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Behind A Smile
Behind A Smile
Author: deey_jah

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Author: deey_jah
last update Last Updated: 2024-05-11 17:36:37

"Who the hell were you speaking to, on phone just now?!" He asked, his voice laced with fury and distrust.

She flinched at the tone of his voice, the phone clattering to the floor. Her lips quivered in a violent manner and her body began to tremble tremendously, like someone drenched in rain and had caught a cold. "I... I'm -" she attempted to explain herself, but was caught off by a resounding slap on her left cheek.

Pain surged into her body from the impact of the monstrous contact against her cheek. Even without seeing it, she knew his palm would have definitely left its ugly print on her.

She mustered all the patience she could and stopped herself from retaliating or even shedding a tear in his presence. He was not worth her tears at all, but in another viewpoint, she couldn't blame him for the way he was currently treating her. It was all her fault. She caused everything upon herself.

If only she knew the type of a person he was...

If only she could turn back the hands of time, she would. If only wishes were horses but it was never going to happen. She was stuck with him forever and she had absolutely no one to blame, but herself. No one else.

Momentarily, she shut her eyes and when she reopened them, she spoke with a clear and unaffected voice. "I was on phone with my friend, Khadijah." She responded, tersely. She fathomed there was no point in being verbose with him - He was not worth it and moreover, it was useless.

"Your friend?" He roared and balled his hands into fists.

She remained unmoved in spite of how furious he seemed. She refused to succumb to him. She refused to be weak in front of him, because she was not a weak person. She was strong and she would prove it to herself. "Yes," she stated, the single word heavy with defiance.

"Did I or did I not warn you against mingling with those stupid, useless, gossiping friends of yours?" He questioned, his time condescending, as if addressing a disobedient child. The fact that he had absolutely no regards left for her, didn't surprise her. He had lost all a long time ago.

Everything he said, fell on deaf ears, as she cut him dead.

Her action only infuriated him more. It was one of the few things that infuriated him more than anything else, and she relished the silent rebellion.

"Are you deaf? " He boomed, but got no reply still. With gnashed teeth, he continued; "It seems to me you're testing my patience" he growled, a low threat. "Wait right here, I'll be back." He stormed past her; his heavy footsteps echoing on the stairs as he ascended.

She knew exactly what he went to get, but she didn't feel the urge to run away from his wrath, for she was already used to it. There was nothing he could do to scare her anymore more than he already had. She had already witnessed all of the monstrosity in him. There was nothing left. None at all.

Her mind drifted to the moment when it all started-on a fateful day. On their first anniversary...

He descended the stairs, a humorless chuckle escaping his lips. "So you're still actually here? Are you daring me right now?" His gaze bore into hers in a menacing manner.

No longer afraid of him like she used to be, she scoffed. She was prepared for whatever he had in stock for her. It wasn't new after all. She awaited the feel of his leather belt against her body.

One second...

Two seconds...

Three seconds...

And just as she anticipated, she felt an excruciating pain on her arm, then on her back.

Like someone possessed by an evil spirit, he didn't stop hitting her with the belt, until he was satisfied with the amount of blood oozing out of her split skin and the ugly marks left on them.

In as much as she didn't want to give in to the pain, she couldn't bear the torture anymore. A lone tear escaped her eye, then another and then more. She failed miserably in keeping her promise of never allowing him see a single tear of hers anymore. She lost to him-to the beast.

He pushed her to the floor and continued his assault.

The agonizing sounds of the belt hitting her skin echoed through the wall of the mansion.

Crouching beside her, a cruel smile played on his lips as he lifted her chin with a finger. "Next time," he began, his voice laced with venom. "You listen. You obey. Leaving her bruised and broken, he walked away, the master of his twisted domain.

She folded herself in a ball and wrapped her arms around her folded knees. Her chapped lips quivered nonstop. She bit her lower lip, in an attempt to prevent herself from bursting into sobs. She preferred to endure the pain silently. After all, she caused it upon herself. Maybe-just maybe she was being punished for all her for all of her wrongdoings in the past. She was left with no choice, but to bear his brutality in silence.

