FIVE

My life has gotten even stranger since I experienced unexpected things with Junhyu. The day after I passed out, the next day Tiffany and Jessica came to the house because I decided to rest at home. At least I need to clear my mind first to face the next days which will always cause me problems. What's more, the idiot has also become more annoying since that day. His words and the pills he gave me made me think of the bad things that could have happened. After all he is also a man. And unfortunately I don't know if he's a normal guy or not. Maybe physically he looks weak so often bullied by Jihoo oppa and his friends. But who knows if it has something unexpected in it.

The thought of it immediately made the hair on my neck come back bristling. I quickly turned my head to the left to prove my hypothesis wrong.

However... again my hypothesis is not wrong. Ever since Lee Junhyu touched me on that promnight night, I always felt the hair on my neck goose bumps whenever he was around me. Not infrequently he gave terrible terror to me through his gaze that dark. Inevitably it made me uncomfortable and wanted to tell Jihoo oppa. Unfortunately lately he seems busier or maybe trying to avoid me, I don't know. The time I spent with him wasn't as much as it used to be. And I also choose to be indifferent to his attitude like that. Besides, I'm too tired of my own life. Lee Junhyu really spread terrible terror for me.

"Anna, this is your strawberry juice."

"Thank you. You took so long."

“There are too many students buying juice, and they don't give a cute girl like me a chance to pass. Lately I see you are not excited, what's wrong?"

"It's okay Fanny, I'm fine." I shook softly.

I feel very grateful to have Tiffany and Jessica because they are the ones who still care about me. They still ask me how I am, visit me at home, and entertain me a little by talking about the handsome boys in this school. Unfortunately lately there has been little interest in them. Whereas in the past Tiffany and Jessica always made strict selections for men who wanted to ask me out, including Jihoo oppa. Before being with him I was dating Dannis oppa for two months. You could say Jihoo oppa is my longest lover. It's been more than four months I was dating Jihoo oppa. And right now I don't feel like looking for another man. To be more precise, I'm lazy. Even when I was with Jihoo oppa, I was lazy too. Maybe it's been more than two weeks for me and Jihoo oppa not to go out together like before. Even exchanging messages is rare, let alone contacting each other like before. Lately I am more and more tired, until when I got home I just wanted to lay down on the bed and fall asleep until the next morning. Because of that strange habit, lately I rarely eat dinner. Several times my servant knock loudly on my door so that I would not miss my dinner. But still I don't want the slightest bit getting out of my comfortable bed because I felt like my body was crushed, very tired and just wanted to sleep all day.

"You look weird lately."

"How weird?" I asked, pretending to be stupid.

“You always look down, An. How about tonight we go to the club to date handsome men there?" Tiffany suggested enthusiastically.

Jessica nodded in agreement next to me, reminding me that today is Saturday night, so we don't have any demands to go to school tomorrow morning.

"Okay, pick me up at home."

If I could choose, I would rather stay at home all night than jostle the club, rubbing against other people. Unfortunately I can't refuse their invitation anymore because lately I have often refused their invitation.

“Yess! Today we will party all night. Anna, by the way, what's wrong with our strange senior, he has been looking at you few minutes ago, is he now turning to like you?"

"Tc don't listen to Jessica An, there's no way that weird guy likes you. You better just report it to Jihoo oppa so that this poor guy can get a lesson from Jihoo oppa and his friends."

"Never mind, just leave him there. Besides, he didn't do anything either."

I said halfheartedly to Tiffany and Jessica because in fact Lee Junhyu was really annoying on the other side. Even though I was used to being stared at very intensely by the boys in this school, I always felt uneasy when faced with his eyes. As he would skinned me alive with both sad eyes hidden behind the thick glasses.

"But he is very presumptuous if he dares to like you. You are the queen, and he is just an ugly man with high hopes if he dreams of getting you."

"Never mind, don't talk about that weird guy anymore, I'm lazy." I replied, getting up to leave them. Even though two months have passed, but I can't forget all of those incidents at all. And now I'm starting to fear what he talked about yesterday, about the possibility of me getting pregnant, because I started having period delays since last month.

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The sound of stomping music and frenetic dance lights shone right in my eyes as my two friends and I started walking flirtatiously into this exclusive club. Along the way to the dance floor, I saw a lot of couples making out without knowing the place. But this is how we are for squander our parents' money. Isn't that the reason they work all this time, to meet the glamorous needs of their children who are only left alone in luxurious homes.

"Anna, let's dance."

"You go on ahead, I want to order a cocktail for a bit."

