20: Call

Kiel looked at me with his harsh knotted brows. He was in disbelief at what I just asked him and I do understand his reaction because even, I did not expect myself to utter those words. It was just that I am kind of out of myself. This is so embarrassing!

"You mean?" his lips slowly formed a smirk. I gulped and looked away from him.

"I mean nothing."

"Really, huh?"

I nodded my head and went back to cooking. I even heard him chuckle because I look so shy! My face even heated up like it was sunburned! I did not talk while I am eating my dinner at the table while I could feel his teasing look at me. I just want to punch his face because he is pissing me off!

"But really," he said all of a sudden. "I need it right now."

I looked at him, a bit confused. "You need?"

"I need someone in bed."

I bit my lower lip, a bit shocked. "Then you should find some."

"Why? Are not you available?"

I stopped for a moment and gulped the imaginary lump in my throat. I became mute in the meantime because of his words. He was like he also teasing me and it is effective because he is making me feel annoyed and nervous at the same time.

"Why me?"

"Why not you?"

I sipped on my water and looked down at my food. "I am a virgin and I do not want to give myself to anyone whom I do not love."

When I looked at him, I saw how pursed his lips are, a bit shocked. "Virgin, huh? Then that is interesting."

I rolled my eyes. "Just find some girls there that can satisfy you."

"Well," he chuckled. "I just feel the need when you asked me that. This is somehow your fault."

I smirked. "I feel like a goddess because of your boner with just my one question."

He then hissed. "I want a pussy right now to eat."

I bit my lower lip when I felt my stomach twitch,

"And a pussy for me to come."

"How dirty your words are. By the way, can I ask?"

"What is it?"

"Do not you have a girlfriend?"

"I don't have."

"Oh, why is that? Hmm, maybe because you cannot find some that are your type? Or it was just some girls you like that cannot like you?"

"My fiancee died last year ago and no one can just replace her here in my heart."

I stopped chewing my food when he said that all of a sudden. He shrugged his shoulders and looked again at his laptop, trying to busy himself there while feeling in pain. "Why? What happened?"

"Someone just killed her," he simply said. "And good thing I already had revenge. I am now over."

"Revenge? And you are already over? Did the killer already rot in hell?"

He chuckled. "Nah, they died."

I slowly nodded my head and did not ask anymore. I just finished my food before I decided to go back to my room. Before I can get the door open, Kiel called me.

"Why?" I looked at him.

"I will have an alcohol party here in my room tomorrow. I would like to invite you."

"The two of us only?"

"Yeah. I don't have someone that I can drink with here."

I slowly nodded my head and forced a smile. "Alright, then. What time?"

"At night, 7."

"We have nothing to do anymore, right? After you talk to your client, we will just have a rest?"

"Yes. We're free from work for this week."

I nodded my head again and went out already. I felt relieved, knowing that I will not be that busy by this week. Thanks to Kiel though since he thought of having a vacation.

Before I sleep, Zed messages me, asking if I am just doing fine. I told him that I am and then I proceeded to rest myself. I did not do something stressful for today but I feel so tired.

When tomorrow came, I just rest in my unit and had a good sleep. I also waited for 7 in the evening to come since Kiel invited me to a mini party inside his unit. I am excited since I have not drank for the past month, I was too drowned with sadness that I just locked myself in my room to cry all over my heart which is already dying.

Since it will just be Kiel and me, I just simply wore a short and a thin white jacket. I look so good and it feels so refreshing because I do not feel hot, especially since this place is cold.

I went out of my room and went to Kiel's. His unit is not locked again so I went inside. I did not see him in the living room. I just sat on the sofa and waited for him. To kill the time waiting for him, I faced my phone and checked my inboxes and emails.

"You are early."

I looked at Kiel who had just gone out of his room. It was like he just woke up. And again, he is in his boxer shorts. And fuck, what is that? He is fucking hard?

"Y-Yeah," I said, still looking at his boner. "Why the hell are you hard? Did you fucked yourself out there?"

He hissed and looked at his manhood. "This is it when men woke up."

I nodded my head. I want to laugh at both of us because it seems like this kind of topic is just nothing erotic. "But what again? It is already 7 in the evening, man."

"Oh, I did not notice it. I will just get the alcohol in the refrigerator."

I nodded my head and licked my lower lip when he started to walk away. Just by staring at his back, I want him to own me.

When he went back, he put the bottles of alcohol on the table and sat in front of me. I then looked at him with an annoyed expression. "Will not you change your clothes?"

"What for?"

"I am a woman, Kiel. And your -"

"What did you just call me?" his is widened in surprise. I shut my mouth in shame. What the hell? Did I call him Kiel? How careless of me!

"Sorry? Did I say something?"

"You called me."

"Yeah, I did. What's wrong with that? Is Kiel a bad word?" I asked sarcastically. "And oh, maybe you did not like the way I call you -"

"No," he cut me off and added something. "I loved it. Call me that way."