Roses and Thorns

...

"Everybody is a book of blood, once we are opened, we're red....

.....

The last few weeks have been nothing but disappointment, real shitty disappointment....

Nothing ever did happened, cause all I was ever searching for, I never did find, but instead all I got was bullshit and nothing more...

Everything seems crumbling before my very eyes and there was no any shitty thing I could do about it...

I curse myself every darn day, that I get to live this shitty nightmare, I so much hate my existence so very much, it really worst than hell...

No clues for where those bastards could possibly be hiding, to finally seek revenge, school irritates me every fucking day...

Aunt doesn't want me to avenge the only one I ever cared about and oh!, to top it all up, those darn fools keeps irritating me every single moment of my life, and where am I in this whole madness...

Am right in the middle, trapped completely...

"Damn, how did my life end up falling apart so easily" I thought frustratedly, cursing under my breath, as my eyes slowly became a whole lot heavier to carry, before it eventually close shut....

.....

"Ivy?" A faint voice call out, as I slowly regained my vision back again, slowly looking at the blurry figure, standing in front of me...

"Is she alright?" Another voice called out faintly, as I slowly regained my consciousness, as the figure became a whole lot clearer, as well where I sadly was....

Damn!, Did I just slept off or what" I thought squeezing my lips in anger, as I kept on staring at Mrs Rodrigo, our chemistry teacher, still rooted on a spot....

Even though I passed out, why are all of this fools still staring" I thought frustratedly, as I slowly adjusted my lab coat, before finally sitting upright again....

"Are you alright?" Mrs Rodrigo warms voice pierced into my troubled ears, as I slowly fixed my gaze with her, still pissed off....

How great, now that my life as became so shitty, everyone is trying to show fake sympathy for the "Weak feeble creature", I thought, still glaring at her as I grit my teeth angrily....

"You know you can actually stop faking that you actually care, cause it ain't gonna work" I blurted out, as I kept on staring straight into her pathetic eyes....

"But you don't look so good" She said, with that dumb caring expression of hers, but I really don't need any one darn sympathy...

I have been alone all my life and that's how it gonna be...

"Gosh, please just go straight to the point and tell me what you actually want" I yelled out, as I folded my arms together, still staring at her bitterly...

"Well..... You don't actually have a science partner" She said, still trying to find the right words, as I slowly arched one of my eyebrows

"So?" I scoffed irritatedly, as I kept on fixing my gaze with hers....

"We have to work in pairs, that's the whole point" She blurted out, as her face slowly squeezed in irritation, but I really didn't darn care a bit...

"I don't need one, anything else?" I replied, staring straight into her already angry face, with a blank expression on mine....

"You have to listen to me" She roared out, staring at me already frustrated like expected, cause that's what everyone does, get fed up and finally let me be..

"No I really don't" I mumbled, as a little grin slowly creeped up on my face, as I kept on watching her slowly explode in anger....

"You will have to have one, Either way...

Charlie here seems to be in the same idle position as you're, so I decided to pair you both up" She blurted out, dropping the bombshell, as my lips slowly squeezed in anger...

"What the fuck" I yelled out, as my angry eyes slowly drifted around the lab, before finally fixing my gaze on that darn fool that kept on staring at me blankly, making my blood boil over and over again.....

"So what did he bribe you with, huh?" I yelled out, glaring back at that darn teacher with grit teeth....

"What do you mean, I really don't understand" She asked, arching her eyebrows confusedly, as my blood kept on bubbling the more...

"Damn, don't you dare play dumb with me" I yelled out, spitting out angrily with my already clenched fist, as I kept on glaring at her with so much disgust in my eyes

"It's obvious this darn fool bribed you to make me his lab monkey, so that he can shamefully try coming close to me once again, isn't that right you shit, I yelled out, staring at the blondie disgustingly....

"I....

"Just shut the fuck up" I spat, before returning my gaze back at that scum of a teacher....

"You really do act like you're sooooo goody too shoes, isn't it" I said, as I kept on glaring at her angrily....

"But the truth is that you're clearly not" I spat out, still throwing daggers at her, with so much bitterness in my heart....

"Would you just stop all this" She yelled out irritatedly...

"No I won't, you want me to play your darn game right?" I spat out frustratedly, as I kept on glaring at her, with grit teeth....

"What are you hinting at now" She asked, raising her eyebrows anxiously, as I rolled my eyes irritatedly

"I too also what to get out of this shitty place as well, so I really don't fucking care whoever you pair me up with" I yelled out, staring at her still so pissed off....

"And what does that actually means"....

"Damn, why don't you just use your brains and figure that yourself" I roared out, before finally standing up and walking away with my clenched fist, still trying so hard to control my burning fury....

"And where on earth do you think that you are going, Miss Ivy" She roared out, but I really didn't darn stop for once, cause enough was enough, am fed up of this shit...

