Akasia’s Point Of View
“What?!” Caleb and I both shouted. He started uttering profanities while I was questioning my Dad. “Why? What the fuck? Papa, what is this?” He asked with his accent. He sounds so Italian while calling his father. Ngayon ko lang napansin na may babaeng katabi si Tito Carlo. Parang galit din siyang nakikipag-usap kay Tito Carlo nang marinig yung sinabi nila ni Dad. “Dad, what is this? Prank ba ‘to? I am not loving this.” I said to my Dad. “I’m sorry, hija. But you know that our company’s falling down, and we need your Tito Carlo’s help.” He said. “By what? By getting married to his arrogant son? Oh my gosh, Dad, you're stressing me out. Wala ka man lang planong sabihin sa akin na may plano ka palang ganito?” Galit na saad ko sa kaniya. “We don’t have a choice, Aki.” He called me by my nickname. Kanina lang nagsasaya ako sa party tapos malalaman ko na ikakasal na pala ako?! Handa na akong tumanggi sa sinabi nila. Ngayon lang ako tatanggi sa inuutos ni Dad dahil ni minsan ay hindi ko siya sinuway. “When’s the wedding?” I heard Caleb’s voice, talking to his father and my father. “In two weeks,” I heard Tito Carlos. In two weeks?! I can’t deal with this! It looks like they’ve convinced Caleb because right now he doesn’t look like he cares anymore. I was about to fly into a rage when Dad stopped me. He said we will talk when we get home. I walked away to the front yard to breathe. I need to calm my ass down, or else I might cause a scene inside. I felt someone following me, so I faced it. It was Caleb, emotionlessly following me while both of his hands were in his pockets. “Stop following me!” Naiirita kong saad. “I don’t have a choice. Your bankrupt father told me to follow you.” He said as he insulted my Dad. What the fuck did he just say? “You—” I was about to say something when he stopped me. “We better get along, for Pete’s sake. Why don’t you tell your father that you want to cancel this shit?” He said in a cold tone of voice. “Who are you to order me around? Bakit hindi ikaw?” My brows furrowed. He licked his lower lip before scratching his neck in annoyance. “Look, I don’t want to get married to someone like you. I don’t even know you.” He said as he looked straight in my eyes. “Then the feeling is mutual,” I said as I walked away from him. Hindi ko na naramdaman na sinusundan niya ako kaya tumawag na lang ako ng Uber para makauwi na ako. Wala akong ganang sumabay sa kanila dahil naiirita ang buong katawan ko. When I got home, I went straight to my room to take a deep sleep. Hoping that I will wake up from this nightmare. I was awakened by the rays of the sunlight beaming through my windows, and I grabbed my phone right away. I received a lot of texts from Dad last night, and I received one early this morning. He told me to meet Caleb and come with him to buy a wedding dress. So, he is serious?! Ang aga-aga umiinit ulo ko. Gusto kong magwala at maghampas ng kung anong mga bagay. After last night, are they expecting us to be that close? Neither of us expects any of it. In fact, they hid it from us! We didn’t even get a word from it. Ako ang kawawa rito! Mawawalan ako ng kalayaan! I tried to call Lucila, but it looks like she got tired from partying out last night. See? That’s what real life is! Partying freely and enjoying life. Marriage will take away your freedom and everything. I got a call from an unknown number, and I answered it. [You’re slow as a turtle. I don’t have all day.] ‘Yan lang ‘yung sinabi ng kabilang linya bago mamatay. How disrespectful! Siya ‘tong tumawag tapos bigla na lang akong bababaan?! He texted me the location, and I decided to take my time freely. I wanted to piss him off as he pisses me off. I even enjoyed the music inside my car and drove slowly. And he was there, I saw him looking in my direction coldly. He looks like he waited for an hour. If that’s the case, I am glad then. “How—” He was about to say something, but I hushed him. “Shush! Nakakairita boses