Her gaze darted to her phone which began to buzz loudly on the floor. She quickly picked it up. "Thank God, he didn't remember to break this." She muttered to herself and suddenly recalled a time he caught her talking to Khadijah on phone. He got really infuriated to the extent of throwing her phone against the wall and making it shatter into many pieces. She was surprised when he returned home the next day with brand new phone and handed it to her. She spurned the thought from her mind and scooted to a corner to receive the call, but it ended right before she could.

Checking the caller ID, she realized it was her friend, the next-door neighbor, Khadijah. She was about to return the call, but Khadijah beat her to it.

"Assalamu alaykum," came the neighbor's voice from the other side of the phone.

Taking in a deep breath to steady herself, the neighbor's voice filled her ear again, this time, panicked. "Hello? Are you there?"

"Wa'alaykum salam," she finally replied in a subdued voice, because she didn't want her voice to break mid-sentence and for her friend to predict the sadness in her voice. The last thing she needed was her friend knowing the truth that the monster she married wasn't the protector he was supposed to be.

"Are you alright?" Concern laced her voice.

"Of course, I'm alright." she forced a smile, even though she knew Khadijah wouldn't be able to see it. It was as if she was speaking to herself- Reassuring herself that she was alright and everything would turn out right in the future. It was a phase that she strongly believed would pass.

"Are you sure? You can tell me anything. Is your husband—"

The lump in her throat tightened. "Thanks for your concern, but like I said, I'm alright." She rasped, the words a bitter pill.

"Alright then..." She hesitated. "I was just wondering why you ended the call while we were still talking."

"I..." She wanted to make up an excuse, but the words got stuck in her throat and the world around her blurred.

"Are you still there?"

She could hear Khadijah's voice from what seemed like a distance, but her words had become incoherent. They floated and dissipated in the air.

The phone slipped from her grasp, clattering to the floor. Before she could comprehend what was happening, darkness claimed her, a temporary escape from the hellhole she was living in.

The last thing she registered before oblivion, was her neighbor's panicked shouts. "Zynah! Zynah!! Zynah!!!"

Zynah, was her name!

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Bethlyn A “BAB” Bryan
Has the potential to become a great story if it's not stuffed with irrelevant rhetoric , making it long, drawn-out, and boring.
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Penina
Promises to be a good story though sad
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Good start.
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  • Behind A Smile    Author's note

    I'd like to start by thanking every single one of you for being with me throughout this journey. Thank you for the love and support. The comments 🥺, the gemssss 🥺, the gifts 🥺. I don't take it for granted at all 💞 This book has come to an end, so I'd like to hear your thoughts about it. Did you enjoy it? Did you cry at any point? Did you laugh? Were you disappointed at certain turn of events? I bet it was an emotional rollercoaster for you. Please leave a review and rate this book :) Support me more by sharing and recommend the books to your friends and family. Thank you once again, and expect more interesting stories from me ❤️❤️💕💞🥰😌🫠 deey_jah

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    Zynah rolled her eyes. Just who would prefer to be lied to? "Yes," she replied, her voice a soft whisper. "It's true," he replied, his voice deepening. "I came for some work, and..." He drawled. "To make use of the opportunity to meet your family." "To meet my family?" She asked, surprised and totally oblivious to the fact that her mother was still sitting in the same room as her, listening to her conversation. "The kids," He clarified, his voice filled with amusement. "They are your family, aren't they?" "Oh! Okay," Zynah replied, recoiling a little. "Where are you right now? I will send you the address or have someone show you the way." "I don't really know. I will ask around and text it to you," With that, he ended the call, leaving her heart racing as usual. Zynah's lips stretch into an unknowing smile. Realizing what she was doing, she slapped herself on the face. "Who was that?" Mrs. Hafsa asked so suddenly, her voice sharp, catching Zynah off guard. "And why

