LOGINLaz
The guy in the Patagonia vest has been pitching me his app for six minutes. It’s Uber, but for blood donors. He’s said “disrupt” four times.
“Go back to your friends,” I tell him, and I lean on it a little. “Tell them it went great.”
His face goes soft and happy. He thanks me like I just bought his company, and he wanders back across The Vein to tell a table of other tie-wearing dicks how great it went.
I may be partial to wearing suits myself, but mine are hand-tailored works of art, not a banal attempt to fit in with my buddies.
The thing that has him looking so satisfied is the Pull. I want something, I lean into it with purpose, and a human is powerless to resist. He’s the third one tonight, and every time I do it, I feel a little worse about myself, then I do it again when someone starts annoying me.
“You can’t keep doing that,” Rory says, with his mouth full of fries.
“He had a PowerPoint presentation on his phone.”
“He’s a person, Laz.”
“He’s a person with a pitch I’m not interested in.”
Rory’s back on two legs, which took most of the day, and he’s wearing a sweater with a cartoon frog on it, like he’s about to teach kindergartners about recycling. I’ve done my best to be a positive fashion influence on my best friend, but he’s a hopeless case.
He gave security his statement at four. He’s barely said ten words all evening. Sirens wreck him for days, so I’m letting him eat in peace.
This booth’s been ours since the Reveal. Top of the stairs, red velvet, the family crest stitched into the back where nobody’s supposed to lean. The chair at the end stays empty, because it’s Per’s, and the staff know better.
I check my phone. where are you is still sitting there from last night. Delivered. Not read.
“He’s on Sugar,” I say.
It’s the first time I’ve said it out loud. It sounds worse than it does in my head.
Rory puts his fry down. “Yeah. I know.”
“Since spring at least. And that kid behind our house reeked of it, which means somebody’s dealing right here, on our campus, maybe to people who live with us. I’m going to find whoever’s supplying my brother. After that, they’ll never sell to anybody again.”
Rory’s knee starts bouncing under the table. “Okay but hear me out. What if you let the police-”
“The police take my father’s calls. It would simply be a roundabout way to obtain the same end result.”
He doesn’t argue. He’s been to Thanksgiving at our house.
This morning the dean emailed to welcome me to the conduct board. I never applied. That’s what Handle it meant. Their first order of business is reviewing that party, so my father put a Kron at the table, and he expects me to keep the family name out of the minutes.
I’m going to use every question they let me ask.
Down at the bar, the vampires all lift their heads at once, like somebody rang a dinner bell. A warlock just walked into The Vein.
He tends bar at Fang & Sons, on the worst block of the Strip. I know that because I keep tabs on anyone who could hurt this house. That’s the only reason.
Hallowell comes up the stairs in yesterday’s jacket. He smells like panther and burnt coffee, which means he slept at Kat Moreno’s, and I hate that I care where he spent the night.
He stops at our table and flicks Fisk’s card at me. It misses and lands in Rory’s fries.
“Sorry,” he tells Rory, and he really means it. He looks at me. “You heard what I told your lawyer.”
I did. Every word, from the porch, including what Fisk said about his mother. I stayed away.
A Kron walking over to a Hallowell in public, when a whole lot of phones are already pointed in that direction, is exactly the kind of clip my father’s legal team exists to kill.
“He’s not my lawyer.”
“I don’t care whose he is. You want me quiet?” He spreads his arms. “So here I am. Ask me yourself.”
Fine. If he wants to be asked, I’ll ask him, before anybody up here starts taking an interest.
“Sit down,” I tell him, and I lean on it hard. “And lower your voice.”
The waitress coming up the stairs behind him sits down. Right there on the top step, with her tray in her lap. The guy in the next booth was already sitting, so he just sort of slides down the velvet.
Hallowell doesn’t move.
He rubs his ear, like a bug flew into it. His eyes go wide, and he laughs, one ugly bark. “Did you just Pull me? Seriously?”
I push harder, giving it everything I’ve got. Warlocks feel it as a tug. They fight it, they break a sweat, and sometimes they win. Hallowell isn’t even trying. He’s just standing there, getting angrier, like I tried to pay him in Monopoly money.
That has never happened. Not to me, and not to anybody I’ve ever heard of. I’ve been doing this since I was nine, when I Pulled my nanny into letting me stay up for Buffy reruns. It’s never once just... not worked.
“Fuck,” I say.
Behind him, the waitress gets up off the step, looks at her tray like it betrayed her, and goes back down.
“My turn,” Hallowell says.
He lifts his left hand and hooks his fingers at me, like he’s grabbing my collar from three feet away. I know what that’s supposed to do. I’ve seen a warlock drag a grown man across a parking lot like that.
I wait to get dragged.
The hair on the back of my neck lifts, like somebody opened a door at the far end of the room. Behind me, the velvet curtain puffs out. That’s all. My collar stays exactly where it is.
He tries again, so hard his knuckles go white. This time the whole thing flaps like there’s a hurricane in the wall. I don’t feel anything at all.
