"I miss you already!"
I let out a small laugh when Zed seemed so pissed just by hearing his voice from the other line. Yeah, he just can't wait. There are remaining three days. He is getting so impatient. I understand him, though. I also miss him and I wanted to hug him already. I miss Zed.
"I am having a good time here," I said as a tease at him. That's the truth, though. I am having a good time here with Kiel. "I miss you too, but we have to wait. Are you happy there? Aren't you bored or something?"
"I am bored as hell. But hey, I am also helping you with the case so yeah, I'm waiting for you here and discuss what I knew."
My brows creased and my eyes darted to the wall. "What the hell? Why did you mess with the case? Zed, I don't even need your help -"
"I know, I know. Tal, I am doing this to entertain myself, okay? You did not ask for my help with this. I just want to do something."
I hissed at him. "But make sure you are doing good. Your life might be in danger if you get involved with my parents' case."
I am safe to discuss these things with Zed since I am here inside my room, alone. I am sipping on my tea while I am in my bed, facing my laptop to check my work, and not so suddenly, Zed called just to tell me that he miss me already.
"It's fine. I am willing to risk myself."
"And why?"
"Because I want you to get the justice you deserve, Tal. I don't want you to just risk yourself alone with this. I am with you, okay? I am with your long run."
"Thank you," I said with a small smile on my lips. "I am lucky to have you, Zed. You are a true friend."
"If you need anything, I am just here, hmm?"
I nodded my head even though he would not see me. "Why are you doing this though? I mean, you have helped me a lot. You can't just tell me that you are doing this because I am your friend."
He sighed from the other line. "I am doing this because I don't want to see you in pain, Tal. I want you the happiest. It breaks me whenever I see you hurting. I promised myself that I will protect you more than I can."
"Why?" my voice lowered when I asked again. "Why, Zed?"
"Tal -"
"Why?"
He hissed, now don't have a choice because I sounded so serious when I repeated my question. I just wanted to know. "It is because I love you, okay? You are my friend, my very best friend."
I nodded my head and licked my lower lip. Good thing he disappoints my expectation.
"I never had a friend that stayed longer, Tal. I treasure you the most. You are the one I only have and I am willing to risk myself for you," he added which made my lips curve into a genuine smile.
"Thank you, Zed," I thanked him again. "I love you."
"Wait - did you just -"
I chuckled. "I love you because you are a true friend, okay? That's it."
"Wow, a friend gets an I love you, huh?"
"No malice, Zed. Shut up, okay?"
He also chuckled. "It was just that, I feel like you are my girlfriend. I mean, not that what you are thinking, Tal. Best friends, man, and a woman saying I love you is not normal because it sounds like lovers."
"Woah, don't think like that."
"But really," he sighed and now sounded serious. "Since you do not have a boyfriend, can I ask something?"
"Hmm, what is it?" I anticipated and leaned against the headboard of my bed. I waited for him to say something just like what he said that he is going to ask. But before he can utter it, someone called his name which made me laugh.
"I am sorry, someone's calling me. I will just hang this up, Tal. See you when I see you! Take care! Bye!"
I was chuckling when he turned the call off. I just shrugged it off before I put my phone down. I focused on my laptop again and as usual, I checked my inbox. I responded to some emails and noted schedules. And then after that, I proceeded to search for information about Hanz Xiro Ramirez. Since I have so much time to waste, why not use it for the killer?
I mean, I am not yet sure if he is the killer. That he was the one who killed my parents but I doubt it. I just know this by myself and I do not have to worry because no one can read what is inside my mind. What I am thinking is just mine alone. There is a boundary that no one can get in other than I have permitted to.
I was drowned reading something on my laptop when my phone rang again. I expected Zed but my brows raised a little when I saw that it was Kiel calling. What does he want? It is already evening. Yeah, we just finished our date at 6 PM and I found our date nice. But then, the thought that we ended up talking about my mother and fair justice is making me the happiest. He is on the side of the poor. I did not expect that his mind still works even if money surrounds him.
