CHAPTER 5

CHAPTER 5

"Uhmm," I moaned when I felt his tongue in the middle of my thighs.

It was so embarrassing that I was so wet earlier even though he just pulled my jeans. Hindi ako makagalaw dahil nasa tuhod ko pa ang pantalon ko! I think I'm going insain if he pulled it out and I spread myself wildly.

I want to pull my hair due to the intense feeling of his tounge and lips. But dang, I was tied up in this bed. I know. I'm the one to blame for it.

"I can't control myself anymore, Cherry. I can't resist," he said.

Gosh. His voice lingered into my head! Para niya akong hinehele!

"It was so good," I said- then he smirked.

"Yeah, you like it? My naughty monster?"

Ayaw ko sanang magmukhang parang sarap na sarap pero tinraydor ako ng ulo ko, tumango ito nang kusa.

"Bakit parang nabaliktad? Ako na ang kumakain sa 'yo, hindi ikaw?"

"Because I'm not totally a monster--" I stopped when his lips cupped that spot. "Damn it!"

"So it would be fortunate for you then?" he said in the deepest voice "Paano ba niyan? Hindi mo na kakainin ang akin?"

"Tanggalin mo kaya ang tali sa kamay ko?"

"I will," he said. "Later. Baka bigla kang lumipad."

I made myself orgasm. I literally don't know this feeling! Pakiramdam ko nasa rurok na ako ng pinakamaliligayang araw ko.

I was still gasping for air even though I didn't feel his mouth in the middle of my thighs. I looked up, then I saw him undressing himself while looking at me intencly.

I know I saw him earlier with his biceps but then I was fascinated and amazed at how good his body was now that he was topless... Magmula sa mukha, biceps, dibdib, tiyan na may abs, hanggang v-line are well defined. Perfection kung baga na nagpapatuyo ng aking lalamunan.

I gulped. I still can't move on his body when he suddenly pulls out his slacks and boxer. Nakaramdam ako ng kaba nang makita kung gaano kalaki at kabuhay ang kaniyang alaga.

He smirked before he grabbed himself at the top of my body. He gave me another kiss, into my cheeks, into my lips and into the sensitive part of my neck. I bit my lips when his mouth was on my boobs. It was still dressed but I felt a different sensation. Mas lalo pa akong nabaliw nang maramdaman ko ang paa niya na hinuhubad ang aking pantalon.

The only thing that I can do was to grip my fists to gain strength from this out of this world feeling.

"I think I should perform well tonight. Para maipagkumpara mo ako sa mga naging lalaki mo," aniya.

What? I looked at him with so much annoyance. Naiinis ako. Nabibitin ako.

"I said, I was just fond of kissing. Not casual sex!" He laughed.

Ramdam ko pa ang pantalon ko sa dulo ng aking paa at ang panty ko sa gitna ng aking dalawang tuhod. He then sat down on my tummy that made his erect so visible nearby. May kinuha siya sa may slacks niya na nasa gilid ng kama. It was a condom and he pulled it by himself withouth averting his intense eyes on me.

"I can't spread my legs. tanggalin mo ang pants ko," utos ko.

"Copy," he hoarsely said.

I don't hate myself, except this time. After he pulled my lower clothes, my legs spread wildly that made him smirked. Traydror na katawan 'to oh!

I bit my lips when I felt his dick's head at my entrance.

"Damn, you're so big..."

Napapikit ako nang maramdaman ko na may pumasok sa kalooblooban ko. Damn it I felt like I'm a loser in this game! I don't know it would hurt so much! Ayaw kong umiyak pero sheesh, nakakaiyak!

"Fuck!" he cursed. "You're a virgin?"

"Don't pull out! Nandiyan na eh! Napunit mo na, nakuha mo na," aniya ko lalo na at nakita ko ang pangamba sa mukha niya.

Pumaibabaw siya sa akin at itinapat ang mukha sa mukha ko. He slowly shook his head. HIndi ko siya kilala pero wala na akong pakialam, magmamakaawa pa rin ako.

"I-I can't do it. I thought you're-"

"Hindi nga ako ganoon, okay? So just enter your erect to mine!"

It was estimately half way through or one fourth? I don't know, I know his size, alam kong hindi pa 'yon buong-buo.

"Do you really want me to be your first?"

"Eh sa mga naging lalaki ko eh ikaw pa lang mas masarap humalik... so maybe, I didn't regret being your first." I even tried to smirk. "Unless I can find someone better than yours, baka doon ako magsisi," I teased.

He then pushed himself harder after I said those. Parang nasusugatan naman ang pagkababae ko sa ginawa niya. I know about this thing, tinitiis ko lang, kasi alam kong magiging kahumahumaling ito kapag nagtagal.

