like a fever dream than reality. I was seriously doubting my own beliefs at the moment.Believing that Cathleen had switched bodies with someone else was the only thing that could explain her recent behavior. She had changed in every single aspect. It was hard to believe that it was still her. Because the only other possiblity was that I didn't know this woman at all, and that was a much sadder reality.I had had low expectations for this vacation, but as time went by, it was starting to feel
SinclairThe bathing suit couldn't in any honesty be referred to as a piece of clothing. It was more like a slice of clothing; a very tiny slice. I was suddenly glad this was a private pool, I couldn't fathom standing there while other men ogled her in the barely there bathing suit. Cath didn't usually wear a lot of colors. I had never once seen her in a bright color.She probably knew that her in bright, glaring red would be lethal. The material clung to every curve on her body and left nothing to the imagination. The bottom looked like dental floss with how thin the strands holding it together were. I was this close to saying fuck it and carrying her back inside where I could do all the depraved things I wanted to her.She looked over at me and grinned before diving into the water and letting out an ear splitting screech. I smiled at the sound.
LondonI let out a sigh of relief as soon as I was away from Sinclair's too knowing eyes. What had I done? Fuck. I was so stupid. How could I have just lay there and let him eat me out like I was the last slice of pizza at a sleepover party. I didn't have time to go into full blown panic about my less than moral actions.I had watched Sinclair tuck our both phones into a box at the top of the wardrobe, and thank God I had. Hurriedly, I retrieved my phone and dashed into the bathroom. Feeling marginally better as soon as the door lock clicked behind me. Turning on the tap and wincing at my careless waste of water, I dialed Cathleen's number.She picked on the fifth ring."I've been trying to call you." She began."Cath, is there someone else
LondonI woke up slowly, taking my precious time to finally open my eyes. The room was still dark so I couldn't tell what time it was. It could be noon for all I knew; the black out curtains in the hut were wonderful like that. It was the first time I'd gotten up before Sinclair and I took full advantage of it. Sliding out of his arms carefully to avoid waking him up, I leaned over him and stared unabashedly until my eyes adjusted to the darkness of the room and I could see him.After showering last night, he hadn't put any product in his hair so his copper colored hair was full of unruly curls. Lashes a little lighter than the hair on his head fanned his cheeks. He looked sterner in his sleep, his features sharper in the muted light. God, but was he beautiful. I raised a hand and lightly traced his jaw. I liked the stubble on his jaw and I made a mental note to ask him to keep it."Like what you see?" His voice was soft and teasing.I blushed at bein
She was sitting alone at a table in the corner when I found her at the cafeteria. The place was mostly deserted as most of the breakfast crowd had come and gone. The few other occupants were bleary eyed youngsters who had probably spent the previous night going too hard on alcohol and were still dealing with nasty hangovers. I shuddered at the memory of college me who had once been them.Her hair was loose around her shoulders and the curls were more pronounced. She was wearing loose white pants and a light blue sleeveless blouse. There was an untouched plate of eggs in front of her and an empty cup of coffee.I sat in front of her and stared to my satisfaction. She looked precious and fragile, her shoulders hunched. She was looking out at the ocean but I didn't think she was actually seeing it, her eyes blank. I wondered what she was thinking. I would give all my fortune to be privy to her every thought. I'd give my soul even. I wanted to