"Hey," I answered his call.
"Hey, Tal," he greeted back. "What are you doing?"
"Hmm, just nothing."
"Aren't I bothering you?"
"No, not really. Why?"
He groaned from the other line. "I want a cuddle."
My lips pursed in surprise when he said that. Cuddle? What the fuck? "Wait, cuddle? Are you requesting for a cuddle, Sir Ramirez?"
"Kiel," he corrected and answered my question. "Yes, I am requesting a cuddle."
"Mind you that you are just courting me."
He sighed like he just failed. "I know, I know. Yeah, tsk, sorry. I just need a hug from you. Alright. I will end this call already. You have to sleep now."
"You too "
"Good night. Have a good sleep. Wake up early because I will drag you to another date."
I chuckled. "What if I will refuse that date?"
"You can't, Talia. You know who I am -"
"I don't care about who you are, Kiel. You can't force a woman to date you, okay? Especially when you are courting them. That sounds so rude of you. Maybe you just have to respect an opinion and set aside your goddamned ego."
"Yeah, I get it."
I grinned. "Alright. Good night."
I already turned the call off before I shook my head. That man just got a big ego that his being cannot swallow rejection and refuses.
Hmm, what if I will prank him someday that I don't like him and he will get a rejection from me? That sounds so exciting, isn't it?
“Did you have a good sleep, babe?”My eyes automatically widened in surprise because while I am at my table here in the restaurant, having my breakfast, Kiel came and just simply sat in the chair in front of me. I looked at him with disbelief especially when he called me that way, “babe”.“What the hell, Kiel?” I grunted and almost chewed my food out. He just smiled at me and raised his hand to call for a waiter. He then ordered food for his breakfast so he can eat together with me at the table.“Why?”“Did you just call me that way?”He tilted his head in my area and leaned against his seat. He then shrugged his shoulders, as if he does not care at all about my reaction. “Do not you like it?”“I mean, not that but why the hell?”“Why do you react that way?”“Because I am kind of annoyed at you.”His left brow raised, amused yet confused at the same time. “What is annoying? I just went here to greet you and have my breakfast. There is no way you get irritated because of my face, I am
"Hey, Talia!"I tilted my head towards his area when I heard his voice calling me. I then lit up a small smile while he is heading towards my area, beaming like he is happy to see me here outside, sitting on a bench with my things. I just went here to wait for him."Hi," I greeted Kiel and stood up from my seat to welcome him with a hug, but a fake one. "Ready to get off?" I asked him and put my bag in my back. He was about to get it from me when I did not let him."Yes, are you?" he asked back and I just nodded my head as response. We then started to walk and waited for a taxi. "You fine?"I smiled even though I did not glance on him. "Of course, why do you ask?""You are silent," he simply said and I saw using my peripheral vision that he shrugged his shoulders lightly. "But anyway -"I cut him off with a question. "We are coming home, should we stay like this?""What kind of this?""You know, connection.""Tal -""I know, I know. It was just that maybe we should forget everything w
"I have not seen you for days.""I am sorry for not updating you."Mister Ramirez stared at my eyes like he is trying to define if I am just fine or not. Just like what I used to when faking my feelings, I smiled at him like I am feeling nothing. Like I am just fine as fuck and he does not have to worry about me at all. "You are absent for two days," he said and leaned against his seat. "Why, Talia?""Miss Talia, Mister -" he cut me off and did not let me finish my correction session the way he called me. We are here in his office for Pete's sake and he should be professional!"I don't care," he said while giving me a sharp look. "And correction, I am not Mister Ramirez."I creased my brows. "Why, did you changed your last name?"He pursed his lips because of my sarcasm. "It is Kiel, obviously.""I do not know that person. I just know Mister Ramirez," I said with my innocent look. That made him to stare at me more. He meet my eyes and even though I feel so weak just by his stares, I p