Tiffany and Jessica seemed to nod understandingly after I struggled to scream beside their ears because of the loud music made by the dj.

"Jihoo oppa?"

I winced in surprise when I actually got a surprise at the bar when I was about to order a drink. There, I saw Jihoo oppa sitting in front of the bar table kissing a young woman in sexy clothes. Instantly I just stared flat while preparing my hand to throw a slap at him. And... Plakk! One slap full of emotions finally created, adorning Jihoo oppa's right cheek which now looks red due to my wide palm..

 “Anna! What are you doing? "

"We broke up, see you bastard boy!"

I cursed him harshly and immediately left him angry behind me with his cheap bitch. Huh, to be honest I'm tired of dating him too. The bouncer is really boring and can never really make me happy other than giving me a free spectacle when he beats the idiot Lee Junhyu.

"Anna, have you ordered a drink?"

"Yes, but I'm not in the mood to dance, so I'll be waiting for you there." I pointed at the empty table in the corner of the room. Looks like being alone in the middle of the hustle and bustle of dancing people won't make me look stupid. Right now I really just want to be alone, thinking about the various things that have disturbed my life so far that I am always haunted by nightmares.

 “Anna? What are you doing here alone?"

"Oh hi, I just want to be alone here." I replied lazily. I hope Dannis oppa will leave here soon and not interfere with my contemplating time. But damn, he just sat next to me and gave a sweet smile which unfortunately did not have any effect on me other than the nausea that was so annoying from my stomach.

"It's been a while since we talked to each other like before, how are you?"

"I am fine."

Yeah, back then when I still wanted him to be my lover, I always acted flirtatiously in front of him. Pretend to ask him how he is every day, and sometimes I also bring him lunch. Unfortunately I'm bored with him now. He's not as attractive as I thought he was. After he showed a lot of nonsense in front of me, I started getting fed up with him, and I decided to end our relationship. Besides, our ages are far apart, about five years, made me realize that we are very strange to be together. I admit that Dannis oppa is very mature, and it can't keep up with me, who still has childish thoughts that sometimes tend to be spoiled.

"Who is your lover now? There's no way a girl as popular as you doesn't have a lover?”

"Unfortunately I just broke up, now I'm alone."

“So you just broke a man's heart? Great! You've always been great Anna. You are beautiful, it is fitting that many men want to be your lover. But as an old friend, I want to tell you if you shouldn't play with the hearts of men who sincerely love you too much, or you might end up with karma someday."

What's with this guy? Did he just swear at me for karma? Damn it! I think the wound that I had written on his heart made Dannis oppa have a grudge against me and wanted my love life not to go smoothly. Okay, no problem. But it was clear that I would be fine even if he said something bad in front of me.

 “I think I'm still okay oppa so far. What are you doing here?"

When a waiter came to bring Dannis oppa's drink, I also asked the waiter to bring orange juice with a sour taste. I told you that now I really like eating fruit

whatever tastes sour. It can slightly reduce the nausea that I often feel these days.

“Have fun of course. I just finished the upgrade exam, and I'm a little tired of staying at home Are you sick Anna? Your face looks pale."

"No, just a little tired lately."

“And you ordered orange juice? You've had a stomachache, Anna, remember that." said Dannis oppa looking worried. I just smiled wryly seeing his concern for me that hasn't changed one bit.

He used to be the one who took me to the hospital when I nearly passed out in his car due to a stomachache. And after months had passed, it turned out that he still remembered my illness well. Huh, a little embarrassing actually, but I like the form of his concern.

"I'm okay oppa, instead I will feel sick if I don't eat something sour."

At the same time, my drink came in a very orange color tantalizing. My saliva seemed to be dripping when I saw a fresh drink with wet dew on the surface of a glass that looked so fresh and I wanted to drink it right now.

"Take it easy Anna, the juice isn't going anywhere." Dannis oppa chuckles annoyingly when I look so greedy sip this tantalizing orange juice.

"I've been too thirsty since earlier."

"What would happen to you to make you feel sick if it wasn't gastric disease?"

The question asked by Dannis oppa immediately made me think. What's really happening to me lately? I think my body is a little strange since that lousy guy touched me. Shit! I have to immediately prove my hypothesis to find out the truth.

"It's okay oppa, only hormonal changes in women." I answered carelessly.

From a distance I saw Jessica waving at me, pointing at the bartender table. I immediately took the opportunity to leave Dannis oppa, who was getting more and more annoying. He talks too much and offends my past. I'd rather go away than hear his increasingly boring babble.

"I think I have to go after my friends, see you oppa."