ELIAS
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After I had calm down and reminded myself of a reason to hate that British asshole, I returned back into the room, only to meet him still sitting down on the floor like a broken mess, and yes I don't feel any shitty remorse, rather it made me scoff out.
"If you keep sitting on the cold floor, you would freeze and be dead before sunrise"
I tell him coldly, but still in the most genuine way I could cause it was the truth, but all that asshole did was glare at me with his swollen eyes that was as a result of his shitty tears...that was because of me, and looked away
"If I die, it's none of your fucking business!"
It was toxic, and he literally replied that way to me as he shifted his gaze away to the side, but I don't care, yes I don't care about his shitty damn drama, or if he listens to me, cause it was his pathetic funeral, and to think again, if he dies, he would finally be out of my life for good, and maybe finally make me get arrested at last, so I looked back at him with a little grin on my face, even though he wasn't looking at me
"Fine!"
I shrugged and told him heartlessly, but before I could go to my bed, his words stops me
"And since you had explained yourself to me, I would do the same to"
It was no lie his words were shocking to me cause the red hair was always such a pathetic baby, but he said it either way, and his words echoed in the air, but even though it did, I don't turn back around to look at his face, rather I placed my hands in my pockets and listened to the fucking show he was trying to act
"You don't need to look at me"
As if he literally peeked a bit into my head, he voiced out, but I realized he was trying so hard to fucking act tough when his weak voice betrayed him, but that blabber mouth didn't stop talking still
"All I want you to know is that this side that am in, and where my bed is, is my side of the room, don't cross it, and I would not do to yours as well. I would also write it in a board tomorrow in case your precious head forgets"
He literally did it!, he fucking insulted me, and said those cramp to me all at once, and even though it literally suppose to make me glad that he finally got it into his head that I was his enemy and was trying to create distance with me, in the end it was the exact opposite, cause regardless of that fact, he was the one, the one who had the gut to speak back to me, insult me even, and still wanted to stay here, in this hellhole mistake of a room...God!, he was the fucking first one who was tolerating me so far, and damnit, I hated it, I hated it so fucking much, every single shit of it!
LUCAS
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"All I want you to know is that this side am in, and where my bed is, is my side of the room, don't ever cross it and I would never cross yours as well, but in case your precious head forget, I have a board, and would write it tomorrow on it"
I literally said it, and didn't damn care, cause why should I?, Never!
I told him all I wanted to say, and went to my bed, immediately I got up from the floor, cause I didn't wanted to have any fucking business with a toxic guy like him anymore, a guy who only cared about his own shitty cramp, hell no!, so like you might have thought, the reason I divided the room was for my own peace of mind, cause I feel if I become a nobody and keep my distance away from the devil, maybe I wouldn't be scared anymore, and maybe I would just survive living here...or so I fucking thought!
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Days passed, and I literally thought I would survive, but seeing his dull menacing eyes, and his face everyday makes my spine shiver with the thought that the one day the fucking devil might enter inside him, and make him kill me as well, but I don't freaking want to be his scapegoat and die as well, so for the hundredth and one time, I went back to the housemaster to complain...no, to beg him to please give me another room, cause all I wanted was peace of mind, but in the fucking shitty end, am turned down once again
"I swear to God, if he kills me, I would blame you!"
I inwardly screamed and cursed the old man, before stomping back into the room, or should I say the hellhole to let all my anger out
"Fuck it!"
I yelled out angrily, cause men, I was literally losing it, but do you shitty know what the worst part was? I would tell you...
When I returned back to the shitty room, I saw my project, my project on the floor, my precious freaking project was burnt up by him, the mad devil, and when I think to myself, I realized that the devil had did that, because I had unintentionally crossed the line a few days ago to take my pen that had rolled to his side, but the devil was merciless!
Realizing just how cruel and heartless he could be, and just how merciless that he couldn't spare my project that I had worked my ass off, I decided to be thoughtless as well, and crossed his line, yes, this time I fucking did it intentionally, but I did worst...I did so much worst, I scattered all his stuff as payback(Thank God, he wasn't in the room), so it gave me all the confident in the world to trash his place up to ease my anger, but in the process and when am halfway done crashing his side, my clumsy leg missed a footstep, and I fell down next to the dustbin that I had knocked over with my foot, but immediately my eyes diverted to the bin, what I find there is capable of killing a weak feeble creature like me
"What the..."