"You came home early, why?"I pursed my lips into one thin line and sighed heavily. I went to the kitchen and Zed followed me there, He is confused and clueless because I went home early than my usual off shift. I get a glass and poured a cold water, I then sat on the high chair and faced him who also sat in front of me."I resigned," I simply said and shrugged my shoulder a little, as if it was just nothing and it does not affect me at all.He then creased his brows. "Why?""I don't know, I just need a rest," I answered and drink my water empty. I poured the glass once again because I still feel thirsty. I need more water because it was like I will collapse here in any minute."What did Mister Ramirez said?"I looked away from him when he mentioned that man. Just by hearing his name, it was like I have been fucked up and everything seemed to flashback. Yeah, everything. About what happened at us back in Canada and the conversation we had lately. Everything is fresh in my mind and I j
"Now you're here."After that talk with the Deguzman's, I called Mister Ramirez and asked for a dinner in the near restaurant so we can talk. I want to tell him that I am going to go back at work even though I have not last long for a week after I resigned from work. I did not regret about my decision, my decision just now is regretful. To come back with the man who killed my parents and bear with him, make him fall in love with me and so he would surrender. That sounds impossible but when it comes to justice, everything is possible to me."See you later," I said before I ended the call. I then let out a light sigh and bit my lower lip inwardly. I can do this. I will do this."So, what did he say?" Zed asked me while we were inside the living room. He was watching me talk to Mister Ramirez and I cannot stay calm because of anger. Zed probably saw how awful I am now.I clicked my tongue against the insides of my cheeks. "He will come."He then nodded his head in agreement. He stared at
“Are you mad?”“No, I am not.”I feel guilty to what he has to witness. I may not see him getting mad, but it is clear to my vision that he is in pain. Mister Ramirez was just about to kiss me and I was about to let him be, but he appeared.“I just went by because I can't take it,” Zed added and bit his lower lip. “I can't regulate myself just that. I disdain to see you being smooched.”Oh, wow. What would be his reaction when he knew that I am already not a virgin and that “man” was the one who took it? He might crawl out and feel contempt when it comes to his proficiency that I and Mister Ramirez had intercourse.“I’m sorry,” I said. “I can't promise to not be kissed by him, Zed. You know that I have to make him fall for me, right?”“You believe he will love you already when his lips whiffs yours?”“It’s not that —”“It’s fine, Tal,” he cut me off and held my hand. He then looked at my eyes. “I am just concern. I want to protect you against him but then, that’s the plan in the first
"You said that?""N-No, I did not!" I wagged my head multiple times out of shame. I mean, I really said that but I do not have enough guts to admit that to him, again. I meant that, once. "Kiel, look –""No, don't be too defensive. I understand you."I bit my lower lip and looked away. "Understand?""I know that you love me," he said and I know that he is currently smiling the way he said it. I just let out a sigh and did not talk to him anymore. I just went off out of his office and good thing he did not stop me. He know that I need some time to be alone, especially this time, in our current situation."Oh, hi, Talia!" Dani waved her hands at me while she is in the reception. I waved back and smiled. I then went in the elevator. I want to go to the garden outside of this building. It is silent there and I know it will give me a good time to be out of myself.Upon arriving in the garden, I looked around because I might see someone. Good thing no one is around. I sat on the nearest ben
"Can you tell me?" I am now begging, I know. "Tell me your secrets.""Talia, I can't," Zed refused to tell it to me. I already expected this but I can't help but to feel hurt. "I am sorry but this is my secret left. I want to tell it to you because we promised to each other, no hiding secrets. But this is for good."I forced a smile and nodded my head. "It's fine, don't be sorry.""It is our promise and I should not break it.""I also have one secret left. I guess it will be fair."He was surprised but ended up smiling at me. I guess this is a good understanding to the both of us. My only secret to him is that I had sex with Kiel and about his, I don't know. I should worry less because just like what he said, it was for good."Any plans to see him?" he diverted the topic. I already know who he is referring to."Nah, I will just stay here.""You are out of the work again. You sure you would not back out being his secretary? You know, you don't have to assist and serve him for him to fa