CHAPTER 59: Strange man

LUKA

You meet someone and you begin to convince yourself that maybe it's possible what they feel for you is genuine.

Last night, she was the one that pulled away first. When we both had an orgasm and all I wanted to do was draw her close to me. It was the first time in my life I really wanted to cuddle someone and not pull away right after but she beat me to it. Then the drive back home, even though I knew she was going to regret it after, I still wanted it. I wanted it so much that even though it was the most sloppy head I've had, it was still the best.

Then I saw that notification. It was the confirmation that today was really her birthday and it just made everything feel like a lie.

She was not Bella, she was Samantha.

She was going to move to Canada.

If I didn't even know her real name, how am I supposed to trust her love?

Here am I in my car, sitting with her jewelry with my trouser wet with sperm, her perfume lingering on my skin and her taste still in my mouth.

Here I a