The boiling anger inside her made her kick the small table. It toppled over, and the glass surface shattered. Everything on it fell down. After that, she threw the flower vase that was beside her hand.
Before she could move on to destroying the couch, a pair of hand grabbed hers. Irritated that her movements have been disturbed, Ashlyn glared at the woman.
“Now, Ash, remember how your pocket is empty? What will you do when Beta Elijah asks you to pay for the damage? Remember how he made you clean the entire pack house for not being able to pay for the damage.”
Hearing the name of that man got her only to be more provoked. How was she always vulnerable to him?
“Shut the fuck up!”
She was about to go back to breaking things, not caring about the consequences, when the woman grabbed on to her waist.
“Alright, that’s enough now. You are actually falling right into his hand by doing this. Why don’t we do something more practical with your strength?”
Ashlyn raised an eyebrow at the redhead.
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The corner of her lips twitched.
“The brilliant idea you had was to make her move the shelves?”
She would have considered it to be a better idea if the redhead, Leah, offered her to break the wooden shelves.
The beaming redhead patted on Ashlyn’s muscular arms and voiced out, “Yeah, put this to good use. Now, hurry up. You have to help me put up the books later on.”
“I am not doing that,” Ashlyn grumbled.
“But I can’t reach the top row,” complained Leah while staring at Ashlyn pleadingly.
“Use a ladder or whatever you got there,” Ashlyn responded with hint of annoyance in her voice.
Leah laughed as though Ashlyn brought up something foolish.
“Now, silly, why would I need a ladder when you are there? And put that height of yours to use for once.”
Ashlyn scoffed but didn’t argue.
Leah always got her way.
She silently carried out the old shelves from inside the library. The bookshelves were worn down due to age. Because of how they became unstable, they were being replaced by new ones.
The library wasn’t one of the most frequented places in the pack. Most werewolves preferred action related activities rather than sitting at one corner silently and flipping through the pages of historical classics— that’s what at least most of the library was filled with.
The building used was constructed at least a century ago and appeared to be shabby. But it had its charm according to the librarian, Mrs. Bennett— a chirpy woman in her eighties who wore weird glasses and could go on forever about her love for books.
Ashlyn once had to sit through her session on how books brought one to an entirely different universe and could easily make one feel better, letting their mind slip away from their current predicament— a perfect distraction in her opinion.
Ashlyn of course begged to differ.
After that entire lecture of one hour, instead of feeling peaceful, the desire to destroy the world became stronger within her.
Maybe that’s why, Leah went along with Mrs. Bennett. Both of them were dreamy and had their heads in the cloud. They made Ashlyn roll her eyes.
What’s the use of dreaming if the possibility of it being a reality was highly unlikely?
“By the way, what happened with your dear mate today?”
At the mention of that word, Ashlyn glared at Leah. Her fierce expression made Leah raise her hands.
“Sorry. That slipped. So, what did he do that you were willing to put your already empty wallet into risk?”
“I don’t have an empty wallet.” She growled.
Leah chuckled.
“You ate the meals in pack house the entire month because you can’t afford food,” Leah pointed out.
“You are looking for death, aren’t you?”
“I am sorry. Now, quickly, tell me about it.”
Ashlyn placed the shelf down and ran her hand through her hair before revealing, “Tasked to escort Erin to Blueheart pack and train squad 10.”
Holding back that laugh which was persisting to be released, she commented, “Hey! That’s not bad. At least you are not locked up in the dungeon this time. As for Erin, you might gain a tip or two on how to make money.”
Ashlyn scowled.
“We’re werewolves, not human s. Being obsessed with money is shameful.”
Leah teased, “Says you who can’t afford a meal. Honey, times have changed. The world revolves around money.”
Ashlyn’s position as a commander allowed her to make enough money, but the issue was her lacking ability to manage it properly. On top of that came the damage she had to pay fine for each month.
Ashlyn merely scoffed.
“By the way, you should have explained how that bastard drugged countless female werewolves and raped them. That disgusting scum also blackmailed them and forced them to pleasure others. Makes me want to throw up.”
Ashlyn remained silent.
That could have been done, but all those women were emotionally scarred. They were both with mates and mate-less. If this information were to spread, this could jeopardize their future. More than the victims, the society emphasized on purity.
“So, that was the truth,” came a soft voice.
This made Ashlyn whip her head.
Standing behind her was a wide-eyed petite women. Her golden locks fell in waves, landing on her waist, and they framed her face delicately. Those blue eyes of her sparkled under the sunlight. A look at her made one feel instinctively protective.
“Forget what you heard.”
