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Content warning: Explicit sexual content. Only read when you’re alone![CAMI]The sound that escapes Zeke’s throat when he hears what I want him to do is not human. He peels me off the wall, stumbles as he guides me to the desk. With the back of his hand, he carelessly pushes the folders from the surface, letting them plop to the floor in a scattered heap. With a smooth tug, he moves the laptop to the very edge, which concerns me, until I notice he still has his other hand across my stomach. I’m more turned on than I’ve ever been and—I swear I’ll never forgive myself… and I swear I don’t fucking care.His hand doesn’t just shove me—it presses, like he’s making a point as my hip clips the edge of his desk and the rest of me folds over it. My palms slap the polished surface, my cheek scraping against the cool wood with a gasp.“Stay there.” His voice is a fucking command, but the way his fingers slide up the back of my neck, curling like a collar, makes it feel like something else enti
[CAMI]Marco walks ahead of me, his hands tucked into his pockets. He’s too tall, and I stare at the back of his head, trying to glare a hole into it, because how does he manage to appear so relaxed most of the time?He stops in front of a door I haven’t seen before. Not surprising—the villa is so massive it feels endless, like a labyrinth built to swallow me whole. He knocks once.“Come in,” Zeke’s voice carries through.Marco opens the door but doesn’t step inside. He gestures for me to go. For a second, I consider refusing, but I’ve already asked for this. So I step forward.Zeke isn’t alone. Dante’s here, hunched over a laptop, files scattered across the table between them. The glow from the screen paints his face in hard lines. Important mafia business, obviously, and I’m the interruption.Dante gruffs when he sees me. Zeke only glances up, his fist curling, his elbow digging into the table. His gaze pins me in place—a prisoner all over again. I suddenly feel very small. I swall
[CAMI]I don’t expect Claire to choose to leave.But when the time comes, she doesn’t hesitate. She tells Zeke she wants to leave. And I just stand there, frozen, watching it happen, my brain stumbling over itself because—what the fuck did I think she’d do? Stay? Try to drag me out with her? Fight until we both got slaughtered?I butchered that option myself.I didn’t want to go. I wanted to stay. But now, with Claire turning away from me, refusing to even look at me, I can’t make sense of it. My chest burns. My throat goes raw. What the fuck have I done? I’ve chosen him. I’ve picked Zeke over her, over us. And the truth of that keeps cutting me. The next three days pass in a blur of silence. Claire leaves with Zeke, and when she comes back, she’s a stranger. Her skin is a map of cuts and bruises, her eyes deadened. I try to talk to her, reach for her, beg for something—anything—but she shuts me out, gives me nothing. The cold shoulder. The quiet punishment.And then the time comes f
[CAMI]When I walk back into the room, Claire’s waiting for me.The door doesn’t lock behind me when I close it. And that is what finally breaks me. My chest caves, the tears come hard and fast, ugly sobs I can’t stop.Claire bolts up from the bed the second she sees me. “Oh my god, Cami—what happened? Why are you crying?” Her arms wrap around me before I can answer, pulling me tight against her. For a second, I almost sink into it, almost let her carry all of it for me.But she leans back, scanning my face, and panic flares in her eyes. “You’re scaring me. What happened? Did he hurt you? I’ll kill that bastard, I swear I’ll—did he do anything—”Her voice cuts off. She stares at me, horrified.And shame floods me. Horror, too. Because I know what I’ve done. I have no idea what came over me, what made me say it, what twisted thing inside me led me to open my mouth. But I can’t take it back.“I’m sorry,” I whisper, and the sobs steal my breath. “I’m so sorry.”Claire’s hands tighten on
[ZEKE]I don’t want to forget you. It feels like a hand has wrapped around my heart and started to squeeze it. It’s hard to breathe. She can do this to me. Camilla Moretti. My wife. My goddamn undoing.She can stand there and disrespect my command. She can tell me she’ll come along when I told her not to. She can spit in the face of my authority, in front of Marco no less, and I let her. Fuck—she could do it in front of Dante, and I’d still let her. That’s how far gone I am.I don’t know how the hell she managed it, how she slipped past every wall I’ve built and came straight for my throat. What led to this? Maybe I’ll never know. Maybe it was the slap that night—the sting across my cheek, the defiance in her eyes. Maybe it was that cruel twist of fate that dropped her back into my life when I wasn’t ready, like I’d been begging for it every day since and didn’t even realize.Maybe it was something darker. Some sick joke by a god I never believed in, deciding I didn’t deserve peace,
[ZEKE]I don’t know what leads me here, to this door. To the gnawing urge to get her alone.It isn’t reason. It isn’t even desire—at least not the kind I can weaponize. It’s an itch under my skin, a fever I can’t fucking scratch. A compulsion, I guess, that makes my legs move before I’ve decided where I’m going. I’m at the door before I realize it.I don’t knock. I never knock. I don’t need to. But for a split second, my hand hovers anyway. Stupid. Weak. What the fuck am I doing?Have I lost my mind?That night with Naomi—my mind wasn’t mine. I’d thought about it, thought about her, thought about something else entirely when I shouldn’t have. Like some stranger had taken over, like I wasn’t the one pulling the strings anymore.I look down at my hands now. I can still see the blood. Her friend’s blood. No. Not her friend. Vance’s man. I remind myself of that fact the way a drunk reminds himself not to drink. Over and over, until it almost feels true.But it doesn’t stick.Because I saw