I rain curses under my breath, as I finally marched out of that darn hell, still boiling in anger, only for another brainless moron to bump into me, as I quickly lifted my boiling face up to lash out at this unwanted fool that just luckily became my next prey...

"Damnit, you fool" I yelled out, still cursing under my breath, staring angrily at the brown eyes freak, as she panicked, sadly irritating me the more....

"Oh Gosh, am so sorry, let me just....

"Just stay away from me okay?" I sharply cut in, as I threw daggers at her, before turning around to leave....

"Oh please do let me make it up to you" Her faint voice called out, as my legs slowly stopped moving, before quickly turning around to look at her pathetic pleading face....

"And how on earth would you do that" i spat back, staring at her bitterly....

"I...She trailed off, staring at the floor as I could see tears slowly wetting the dry ground...

Gosh, can't this day get any worst than this, I mumbled angrily, as I clenched my fist, with nothing but damn guilt flushing up my heart...

"Look girl I....

"Am...so..sorry" She sharply cut in, as a frown slowly appear on my face....

"Gosh stop saying am sorry over and over again, am really sick of it" I stared at her frustratedly....

"Then have lunch with me then" Her voice echoed on my ears, as the frown grew wider....

"What?" I blurted out, arching my eyebrows in disgust, as a faded smile slowly appear up on her face, surprisedly creeping me out

"I mean you look lonely and I can make it up to you by that" She blurted out, with a big smile on her face, as I pressed my lips together angrily....

"I don't need you to care" I spat out bitterly, but still she didn't stop all her drama for once, pissing my brains off the more...

"Then I won't stop disturbing you until you agree on having lunch with me" She smiled jovially, as I clenched my fist angrily....

Like seriously, what the heck was happening, I was the one that was suppose to piss her off and make her cry, not the other way round, I thought, glaring straight into her brown light eyes angrily....

"If i accept your pathetic treat, Then you must leave me forever" I spat angrily....

"Deal" She replies still beaming, as I folded my arms together, already fed up with every darn thing...

"By the way am Grace..She mumbled happily, as my heartbeat flew faster, at the sound of that name from her lips, slowly making my heart bitter, as I tried fighting back the past

"Grace?...I stared bitterly at her, as my mother name kept on spinning on my head over and over again....

"Is anything wrong" She frown, as I clenched my fist bitterly....

"Full name" I mumbled, trying to fight back the pain....

"What?....

"What's your full name" I stared at her blankly, as my heart slowly froze still...

"It's actually Grace H.....

"Hey, what are you two actually doing here" A deep voice yelled out, as the manly figure slowly approached us, with a frown on his face....

"Shouldn't you both be in class" He yelled out, as I squeezed my lips angrily....

"Just two more minutes" I yelled out, before shifting by gaze back at her anxiously....

"Tell me what you were about to say now" I stared straight into her confused eyes anxiously, waiting for her to just finally speak the fuck up...

"Miss Grace, Don't you have art class right now" Mr Fredrick yelled out, interrupting once again....

"I...I do" She stammered in fear, as I clenched my fist together angrily....

"Right sir, am sorry I have to go now" She said, turning to look at me with a pleading look, before immediately vanishing into thin air, as I hit the nearby locker frustratedly, with so much bitterness on my heart.....

"Gosh, what's your problem men, You just ruin everything" I yelled out, angrily staring with grit teeth...

"Detention for you" He blurted out sharply, as my blood boiled out of anger....

"I don't fucking care, Do you know what you've just done" I yelled out, still glaring at him with so much frustration in my eyes, as I kept on rubbing my forehead bitterly..

"You just made me lose the only piece of information I could ever find" I spat bitterly, as I kept on hitting my hands angrily on the locker....

"Are you crazy....

"Yes I am, What fucking part of just two minutes don't you understand" I spat out, angrily glaring at him....

"Two more weeks of detention" He yelled back, as I rubbed my forehead frustratedly, slowly watching him leave, only to turn back halfway

"And oh, one more shenanigans from you and I wouldn't think twice, convincing the principal to have you expelled" He blurted out, as my eyes slowly gathered bitter tears....

"Now leave at once" He yelled back, as I clenched my fist angrily, trying so hard to hide my bitter tears..

"Thanks a lot for ruining everything" I yelled out angrily, as I immediately turned around to leave, quickly wiping my bitter tears away...

I need to know her full name at all cost, cause as much as I hate to think about it, she could sadly be the child adopted by my shitty grandparents after mom's death....

If she's actually the one, then sweet revenge here I come, Everything would fall into place and I would finding figure out where those bastards are hiding....

I would finally avenge everyone that made my mom's life a shitty mess that she just had to end it all....

Finally her soul will finally rest and so do I, Finally hope is not lost fully...

I won't rest until I find out her full name, I won't rest, I don't care if I get expelled, cause this time, I wouldn't rest until I find out something about her, one way or the other.....

Sit tight, cause am coming for you all and no one would stop me, cause enough was enough now ....