"Are you stupid? Obviously wrong!" somehow Sarah was listening to Joan's current vent about the conversation she had with Lynd at her wedding. Joan couldn't find any other friends to share his anxiety with about Lynd. Even though Sarah had just returned from her honeymoon. She was relaxing at home spending the rest of her day off from work when Joan called and said he wanted to talk about Lynd.
"What? I want us to be friends. Friends, just friends!" Joan sounded so determined to make Sarah understand or agree with him."Yeah you consider Lynd a friend and want to be friends, and maybe a close relationship like when we were in school. But Lynd already said she had feelings for you. Don't you think about her feelings? Her position? Or furthermore people's views on your relationship later.""Sarah, you're going too far… I don't understand the way you look at this. What does that have to do with other people?" Joan sounded annoyed."Okay, okay, I made a mistake." Maybe it was true that Sarah had gone too far. Before reaching other people's views, she had to make Joan understand what Lynd wanted. "Okay, listen. How about you try to be in Lynd's shoes right now, Jo? Thinking from her side, surely don't you want more things from the person you love? Naturally, the desire to want this and that or a bond more than just a normal relationship must exist. Yea, you know what I mean!" Sarah finished explaining. "Then don't you think about it? What difficulties will Lynd have to go through if she keeps seeing you? At the same time, she also has desires like this and that with you."Really dangerous, didn't Sarah's explanation make it clearer to Joan's view of how dangerous Lynd's feelings for him were if they held on to those. At first, he didn't think much of it because Lynd's confession seemed unreal. But now if Joan thought about it again, was that the reason Lynd rushed off and she secretly cried all because of him."S-Sarah, I made a mistake." That day Joan forced Lynd to talk and easily spoke, also touching her carelessly.Sarah didn't want to know what mistake Joan meant by his words. Right now all she wanted to do was end the call and make him give up on paying attention to her best friend. "Come on Jo, forget whatever happened. Now it's not too late for you, if you are sorry please respect Lynd's wishes."Sarah had at least heard the story from Lynd's side about what happened that day...After leaving Joan who is still shaken by the honesty of her confession of love, Lynd rushes back to the wedding hall to meet the bride and groom to congratulate them."Honey! Let me introduce you to Lynd Olsen, my best friend." Said Sarah to her husband who was standing right beside her.Lynd's frantic face had to put on an awkward smile, not wanting to leave a bad impression on Sarah's life partner when they first met."Nice to finally meet you." While holding out his hand the groom looked enthusiastically at the figure that made him curious about Sarah's story so far."Congratulations on your happy marriage. You two are a perfect match." Shaking the outstretched hand, Lynd felt compelled to make small talk even though she was nervous about being rushed for time.Fabian, the groom smiled shyly. "Thank you. I've heard a lot about you.""Oh, is that so? Ha ha." Lynd's laughter and intonation were unsteady.This lasting conversation was not at all processed perfectly in Lynd's brain. Right now her mind and heart are in a state of chaos. Sarah knew the expression well, the look that suggested something was wrong, something strange and out of the ordinary. Even though Lynd tried to hide it, Sarah was too memorized inside and out and couldn't be fooled."Lynd, what's wrong? Something happens?" she already sensed that something was off today, especially with Lynd and Joan's behavior. Whether the two are related and something happened between them, speculation in her mind."Uh, I'm sorry, Sarah. I feel like I have to go.""Eh? Now? But we haven't talked alone and we just met after a long time." Sarah was clearly disappointed that Lynd had left like this.Lynd's nervousness went awry too. "Really sorry. It's your wedding." She didn't want to spoil the happy day. "I promise, we can arrange a time to meet again later and talk things over, Sarah."Sarah pulled Lynd a little farther away to talk alone. Sarah asked in a low voice almost a whisper. "Tell me, something happened to you and Joan?" frankly she was made curious about Lynd's current attitude."Huh?""I saw you two leaving the room together earlier."Lynd's eyes widen, shaking frantically as her fear came true. Currently, one witness has appeared who saw her with Joan earlier."Please don't ask anything right now Sarah, don't make me talk. Please… And don't mention Joan's name again in front of me."Lynd's firm denial left Sarah even more confused but also convinced that something was up.Sarah couldn't forget the worried expression on Lynd's face. At that time if she had not forced her best friend to leave, maybe Sarah would not have known this story either. Lynd had to tell stories and talk to her to ask her to stop linking Joan in the future for any business."Jo! You hear me?" Sarah didn't hear a response or a sound from the line that was still connected."Y-yes.""Joan, you don't need to think anymore. Just let her be." Sarah cut off the one-sided conversation.Joan still vacillates between logic and heart. His logic agrees with Sarah and wants to grant Lynd's wish. But his heart couldn't forget what Lynd had said that day, the expression on her face, the look in her eyes even the final touch when Lynd's hand was free from his grip. Damn, this is making Joan go crazy. Yes, Lynd made Joan's peaceful world shake to this day even though weeks have passed since that day.