  • Behind A Smile    196

    When Mrs. Hafsa opened the door, she did not expect to see her daughter and grandchildren. Her lips spread into a smile and she hugged Zynah first, her arms wrapping tightly around her daughter. Then, she crouched and showering many tender kisses on Adnan's face then picked Bilal Jr, showering just as many kisses on his face, he had to pull away, slightly disgusted. "What a pleasant surprise," Mrs. Hafsa exclaimed, her voice filled with excitement. "Why didn't you inform me that you were coming? Come in. Come in, my babies." Mrs. Hafsa ushered. "The kids must be exhausted. And you too." Zynah smile, her eyes crinkling at the corners. "If I had told you, then it wouldn't be a surprise anymore, would it? I didn't want to ruin the surprise. I wanted to make it a special moment." "I'm so excited!" Mrs. Hafsa said. "Rashida and her family are also coming to Nigeria to spend the Eid with us." "Really?" Zynah asked surprised and excited at the same time. "It's about to be a full ho

  • Behind A Smile    195

    Adnan!" Zynah hollered, her tone a mix of exasperation and impatience. "Where are you? Hurry up, otherwise, it's going to get dark before we get to Kaduna." Zynah could not stop glancing at her wristwatch. "Yipee! We're going to see granny and grandpa!" Bilal Jr jumped up and down, excitedly. "Yes, sweetie," Zynah replied, her voice softening. She smiled, reaching down to caress his chubby cheeks. Her mother, Mrs. Hafsa had been requesting to see them for a while now, she figured it would be a good idea to surprise them a day before Eid al-Adha celebrations. "Are you excited? You're also going to see your cousin, your aunties and uncle Muslim too." "Yes, Mommy!" He squealed, his laughter infectious. "I'm going to see all of them." "Yes, you are," Zynah said, kissing his forehead. Then, she stood upright. "Adnan!" She called, her voice rising again. "What on earth are you doing in your room? I'm going to leave you behind, and I mean it." She threatened. "You're the one we're w

  • Behind A Smile    194

    Khalid waved a hand over her face, snapping her from her reverie. He cleared his throat before speaking. "Are you okay?" In that moment, Zynah wanted to speak to him, to tell him what his sister in law came to discuss with her, and most importantly, to tell him that she didn't feel the same way about him if at all he had any feelings for her. But something held her back. What it was? She had no idea. "Why would I be?" She asked, finding her voice. "What do you want?" "Easy!" He said, lifting his hands in a gesture of surrender. "I'm not here to fight with you." Realizing that she had indeed been rude for no reason, Zynah swallowed. Then, she face palmed. "I'm sorry about that. I just... Woke up," she lied. "It wasn't my intention to be rude." "Alright," he replied simply, his voice laced with understanding. "Are the kids inside?" A surge of protectiveness swept over Zynah. "Yes, why? Where else would they be if not at home?" "School?" Khalid questioned, his brows furrowing. "The

  • Behind A Smile    193

    As soon as Aysha left, Zynah walked back into the house, her heart heavy. She picked up her phone, her fingers hovering over Ramlah's number. As if sending her intention, Ramlah's call came through. Zynah heaved a sigh of relief before answering. "Hello, Ramlah, how are you doing? I was just about to call you." "Really? That is to say we're thinking about each other. I'm fine. How about you? How are the kids?" "They are both fine, Alhamdulillah. How's my little princess doing? I'm sure she's as impatient as we all are to see our little prince." Ramlah chuckled. "I also can't wait to hold him in my arms, ya Zynah. It's taking too long." "Three more weeks and your wish will come true," Zynah said, a smile spreading across her face. "You're right. Thank you for always lifting my spirit with your words. I want to visit Mom and Dad soon. How about we go together, with the kids?" "That's a good idea. The kids haven't seen one another for a while now," Zynah reasoned. "It'd be fun."

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