Amanda returns to the villa.
Without resting, she begins packing her things. She didn’t bring much when she first moved in three years ago, and even though she has a habit of buying small items, she’s never displayed them—Riley doesn’t like clutter, after all.
By the time she’s done, all she has are her clothes, a few keepsakes only she cares about, and some small personal items she’d kept carefully tucked away.
While sorting through everything, she finds a few boxes of incense.
The boxes are dusty, faded from the sun, and barely carry any scent anymore.
Seeing them, Amanda remembers a small, silly thing she once did for Riley.
After that banquet, Amanda started paying close attention to Riley.
Once she became his secretary, she learned that Riley struggled with sleep, often waking in the middle of the night.
Determined to help, she searched for ways to improve his rest.
One day, a specialist suggested trying aromatherapy, so Amanda took it to heart. She went out of her way to learn how to make incense, carefully blending scents she thought might help Riley sleep, and gave it to him as a thank-you gift.
But over time, she realized he never used the incense she’d made, likely throwing it out right away. She stopped doing things like that for him after that.
There were plenty more of those little “foolish” gestures.
Like the time she noticed a coffee shop near the company that Riley usually visited. Amanda eventually learned his schedule, how he ordered, and the exact coffee he preferred.
Although she was not much of a coffee person, she started ordering the same drink on her own, hoping to get used to his favorite taste.
Later, when the shop pulled that coffee from menu, she went as far as asking the owner to sell her the recipe. Afterward, she would make it herself at the office just so Riley could enjoy his favorite drink.
The handwritten coffee recipe sits right alongside the boxes of incense.
These items hold fragments of her past, but just like the faded boxes, the memories seem far less rosy than they once were. Amanda tosses them all into the trash—these will be cleaned up next time the janitor comes.
She sits in the same chair as before, and sends him a message about her resignation and request for a divorce. Amanda is desperate to get rid of this relationship.
At least Riley was never stingy when it came to money, she smiles with relief. Soon, she’ll be free—and well-off. Without a single backward glance, she gets into her car and drives away.
“Riley, what’s wrong?” Faye asks, noticing his smile curdles like sour milk. His face flushes with anger as he reads a new message. Seeing this side of him, Faye feels a sudden dread. “That woman just now…”
“Shut up!” Riley snaps, then quickly catches himself, realizing he’s speaking to Faye.
“It’s nothing,” he mutters. “I have something to take care of. I’ll ask Rex and Shawn to look after you.” Without another word, he leaves the hospital, ignoring Faye’s reaction.
Faye’s face twists as she angrily dials a number, then steps out of bed to get dressed.
Meanwhile, Riley’s mind races, already reconsidering his earlier decisions.
He reaches into his pocket and pulls out his phone, where Amanda’s contact sits under the basic label “A Secretary.” She’s always the one calling him, so he’s never even noticed the contact name before.
Seeing Amanda’s message, his finger hesitates over the screen. I should change it to her name later, he thinks.
He presses “Call”.
Riley fully expects her to pick up. Last time was just a surprise, he assures himself. This is his second time calling her, after all—a considerable gesture, in his view.
Amanda certainly isn’t serious about resigning or divorcing, Riley thinks. After all, she didn’t seem angry when she left the hospital.
Now that she’s starting to understand his relationship with Faye—and even congratulated him on taking control of the company—she’s likely just trying to get his attention, perhaps urging him to spend more time with her.
He’s willing to compromise; after all, he’s grown accustomed to having Amanda by his side, taking care of everything. Besides, it would be nearly impossible to find someone else so perfectly suited to his tastes.
While he is thinking about these things, the phone keeps ringing, until the music finally stops—it goes to voicemail.
Riley’s face closes up; all the muscles tighten and his mouth turns into a narrow, unforgiving line. It seem like his blue eyes fade to gray, becoming a bit like Amanda’s. A nippy gust whips around his ears, spraying the scent of grass on his face.
Returning to the hospital’s underground garage, he gets into his car and heads to the villa without a second thought.
Tears slip down his face, catching the light in soft glimmers.Amanda stares at them for a while, her chest hollowing out like the air’s been punched from her lungs. The fatigue crashes in, the kind that comes after running too long, too hard.Years of holding in emotions, all the unsaid things—they finally have a reason to spill.“So you can be scared,” she murmurs. “You can cry... like a normal person.”She exhales, almost a laugh. For the first time tonight, Amanda smiles, genuinely.It’s not wide. But it’s real.“You actually look better like this,” she says. “Way better than that perfect version of you everyone’s scared of.”Something shiny catches her eye.A ring.Her heart stutters.