"Fuck, Cherry." his voice crack on my name. "I don't let anybody stand above me."

Pakiramdam ko nagsusugat na ang palad ko dahil sa kuko kong kanina pa nakakuyom doon. He really entered his erect on mine. Nararamdaman kong unti-unti siyang gumagalaw, na tila ba tinatantya kung kailan ako pipikit sa sakit o kailan ako mumuklat sa sarap. It was literally contradicting feelings that mixed together all at once!

"Fuck," I cursed. "That felt so good."

"I'll make sure it will be the best night of your life."

"Ikaw ata ang halimaw sa ating dalawa," I still managed to joke even though his pace was already increasing.

"I know. I'm a monster that would bring you into heaven... so prepare yourself, Cherry."

It was so good... The bad side is I only sleep one hour. Buti nga nag-alarm ang cellphone ko! Nagising din kami parehas at nagpanic ako dahil uuwi pa ako sa amin!

We managed to get in his car. Napayapos ako sa gitnang parte ng aking hita nang sa wakas ay makapagpahinga ako sa paglalakad pakaupo sa loob ng kotse niya.

"It was 5am," he said in a bit worried.

"Nakailang rounds tayo?" tanong ko at hindi nangamba sa oras.

"Saang part? 'Yong nakatali ka pa o 'yong naputol na 'yong tali?"

Agad akong nainis sa tinuran niya.... Pakiramdam ko tuloy ako ang lugi ngayon! Ang sakit sakit ng gitnang parte ng hita ko, kulang ako sa tulog, tapos magtatrabaho pa ako!

"Just keep driving... papasok pa ako sa trabaho!"

Eh siya? May trabaho ba siya? Feeling ko wala kasi mukhang hindi siya nag-aalala! Sabagay attorney nga naman siya, pirma pirma lang tapos sesweldo na agad... Iniisip ko pa lang ang trabaho ko mamaya ay nawawalan na ako ng gana.

"I think you need to leave. Everybody has a hangover from last night," he suggests.

"I can't! Bawal! Kaka-day-off ko pa lang! Baka masuspend na ako niyan!"

"Dito na," aniya nang nasa tapat na kami ng bahay.

I calm myself. Wala pa namang mga mosang sa bahay, good, atleast okay nang dineretso ako rito ni Limuel.

"You can't walk properly, ihahatid kita sa may bahay n'yo," aniya.

I looked at him with an annoyance. Pero hindi niya yata nakita nang bumaba na siya at siya ang nagbukas ng pintuan. Inilahad pa niya ang kamay bago ako sumuko sa pagpupumilit niya.

"Fine! Fine!"

He held my waist with his other hand... I can walk properly, but I still want his touches, nakakabitin. Kaya kahit sa ganitong paraan lang ay masulit ko.

"Ma! Pabukas!"

I knocked on the door... Natatakot ako na baka may mga umaligid nang tao at makitang may kasama akong lalaki. Lalo na at kilala si Limuel dito!

"Cherry! Sabi ko nga ba!"

My Mom's eyes darted on the man behind me.

"Mama, magpapaliwanag ako. Inihatid niya lang ako," saad ko.

I heard Limuel's cough.

"Magandang umaga ho-"

"S.A.S.K.S!" sigaw ni Mama. "S.A.S.K.S!"

"Saks?" it was Limuel. "Ano 'yon?"

Ito na naman tayo! Mukhang hindi naman siya nag-aalala sa akin... Gulat lang siguro dahil may kasama akong lalaki.

"Kailangang spelled out," pagod kong turan.

Pumapalakpak pa si Mama... Tapos ang akala kong galit o inis niyang mukha ay masaya pala. Nagtaka ako, bakit parang ang ligalig niya!

"Ma..." I reached her hand. "Relax po."

Bumuntong hininga ito at kumalma. Ngumiti ako at pinisil ang kaniyang kamay bago magsalita.

"Ano raw po ang S.A.S.K.S tanong nitong naghatid sa akin?"

"Siya!" she points her finger to Limuel. "Siya. Ang. Sinumpa. Ko. Sayo!" "Kinulam ko kayong dalawa!"

"Ma! Nakakahiya ka! Hindi naman-"

"Kabilugan ng buwan kagabi, hindi ba? Hindi ka umuwi! N.N.N.A.P.M!"

Wait, I remember those abriviation! Those things she said, about what happened last night, the full moom. It was all interconnected! I know I don't believe in this. Pero hindi aksidente lahat ng ito! Hindi kaya totoo ang sinasabi ni Mama?

"Ma, huwag mong sasabihin 'yan-"

"Nakuha.Na.Niya.Ang.Pagkababae.Mo!"