***Reuniting with an old friend makes Lynd want to know about her other best friend, Arte. During high school, the three of them were always together until one incident broke Sarah and Arte's friendship because of some conflict. Since then the two pals have been separated and Lynd has always been in between. The fractured relationship didn't change Lynd's think, seeing how she couldn't find Arte's presence at the wedding yesterday. That's right, Arte's name had been completely erased in Sarah's past life records as well now.Located in a downtown cafe, Lynd makes an appointment to meet Arte after they previously contacted each other through social media that had been used for quite a while since their school days. Luckily, just like Lynd, who occasionally looked at her account when she was a teenager, Arte also remained active using the same social media."Coffee latte." Order at the counter. There was a reason why Lynd had to come all the way downtown from where she lived. And even now she came early waiting for Arte to come because she thought it would be troublesome if Arte had to come to meet her."Ooh, Lynd! I'm really sorry I'm late and made you wait."Lynd who was enjoying her coffee immediately stood up to welcome Arte's arrival which left a dramatic impact. How could she explain it, seeing Arte exhausted with all her innate attributes and a little boy in tow. She did not think that her best friend would come with the baby. Lynd automatically felt the need to help her, for some reason."Of course not Arte. I haven't been here long." But in the end, she stood awkwardly not knowing what to help Arte with. "How about—" Before she could finish the sentence, Arte lunged for her in a tight hug."Really, you! Where have you been?" Meanwhile, the boy who was originally holding Arte's hand was stunned to see the expression of joy mixed with a little bit of his mother's annoyance at the figure of a woman who was foreign to him."A-Arte, calm down first. Erm, here it is. Your son looks at me strangely." Lynd thought maybe the little boy didn't like it seeing the two adults engrossed in themselves and could have forgotten his presence.Arte let go of her embrace. "Oh! Lynd, this is my son Stefan, 5 years old. Sorry, I had to take him along because there was no one to look after him.""Ahaha, of course, it's fine. I'm glad to have met your son." Lynd's attention was completely engrossed in that small, quiet yet powerful presence. "Hello Stefan, I'm Aunt Lynd."Being greeted and brought to attention suddenly, the little boy reflexively hid behind his mother. "Stef, it's okay honey... Aunt Lynd is mom's friend.""Friend?" he mumbled softly as he peeked a little.Lynd crouched down, smiling so that the fragile little creature wouldn't be afraid. To get closer and be able to see each other's faces more clearly. "Yes, friend."Then with courage, Stefan slowly came out of hiding to face Lynd, although he remained silent."Today auntie wants to treat you. Is there anything you want?""Cookies." The answer is pure."Of course. Oh, and you?" this time Lynd asked the mother."Americano.""Okay." Then Lynd left the mother and daughter to return to the counter to deliver their order.For a while, Lynd was too busy chatting with her new little friend Stefan. Though she had come to talk to his mother-- her old friend. But Arte didn't disturb their fun, instead enjoying the fun of watching in silence until the two new friends were satisfied playing. She was sure that Lynd wouldn't be strong enough to play with her son who could be very energetic when he was comfortable and fit with someone. Or so it was natural for a boy of Stefan's age who was still energic and cheerful in the world of play. Lynd returns to her best friend Stefan after their game. Her breath hitched a little, tired. It must be because she's not used to being that active. Sipping her drink, Lynd still hadn't shared the story with Arte. "You know what happened last month?" she asked Arte. "Last month? What's going on?" Lynd didn't answer, allowing Arte to think through her own question and look for an answer. "A-ah… What do you mean Sarah's wedding? You came there?" "So you also know what it lo
This morning, some time ago before the project meeting time with Lee.Co. Before Lynd meet Joan. Lynd worked at a contractor company as a director for quite some time. But this morning before the meeting, suddenly her job must hold the position of project manager. Indeed Lynd's company was in a bankruptcy crisis with financial difficulties. The boss, aka the president of the company who was supposed to attend the meeting this morning, could not be contacted. In other word disappeared or run away allegedly carrying the company's funds from the winning tender last time. “How is this Lynd? If we don't attend today's meeting then our company will be completely over!” even though this new project is their company's only hope to survive. Lynd who was cornered either in question or in the responsibility of the critical situation that was happening at this time also filled her head felt empty. Not to mention the pain and disappointment of the betrayal of a long-time believer who has destroy