Ashlyn’s voice was dripping with hostility as she stared fiercely at the lady— the intensity enough to bring an average wolf to its knee.
However, as though oblivious to the tension, she tilted her head in confusion and asked, “Why?”
She then added, “It’s not fair for you to get punished when you were trying to protect others. And if you want, I can talk to Elijah about—”
Before she could carry on further, her throat was grabbed by Ashlyn, and she slammed the woman against the wall. An involuntary wince escaped from her mouth.
Ashlyn sneered.
“Listen, I had no intention of protecting others, so don’t paint me according to your imagination. He pissed me off. That’s why, I killed him.
He simply happened to be a sick bastard. Don’t go running off your mouth. It’s unpleasant. It makes me want to snap that pretty little neck of yours.”
Ashlyn’s presence was pressurizing. It made her lower her head, unable to voice out anything due to the fear gripping her chest.
However, that’s when Ashlyn’s hand was pulled away, and a harsh voice fell.
“What do you think you are doing? Attacking a pack member— do you think your punishment was too less?”
Elijah held her hand and brought Elaine to stand behind him, bearing a protective posture. This made Ashlyn’s eyes turn cold.
“Wouldn’t that had been an issue if the princess kept herself from meddling,” she pointed out.
Elijah growled at it.
Both of them were involved in heated glaring session at each other.
Ashlyn was about to make wry comments when Leah grabbed her hand, preventing her from acting rashly.
“Come on, there are too many books inside the library. Sun will set soon.”
Relaxing her posture, she nodded.
When she was about to leave, Elijah brought up, “The vase was an antique. The bill will be sent to you soon, and the more time you take to pay back, higher the interest rate.”
He walked off following that with Elaine in his arms.
Seeing how he treated caused her heart to sink.
It would never be her.
Would it?
“Looking like a lost puppy abandoned by its master, those longing eyes of yours— how long are you going to torture yourself? Break the truth to him,” Leah said.
This made Ashlyn snap out of it, and her gaze hardened.
“Do I need to give you a demonstration of what Elaine went through?”
That solemn tone of Ashlyn coupled with her sharp gaze was enough for Leah to shudder and immediately shake her head.
“By the way, the vase was an antique. That would cost a fortune. How are you going to pay for it?”
“I will figure out a way.”
“Putting that vase in the living room, wasn’t he asking for the vase to be broken by you?”
That scheming bastard.
Not that Ashlyn was surprised.
The bill amounted to a huge lot— one that Ashlyn couldn’t afford.Holding back the curses towards the scheming bastard, she knew she had to turn to someone for help. Therefore, standing in front of the door, she knocked on it.When permission was given to her, she pushed open the door to enter. After that, she slightly bowed her head to the figure inside.“Alpha,” she greeted.Behind the desk was her elder brother seated. Sebastian was older than her three years and couple of months, making him the rightful owner of the title which had been in his possession for good two years.Both of them bore a lot of similarity in their features with that matching black hair and eyes. He had an intimidating and overwhelming masculine bearing. He reeked off power and dominance.Those black eyes of his easily brought fear to one’s heart.In Ashlyn’s eyes, instead of being jealous of him, she saw him as a role model. There was always a lot to learn in her humble opinion every time her eyes fell on hi
“What’s with the doom and gloom?” asked Leah upon seeing her towering friend leaning against the old warehouse.Sweat covered her body as she folded her hands over her chest. Those eyes of hers showed her absent mind. The pack members trained in front of her, each engaging in a duel with other.“I have to attend the mate ball,” she answered.Leah licked the ice-cream in her hand, relishing the taste of the cold vanilla under the scorching sun.“What’s new with that?”Leah copied a similar posture to Ashlyn while her curious eyes probed her friend for further details.“As a participant without the inhibitor.”Caught off guard by that, Leah exclaimed, “Really!”Her friend’s enthusiasm made Ashlyn scowl at her.This got Leah to clear her throat and replace her expression with a comparatively solemn one.As though it was a matter of great misery, she expressed, “How terrible! How could he do this to you? He is your brother; he is supposed to be on your side. Do you need me to talk to him?
“Hiding for so long— I wonder what treasure you are wearing today,” Leah enthusiastically commented.Pushing the door open, she skipped into the room. However, it only took a second for her expression fall down, and immediate disgust showed in her eyes.There was Ashlyn standing in the middle of the room, strapping her holster into position around her waist. She wore white shirt paired with black pants. Her black hair was pulled into a neat ponytail— stray hairs falling on her forehead.“What are you even wearing!?” exclaimed the excited Leah.Ashlyn arched her eyebrows.“Can’t you see?”After that, she grabbed her blazer and wore it over the outfit. The black blazer was elegant and simple, going along well with her temperament.The frantic Leah stepped forward and grabbed on to her shoulder. She then said, “You can’t wear this to a mating ball. Does this even make sense? No wonder you wouldn’t let me see your outfit.”“Is there anything wrong with it? It cost me a fortune after all.”