SOPHIE"Sooo, we are a thing now, right?"I looked at the face of my nerd lover, and asked him, even though we had literally spent a whole year together, and it was kinda dumb to still ask that, but still...still..I wanted to hear those words from him, and in the end, he fulfilled my desire in the most cheesiest way possible"We are not a thing, but a couple obviously!"He told me, and it made my heart flutter, cause I wanted to hear those words for so long, but I didn't tell him that, instead I rolled my eyes at him, and parted my lips."Quit being Mr. smart pants already"I said, but I had this really big smile on my face when I did, cause I loved him for being such a big nerd, and immediately he heard me speak, he kissed me...it was passionate, and I loved it how he always makes me feel so special with it...Sorry, I loved how he always makes US feel so specialI touched my stomach, and looked back at his face"Do you think they would accept our baby?"I looked at his eyes, and aske
Tell me every terrible things you ever did, and let me love you either way...LUCASI had a few more lectures that day, after little miss lover girl Sophie ran away from me, and seriously, I was so lonely all by myself, but I literally really won the award of being the world most lonely man ever, when I returned back to the room.The room that haunted me....the room that was filled with his memories everywhere, and the room....the fucking room that reminded me of every single thing about him, even though I was literally trying to forget about him...God"Elias..."I mumbled out his name for the first time in three days, and felt like my heart shattered again...well it did, and it was probably because I had broke my promise to never utter his name again, so that I could heal, but how on fucking earth was I suppose to live this way, when the entire room was originally his, and I always fucking imagine him next to me when I sleep, so after much thinking, I frustratedly packed up my bags,
SOPHIEI ran away from him, even though I knew his words were right, but I was still scared, and I really still wanted to completely figure it out, and there was no rush in figuring things out, were they?..I thought to myself, and tried to calm down, but in the messed up end, the more I tried to calm down, the more I deceived myself, and got more stressed so I resulted to drinking, and to getting myself drunk, so that I would just forget everything for a while, cause alcohol was the best remedy, but this pathetic side character ended up getting another bomb drop that same night....I was drunk, so drunk that I couldn't even walk properly, and knew that I might just literally die in the freezing night if I didn't return back to that hellhole room of mine (Yes, such shitty life I had)I thought to myself as I staggered back, even though my vision was blurry, and I couldn't see properly, or even think at all. To be honest, and after walking maybe in circles or something, all I knew was
LUCASI told him I loved him, but he didn't say it back, and left me either way, sad huh?...I sighed out, and played with my pen as I told Sophie about every shit that happened two days ago. Yes, two days had flew by, and am literally barely alive, and No, I wasn't mad that I didn't ended the friendship with Sophie, because of what had happened that day...Nah, I would be too dramatic if I ended our friendship because of what she said to meTo be honest, I kinda even understood why, and I guess it was because she was literally at her limits then, it was obvious something was wrong with her, but all I did was blabber out all my worries to her, without even caring if she was fine or not, and to be really plain honest, I kinda feel bad about it...about always focused on myself, cause it's really shitty"I don't blame either of you, rather I blame damn life, it's shitty, and so dramatic, that you can't even be able to control any fucking thing that happens, ugh!"I heard her voice, it bro
"Don't want to hide the truth, don't want to murder you, but with the beast inside, there's no where I can hide..."....ELIAS"Happy!"I yelled out to my inner demons immediately I closed the door, and left him, left him alone broken, and ruined.God, I was such a heartless being, and am so sorry Lucas, for every single pain I made you pass through, but...but this was for the best, wasn't it?...I closed my eyes, I was about to cry, but I stopped myself when I saw the fucking housemaster, he was looking at me, giving me a look that I had no clue of, but hated it, hated it so fucking much, that it made me instantly mad"I know you are fucking happy with all of this as well"I spat out, and glared at him, and I swear I could have just left like that...I wanted to cause it would be foolish enough to associate myself with the trash, after what just happened in the room, but before I could, he grabbed me by the wrist...How he, the old damn man miraculously manage to come out of his offic
"Don't want to hide the truth, don't want to murder you, but with the beast inside, there's no where I can hide..."....ELIAS"Happy!"I yelled out to my inner demons immediately I closed the door, and left him, left him alone broken, and ruined.God, I was such a heartless being, and am so sorry Lucas, for every single pain I made you pass through, but...but this was for the best, wasn't it?...I closed my eyes, I was about to cry, but I stopped myself when I saw the fucking housemaster, he was looking at me, giving me a look that I had no clue of, but hated it, hated it so fucking much, that it made me instantly mad"I know you are fucking happy with all of this as well"I spat out, and glared at him, and I swear I could have just left like that...I wanted to cause it would be foolish enough to associate myself with the trash, after what just happened in the room, but before I could, he grabbed me by the wrist...How he, the old damn man miraculously manage to come out of his offic