mo.” The first thing I’ve said before entering the shop. Ganti lang from last night. Akala niya hindi ko natatandaan ‘yon? The tension was thick, and both of us were hot-headed. We did not utter a word and just let the tailor do the measurements. “Ang sweet naman! Kailan ang kasal niyo?” The tailor asked. I winced and closed my eyes to hide my frustration. Caleb did not utter a word as well. Sana naman mahalata niya na hindi namin ginugusto ‘to. After taking our measurements and choosing our fits. I walked away out of the shop and was about to get in my car, but Caleb called me. “Hey, you!” I heard his voice. Such a jerk, right? I do have a name. I faced him and raised my eyebrows, waiting for him to talk. “We have to buy a ring, your Dad ordered.” He said. And now he’s talking casually as if he didn’t insult my Dad last night? “Bumili ka mag-isa mo. Proproblemahin ko pa ba ‘yan?” Huli kong saad bago sumakay sa kotse at pinaandar ko na bago pa siya may gawin. He looks irritated, so I smirked and proudly drove my car away. I then called Lucila to have lunch with her and to vent about what happened last night. We met at the restaurant, and we both ordered what we wanted. “Bakit nawala ka kagabi?” Tanong niya. “Some shit happened.” I shrugged my shoulder and drank water to keep my cool. “And that shit is?” She asked. I started venting at her, and all the time she was just shocked, and then she’ll end up laughing. “Awe, no more party nights for you.” She teased me. I showed her the fork that I was holding, which made her laugh even more. “Imagine how awful my life would be! He’s so arrogant! He is ruthless and selfish like I want to strangle him!” I said in pure annoyance. “Wala kang choice, you can’t defy your father, and as you’ve said, nakasalalay ‘yung company niyo rito.” Lucila said. I don’t know what to do! Can I just fly somewhere and live peacefully? I don’t want my life to end like this! I don’t want to get married yet, especially to this kind of man!Akasia's Point of ViewMatapos ng kasiyahang 'yon ay napalitan na ng pag-aalala, nakausap ko na rin kasi si Migo tungkol kay Caleb. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang mayroon sa mga salita ni Migo at napapayag niya akong makipag-usap kay Caleb. Sinabi niya kasing hindi raw ako titigilan ni Caleb hangga't hindi niya nakukuha ang pag-uusap na gusto niya.Naiwan nanaman ang twins kay Migo sa condo, nag-aayos na lang ako bago umalis at pumunta sa sinabing restaurant ni Caleb. Sigurado akong mabilis lang 'to, hindi ko hahayaang matagalan ako dahil wala kaming gaanong pag-uusapan."Mommy, where are you going?" Tanong ni Gaiu sa akin. Nginitian ko naman siya at hinaplos ang kaniyang buhok."I'll be back really soon, Mommy just needs to do something important." Sabi ko rito. Nag-okay naman siya at bumalik sa lugar niya kung saan naglalaro silang dalawa ni Glau.Sinabihan ko naman si Migo na may mga snacks sa loob ng fridge if ever magutom sila. Siya na raw bahala sa mga anak ko kaya tuwang-tuwa nanam
Akasia's Point of ViewMabuti na lang talaga at sumama kami kay Migo ngayon, dadalhin niya kami sa isang nature trip. Kaya pala sinabi niya na magdala raw kami ng extrang mga damit dahil may plano siyang maligo kami sa isang sikat na falls. Naghanda na rin ako ng mga susuotin nila Glau at Gaiu. Simpleng black sando at brown shorts lang ang ipapasuot ko sa kanila. Marurumihan din naman sila dahil may mga mapuputik at basa kaming dadaanan. Simpleng damit lang din ang isinuot ko para naman hindi rin ako mahirapan.Naghihintay na sa ibaba 'yung kotse ni Migo kaya umalis na kami ng twins sa condo dala-dala ang kaniya-kaniya nilang bags at pumunta na kami sa ibaba. Sumakay na kaming tatlo sa kotse ni Migo at pinaandar na niya raw ito."Are you guys ready?" Tanong ni Migo sa mga anak ko. Natuwa naman ako nang marinig ang maiingay nilang sigaw sa likod."Dada, where are we going?" Tanong ni Gaiu kay Migo."Surprise," Nakangiting saad lang ni Migo sa kanila.Ilang oras pa ng biyahe bago kami