Once she confirmed about the attendance of Beta Elijah, Ashlyn found herself in a panicked state. Due to Alpha’s orders, she couldn’t hide her pheromones either.Beta’s had sharp senses. Therefore, unless the distance between them was incredibly large, sniffing her out wouldn’t be difficult for him. Leaving the premises was out of question for her.Pushed to the edge, only one option was left for Ashlyn.Reaching out into her pocket, she took out a glass bottle and removed the cap. Pouring out one of the blue pills in her hand, she didn’t think twice before swallowing it down.The pill took time to work after all.Pheromone changing pills were considered illegal in most packs due to the deceptive nature. For most part, it was used for the sake of committing crimes and hiding tracks. If caught with pheromone changing pills, the punishment could be quite severe, depending on the situation.As the name suggested, the pills worked by changing the natural pheromone into other scent for a c
When the bell rang, lights flashed red around the room, alerting them of an emergency. Even though Ashlyn was prepared for the attack, it didn’t mean she wanted it to happen on this special night.All werewolves panicked and started to move haphazardly. The guards stationed were already working to gather them and calmly guide the women to the basement for their safety.Seeing how everything will be handled fine here, she knew she had to go outside to assess the situation. That’s when she noticed the fumes of gases clouding the room.“Everyone, hold in your breath!” she shouted.Just a whiff of that was able to get her chest and head to feel heavy. Noting the scent in her mind, she tried to figure out the components. She marked the few identifiable ones as toxic.Heading out through the crowd, her hand came in contact with someone else’s. When the spark travelled through her being, igniting passion inside her chest, her eyes widened.“Fuck,” a curse left her mouth.Trained to react qui
“Get up,” Ashlyn ordered, fiercely staring down at all the fallen werewolves. Her upset mood made her presence overbearing, making it hard for other werewolves to breathe properly. Everyone scattered away.Instead of this being trained, the warrior werewolves felt they were being beaten up, treated as an outlet for her pent-up frustration. This was the third time they were thrown, and even the fast recovery state couldn’t heal the exhaustion.Much effort was exerted by one of the werewolves to lift his head and groan. Battered, his face was littered in injuries.“Commander, please, spare me,” he begged— his tone pained.The frown set on her face deepened, showing her dissatisfaction towards his words, and this prompted her to shout, “What sort of attitude is this? All of you’re warrior wolves, the pride of the pack. The pack depends on you, trusts you with their safety.Yet you can’t bring yourself to carry on? It hasn’t even been half an hour. Can’t you bring yourself to last longer?
Ashlyn hated having meals with other werewolves in a shared space. She found solace in being alone. That was weird, considering how werewolves were social creatures.Other than the mated couples who enjoyed having time to themselves, usually grown up werewolves dined in each other’s company in the pack house. Ashlyn stayed away from them.But being dirt poor meant she wasn’t able to afford her own food. Due to this, she found herself stuck in a congested room, barely able to get the food down her throat due to various smells floating in the air.Her heightened sense due to Alpha blood made it torturous for her. The one beside her smelled like a pumpkin— a vegetable she couldn’t stand.Incessant chattering went around the table. Some shared their stories, and the others listened. Usually, they would be too tense in Ashlyn’s presence to talk, but the Alpha’s presence brought them in ease.Unlike her, her brother took the noise as the pack being merry and joyous, enjoying the fun events
“Will you be going alone?” questioned Ashlyn, not fancying the idea.“I am more than capable of protecting myself.”Ashlyn frowned.It wasn’t that her brother lacked in strength or skills; her brother was one of the most powerful werewolves after all. But Betas usually accompanied Alphas during such meetings for extra protection.And Ashlyn believed she was more than capable of handling this case on her own.“But Alpha—”Her brother’s strict stare fell on Ashlyn.“These are my orders, Ashlyn.”She could only be obedient.“Got it, Alpha. Rest assured. I promise to find the Luna safe and sound.”The Alpha excused himself following that. Ashlyn glanced at Elijah only to follow his line of sight. It fell on her injured hand.“That’s wolfarozine. Your hand must be paralyzed now. If you don’t let the doctor check it quickly, you might end up losing your arm. In worst case, the drug would spread through your entire being, rendering all your organs immobilized. And you will be pronounced brai