Somewhere stiil in the same areas. They footstep stop. “Miss, please come in.” He opened the door.After following obediently, Lynd gets to a private room where limited access is not for just anyone. At first she thought she would be taken upstairs, back into the room meeting but it was not. The building is separate and hidden. Don't know what was waiting for her in that room. Lynd stepped inside, prepared her heart, took courage.The man who took her to that place didn't come along inside. Finished with his task of escorting, he left without a word closing the door behind her, leaving Lynd there. But Lynd was too shocked by what she found in front of her eyes, so didn't have enough attention to worry about anything else.“J-Joan? You called me here?” Lynd voice cough at troat.“Yes.”“ You— " Lynd almost cried out in emotion. What Joan didn't quite understand was Lynd's cold, stern attitude at the meeting. That she was trying to draw distance until she rushed away from the meeting r
The office situation when Lynd returned was quieter than before. She found office desks that should be at this hour filled with employees sitting struggling with busy work in front of the computer. Now was empty, even the space of some tables that have been neat clean of personal belongings. Lynd tried to figure what was happening in this place during her absence."Derek! What happen all of this?" she asked confused at the co-workers who found there."Lynd, you're back. Uh, here's the thing..." Derek felt it was awry how to explain what happened while Lynd was gone."What? Tell me?" Lynd impatient."They decided to leave, handed in a letter of resignation today. Yeah, you know our situation, and I can't decline or prevent it, even say a word."After hearing the word of resignation, she was silent. The decision made by colleagues to leave the company has good reasons, the biggest of which is salary arrears. The colleague who finally chose to step do
Maybe it was fate that brought Lynd to this place. The school that she really never thought of would take the next three years alone without a friend. In this place there is nothing she is looking for, but there is something Lynd wants to protects with all out as best she can. Lynd didn't want to let little things go unnoticed again. Don't want to lose more time together with her precious person. She will start collecting small pieces, make good memories, live without regrets towards her loved ones again. Don't want to make the same mistake a second time."Are you and Daniel close friend?" Ask sassy girls to the girl that seat beside Lynd. Who she know the name of her new friend is Sarah."Yes I'm. But, who you are?" Sarah's voice a bit angry. Its rude she think for someone ask you but not introduced yourself first."Ops! Sorry. I'm Arte, will you be my friend too?" said the one who still standing in front of Sarah and Lynd. Till now Lynd still keep her
The contents of the letter that Joan wrote to Lynd.Sudden presence. Existence is like the wind that can be felt but not seen by the eye. That's what my presence means to you..Before reading this letter any further, please introduce me as your foreign travel companion. Where we ride the train in the same series. Sitting in the next chair with a destination that neither of us knows each other.A few stations missed, I just silently watched you from the seat next to you sitting silently reading a book. Looking at you it occurred to me, 'where are you going alone at night in this dangerous train. Aren't you afraid to go alone?'I want to greet you but don't want to disturb you who are so immersed in the book you are reading. So I stopped my intention, it's better not because it's rude and you might not like it.The train was still running, the occasional warning sound could be heard at each station. You remained seated without any sign of getting off at the
A letter came back in a few days. This is the third letter from Joan. The content wrote.I will be waiting for your reply to answer my question in the previous letter.Lets meet and getting know each other better. I'm waiting for your after school today in the back gate. Let's walk togather.Your ifriend Unfortunately the letter never get to Lynd hand. So for long long long time the mysterious letter still be mystery and forgotten until Joan make a confession when they's graduation ceremony.Why school memories dominate Lynd's mind now. Is there because Joan standing in front of her with passion that she never know before."You have change a lot, in many things. I guess.." Lynd spoke with soft voice. Joan Lee that she know gentle and always considered for other people."Well I can't say I didn't, and half of the reasons because of you." Joan can't wait anymore just standing there forever. So he just came in
During a week of her free time, Lynd come to the field behind the school. Sitting under a big tree without name that was mention in letter. Nothing special to do, just spend time alone. Lynd came closer to the bottom of a big tree among other tree, feel at ease to linger or lie down under it then Lynd can feel comfortable and peaceful.Dense branches and shady leaves of trees. In the morning fresh air blows from the leaves of trees that are still sweating in a blanket of dew. If during the day, the heat of the scorching sun, sure enough can not penetrate the shade of the leaves of this tree. The wind that blows does not necessarily pass by, but stopped sneaking among the leaves invite to dance together. Ah! Under the tree too, Lynd has a new hobby, reading letters that her friends have dubbed the writer a name as secret devotee. Lynd opened one of the letters and began to read it. The most beautiful thing is your smile that you aim at the flowers and trees