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May went into her room still shaking in fear. She felt very embarrassed that she just gave out all of her secrets to him. This is the biggest secret that no one knows except for her best friend Kayla. Now she just told him out of fear and she's too embarrassed to come outside.

She trembly sat down on the bed and took out a pack of cigarettes from her bag. She looked for her lighter around but could not find it. She realised that she could have dropped it before coming so this house. She has not been smoking since she came here and probably since they started interacting more.

She kept thinking about what she felt the moment he came close to her full stop as much as she was trembling at that time, she also could not stop herself from wanting him. Why did her heart have to beat so loudly for someone that doesn't even like her? Isn't he just doing this so his parents will leave him alone? He's just using her after all so why won't she get him out of her head?

“I can't do this. I despera