Nazir and I reach the border in the woods first. I decided it would be safer not to shift, staying in our human form for now. The border is decided by the ravine, and it's almost perfect how the set of trees doesn't grow in one line, signifying this split between the territories. According to Rheyes, going further than this is dangerous; the rogues roam these woods and communicate too well with each other. There are two big rogue packs; one is in the east, where Rheyes has done his work, and one in the west. I ponder, watching the woods with a keen eye. It all seems so peaceful, but the undercurrent of danger can be felt in the air. With a grunt, I turn back, starting to walk towards the village. Nazir is close by. Quiet as usual, but through the bond, I can sense that there is some tension in him."Speak, Bróðir." My command doesn't go unnoticed, but Nazir remains silent for quite a few moments longer. I stop, turning to look at him. Strange how this defiant Lycan doesn't irritate th
Ever since she turned away from me, I haven't been able to think of anything else. Not only did she reveal to me that she has never had a male, but she had never even been remotely intimate with anyone. Not even a kiss. It was written all over her, the way she reacted, looked in that moment, it was all an indicator. And her words, too. The thought of her not having any experience made something dark twist inside me. Valac has been hesitant as well. I want her.I need her.Yet I don't know how to approach her. Elyse has a point; what right do I have to seek any sort of affection from her after the shit she had been through. But it matters not to me. She is already mine. My pet. My little runt. I chew on the meat that was roasted and eat the broth Elyse had cooked. Nobody says a word anymore, and it eases the venomous feeling in my chest. My wolves don't even look at Sylvie anymore. And she remains by my side as I feast. It pleases me.Her petite form is a perfect fit next to mine.
Alina and I are busy setting up the dining room table, placing plates, utensils, glasses, and other things. I've never set up a table before, so I'm following Alina around like a lost pup. She hands me things, tells me where and how to put them, and I do it. Neither of us talks to Elyse, as the woman is still fuming along hurrying us up. We bring the cauldron onto the table, along with meat, vegetables, and salads. Before I can blink, the room is filling up with wolves. I stand aside while Alina greets and talks to some of them.She's so natural with it. One can truly feel at ease with her.Only, the room grows quiet when Malphas, followed by Nazir, enters. I'm by the second door, unable to resist the urge to look at him. The moment he sees me, his eyes flash red and his shoulders relax. He's still half-naked. The man doesn't know the concept of a shirt.I swallow thickly, wondering if he'll blame me for Elyse being mad at him. But instead, he approa
I sit on the bed, a book on my lap. I'm barely reading, just watching the illustrations on it. It's been some time, and I've calmed down. No one's come up to check on me, yell, or do whatever they do. And I haven't come down either.I should've known Alina had some connection to someone in the pack. They probably wouldn't accept a rogue just like that. I was blinded by the comfort. No matter how much I keep pushing against this new reality, it just keeps sinking deeper into my veins. Deeper into the walls I've put up over the years. They're cracking, revealing the need and want I've kept hidden.I just need to wait a few more days for my ankle to be fully healed. Then I can run away.It would be good if I went down and apologised, pretended even that I care for their hurt. But I won't. I don't like to lie to people who seem genuinely good. Sighing, I close to book, just in time for a knock at the door. I don't say anything, watching as it opens. Alin
After that night, nothing else happened. For the next few nights, he would return, sitting in that chair, watching me read. He didn't approach me or touch me. Or even speak to me much. I decided not to question it.Elyse has been helping me do some weird stretching exercises, and my ribs feel much better. My ankle, too, hasn't been aching as much. The bandages have come off, and today, I can finally leave this room. Aside from going to relieve myself, I was in here day and night.She left some pants, a shirt, with a waistcoat for me to put on. I have to say it's a weird feeling with the restriction on my legs, but it's not uncomfortable. I don't have to worry about he wind or wear multiple layers to keep my legs warm. The shoes she left as well are a perfect fit.I decided to dress in the bathroom. I have to say, having access to everything is still odd to me. Warm water and a bath every day, my hygiene has never been this good. I smooth out th
Elyse, who I've come to find out is the Beta healer of this pack, is truly a kind old lady. She brought me food, a lot of it, and clean clothes I could wear. Told me how even the females have taken to wearing pants in the Salvalor pack, as it's easier, comfortable, and warmer during long travels. Then proceeded to help me bathe and lectured me on how I need to take care of my body more as a young lady.I felt numb through all of it. Barely uttered the word as everything was so out of the ordinary for me. Not that I talk a lot in general, but watching Elyse move around, bringing me things, doing things for me, even helping me to the bathroom. She almost yelled at me because I stepped on my left leg and then proceeded to practically let me use her as support.Right now, she's bringing me stacks of books. The Tyrant told her I like to read. Given my knowledge of the old language, he must've figured that out. I watch her set down more books by the bed."Why ar