The wind hit the windshield hard, the fallen leaves drawing slow, tired arcs—tick, tick, tick—like a countdown.Amanda stops breathing for a second.She’s never seen Riley like this before. Not the man with all the answers, all the power. This one is messy. Exposed. Human.“I never forget,” he says, softer now. “When I was eleven, at that party at the manor—I saw you first. You were by the fountain. Blue dress. Alone. Like a painting someone forgot to hang.”Amanda blinks. Her heart trips over itself.“The debate competition, you were the leader,” he says, wiping his face with a shaky hand. “The light from the stained glass windows landed right on you. I was standing in the back, just watching.”His voice turns quiet. Almost fragile. “Looking back... I think that was the moment. I j
Amanda has always known that love is uncontrollable.It’s wild. Unknown. It belongs to someone else as much as it belongs to you. It’s smells and touches and words that don’t always come out right.It’s like a storm you have to walk through to reach the mountain on the other side. You have to step outside of everything you are just to hold on to something that isn’t you.That kind of love takes guts. Real courage.And Amanda wasn’t sure if she had that.What’s more, the difference in status between her and Riley was vast. Amanda often felt as though she were gazing up at a snow-covered mountain, unsure if she could ever truly reach the summit.He was handsome, wealthy, and endlessly charismatic.Could she ever be worthy of someone like him? Could she truly adapt to that kind of life?
Riley lifts his head and sneaks a glance at Amanda.She’s still watching him. Not the window anymore—him. Still stunned, maybe. Still processing.She doesn’t cut him off. Doesn’t snap back. Just listens.Always been a good listener, Amanda.Even when she was angry. Even when she was hurt.She’d listen. Quiet. Calm. Not judging.He lets out a breath, relieved. At least this isn’t turning into a fight.Still, a bitter edge creeps in. He’s known it all along.“But me?” he says, lips pressing into a thin line. “I’m a coward when it comes to love.”He laughs once, dry and small.“I had everything I wanted, and I still couldn’t believe it. You opened your whole heart to me. And I... I stood outside t
Riley knows it deep in his bones—stalling won’t help.Dragging it out won’t change her mind.It’ll just make her hate him more. Bit by bit. Day by day.He sees that now, clearer than anything.“All right,” he says, voice low but steady. “I’ll sign the divorce. But at least… let me say something first. Won’t take long. No need to meet again. We can talk now.”He lifts his eyes to Amanda’s face, bracing himself.She doesn’t look angry. Her shoulders relax, and something soft flickers through her expression.Maybe relief. Maybe just... less tension.She nods.Riley lets out a breath he didn’t know he was holding.“If you don’t mind,” he adds, “my car&rsqu
Riley watches her carefully.In the bar, he didn’t dare look at her straight. Only little glances. Just the corner of his eye catching flashes of her moving, her laughing, her glow in the crowd. Once or twice, he looked at her face—but always looked away fast, scared she might notice. Scared she might look back.Now she’s right in front of him. And somehow, he feels calmer. Not calm, not really, but steadier. Because in Amanda’s eyes, there’s no anger. No walls slamming shut. Maybe confusion, maybe surprise—but not rejection.That’s enough for him to breathe again.So he looks.Really looks.Amanda’s wearing a short coat that fits her like it was made just for her. Not that soft oatmeal color she used to wear all the time. And not pitch black either, the kind that makes people look sharp and distant. This one’s a quiet kind of blue. Gray-blue, almost stormy, soft but not dull.Along the edges, there’s a thin line of silver thread, stitched so neatly it catches the light when she sh
Riley closes his eyes for a second.He should’ve watched. He should’ve seen her in that moment—her win, her smile, her glow.But he didn’t.And now the moment’s gone.He doesn’t wait around.He slips through the crowd the same way he came—carefully, quietly, like smoke slipping under a door. The air outside hits colder than before. Sharper.He tugs his hoodie tighter around himself and leans against a lamppost a few feet from the entrance.His hands are in his pockets, but his fingers twitch restlessly.Maybe she drank too much, he thinks. Maybe she’ll need help getting home.That thought sticks.It feels weak. Like an excuse. But he holds onto it anyway.Because maybe, just maybe, if she walks out alon
Riley’s mind is racing with all sorts of thoughts. He steps back into the shadows, the noise of the bar fading around him like background static.His fingers twitch at his sides, restless. His eyes never leave Amanda.Suddenly, a burst of cheers erupts from a group near the bar, drawing a few glances and curious smiles. Riley sees Amanda turn toward her friend—Grace, he thinks—leaning in close to say something over the noise.The people around them laugh at a comment someone throws out. Someone gestures toward the pool tables.Amanda nods.A moment later, the group begins to scatter, breaking off in twos and threes, heading toward the back of the bar where the tables sit under dim lights.Amanda’s steps are light as she moves, weaving easily through the crowd, her laughter drifting behind her like a ribbon
Her thoughts wander to Fiona. As much as Amanda hated Fiona’s petty jealousy, she couldn’t help but think of the family Fiona had. Yes, Fiona’s parents are biased toward her. Despite Amanda's anger at the snub Kara has suffered, she still envies that favoritism.Amanda clenches her fists, her nails digging into her palms. Fiona envies her, Amanda knows that. But how can Fiona understand what it is like to crave the stability and love of a family? Even if she may have been unsuccessful in romance, at least she’s firmly embraced by the love of her parents, a right that Amanda, long ago, lost.She exhales sharply, her breath visible in the cool air. “It’s all so pointless,” she mutters, the words barely audible.The chill sinks into her skin as she starts walking aimlessly down the sidewalk, hoping to clear her head. But just as she turns the corner, her steps falter. Her heart drops into her stomach.Riley is there.Riley is here specifically for Amanda.He’s on his way back to the v