Akasia's Point of View"Please, can we talk?" Rinig kong saad ni Caleb matapos sabihin ang mga katagang 'yon. Hindi ko siya sinagot at parang may mga nakabara lang sa lalamunan ko na hindi ko maintindihan. Hindi rin ako makagalaw sa puwesto ko kahit na gusto ko nang makaalis dito. Kahit na hindi naman ako sinasakal ni Caleb, hindi pa rin ako makahinga sa sitwasyon namin ngayon."There's nothing to talk to, Caleb." Tanging saad ko rito. "There are things that I want to ask you," Saad niya na lalong nagpakaba sa akin."Not now, Caleb." Pagpigil ko rito dahil wala akong plano na ngayon sabihin lahat."I can wait, Akasia. Tell me whenever you're ready." Mahinahong sambit niya kaya naman nakakuha na ako ng tamang oras para kunin ang bag ko at umalis na sa office ko. Agad na akong dumeretso ng parking lot para naman makauwi na ako dahil panigurado ay nandoon pa rin si Migo kasama sila Glau at Gaiu.Nang makauwi ako sa condo, nakita kong masayang nanonood ang twins kasama si Migo. Nawala an
Akasia's Point of View"Are you and the twins free this weekend?" Tanong sa akin ni Migo habang hinahatid ko sila Glau at Gaiu sa office niya. Ngayon kasi ang araw na nangako ako sa dalawa na every week ay pupunta kami sa work ni Migo. Agad namang pumunta 'yung twins kay Migo at pinakita na 'yung mga ginawa nila kanina sa daycare."I'll check my schedule," Sagot ko na lang dito kay Migo. Hindi rin ako sigurado dahil pakiramdam ko ay marami akong gagawin, pero tatapusin ko naman kaagad para makaalis din kami."Okay, just text me if free kayo para naman masundo ko kayo." Nakangiting saad sa akin ni Migo kaya naman nginitian ko na lang din siya pabalik at tinawag sila Glau para makapag-paalam na."Kiss, Mommy," Sabi naman ni Gaiu at tumingkad pa. Dalawa na silang humalik sa akin kaya naman lumabas na ako para makapunta na ng trabaho. Natatakot pa rin ako na baka madaanan ko si Caleb kaya naman mabilis lang ako nakababa papuntang parking lot.Imbes na makauwi na kami ng twins, ay kailanga
Akasia's Point of ViewAng lakas din talaga ng sapak ng lalaking 'to! Nasaan na 'yung sinasabi niyang keep it a secret? Nahibang na ba siya at hindi na natandaan ang mga pinagsasabi niya noon? Bakit ba bigla niya na lang sinabi sa pinsan ko!Out of all people, sa pinsan ko pa talaga! Sa pinsan ko pa na sigurado akong magtatanong lang nang magtatanong hanggang sa hindi nalalaman ang mga bagay at buong pangyayari."Oh, come on, Akasia, what Caleb said was clear. Are you perhaps married to him?" Sinusundan na ako ni Isaiah papunta sa office ko. Napapailing na lang ako, at pinipilit na hindi siya pakinggan sa mga tanong niya."Alam mo, bumalik ka na lang sa Germany," Suhestiyon ko rito at natawa na lang siya."A little story time?" Pagpupumilit niya sa akin. Hindi ko siya sinasagot sa mga ganoong tanong niya dahil ayaw ko namang marami pa ang makaalam tungkol sa amin ni Caleb."Wait a minute, is Caleb the father of the twins?" Gulat na tanong niya sa akin kaya naman napatingin ako sa kani
Akasia's Point of ViewThe next morning was nothing but the usual routine we kept doing for months. I gathered the twins’ snacks for later, and I fixed my bag before waking them up.Nakapunta kami ng daycare nang mas maaga kaysa noong mga nakaraang araw dahil hindi ko rin alam. Pumunta na ako kaagad sa office para naman magawa na ang mga trabaho. May pupuntahan din akong meeting mamaya pero mabilis lang naman at hindi maaapektuhan ang pagsundo ko sa twins.Habang nagtratrabaho ay may biglang tumunog sa phone ko. Napatingin naman ako rito at may mga nag-text.Kilalang-kilala ko kung sino dahil hindi ko pa rin pinapalitan ang Name ID o binlock man lang ang number.From: CalebIs this still your number? It’s Caleb, can we meet?Napatitig lang ako sa phone ko habang nag-iisip na ngayon ng mga posibleng bagay kung bakit gusto makipagkita ni Caleb.Alam na niya talaga na nandito pa rin ako, at alam na niya na alam kong nakauwi na siya rito sa Pilipinas. Bakit ba hindi na lang siya mag-stay