He stares at his own hand. “That works on your kind. I knocked one of you on his ass at the bar last month for grabbing a girl. It works.”
“The Pull works on warlocks,” I tell him. “I broke up a fight at Homecoming with it. Two of yours.”
Neither of us says what that means, because we don’t have a fucking clue.
“Oh no,” Rory says, very quietly.
Hallowell’s rolling one of his lip rings with his tongue, the way people chew a pen when the test’s harder than they thought. I watch him do it until Rory kicks me under the table.
My Pull slides right off him. His magic goes straight through me. If I ever need to stop him, I’ll have to do it with my hands, and I think about that for way longer than anybody should.
Down at the bar, a guy wearing a Kappa Rho Nu ring is looking at Hallowell’s neck like it’s on the specials board. So is his friend. If Hallowell walks down those stairs alone, one of them is going to follow him out, and I’m not finding another body this week.
I get up. “I’ll walk you out.”
“I know the way.”
“I’m a gracious host, humor me.”
He angrily turns his back on me, and I stay one step behind him the whole way down. Every head at the bar turns back to its drink.
Outside, the Strip’s cold and loud, and somebody’s blasting Chappell Roan from a car with the windows down. He spins around on the sidewalk.
“You’re sitting next to me for a year,” I tell him. “On the board.”
“Yeah, I can read.”
He shoves his hands in his pockets.
“I’m glad you got the vampire seat. Every meeting, every vote, every time you open your mouth, I’ll be right there watching you lie. And I’m going to find out what you did to Marcus Bell.”
He walks off toward the cheap end of the Strip. He doesn’t look back.
He’ll dig because he’s a pain in the ass. If he keeps going long enough, he hits my brother, and I can’t Pull him off it.
This changes nothing.
Sol“You too?” Marcus’s friend in the hoodie says, before I’ve even finished knocking. “Your board buddy already came by.”“He’s not my anything.”“Whatever.” He props himself in the doorway so I can’t get past him. “The Kron guy. Couple days ago, by himself.”Laz came back for another crack at the stoner, and he made damn sure I wasn’t in the room for this one.There’s a cotton ball taped inside my elbow, and it itches like a motherfucker. Whitaker took three more vials this morning, and I keep a running total the way I used to count tips.Every one of those vials gets her a little closer to whatever turns vampires into Marcus’s customers, so somebody can kill it dead. They also bought groceries. I could even afford meat for the first time all year. Nothing fancy, just chicken breasts and ground beef, but it’s a luxury to me.“What did he want?”“Nothing from me.” He jerks his chin down the hall. “He took my roommate in the bedroom and shut the door for like an hour. Next morning, th
LazFATHER: Eat at home.That’s the whole text. It came in at six this morning, which means he watched a video of my car parked outside Fang & Sons and decided I went down there hungry, looking for someone to bite.Gordon had every copy of it scrubbed by midnight. As far as my father’s concerned, the matter’s closed. He didn’t think of Per once, and I hate how grateful I am for that.I ate at seven, off the house donor list, like a good son. Which means that right now, sitting outside a laundromat at half past three in the afternoon, waiting for Hallowell, I can’t even blame the hunger.The dean’s email came at nine. Marcus Bell’s friends won’t come in to talk to the board, so the dean’s sending the two student reps to them, on the theory that they’ll open up to people their own age.Nobody seems bothered that one of us lives in the house the body was found behind.The door beside the laundromat opens, and Hallowell comes out with his hands shoved in his pockets. He sees the car and s
SolProfessor Whitaker ties a blue rubber strap around my arm and tells me to make a fist.“Not that tight, Solomon. You’re not punching anybody.”“Sorry. Force of habit.”I closed Fang & Sons at four, slept in my jeans, and showed up at two on the dot with my hair still wet. She noticed all of it and didn’t say a word. Everybody else on campus has spent the week staring at me like I’m a murder suspect, so her keeping quiet makes me like her even more.She taps the inside of my elbow with two fingers, hunting for a vein, then swipes it with an alcohol pad. My jacket’s hanging off the back of her chair, with Marcus’s pen in one pocket and Laz’s donor form in the other. That jacket is carrying almost as much baggage as I am.“Some people prefer to look away,” she says.“I’ve paid a guy at a strip-mall piercing place to stab holes in my face seven times. He had worse breath than you, and I’m pretty sure he didn’t wash his hands. I’ll be fine.”She laughs, and the needle goes in while she
LazIt’s four in the morning when I let myself in through the kitchen door, and there’s a black rabbit sitting on the counter next to a mug of tea that went cold hours ago.Rory waited up for me. He got so worked up that he stopped being a person, and the tea’s grown a skin since then.“Shift back,” I tell him. “I know you want to yell at me, and you can’t do that with whiskers.”He jumps down and disappears behind the island. Rory keeps a pile of clothes folded on the bottom shelf of the pantry, because he shifts in this kitchen about once a week.When he stands up, he’s in a sweatshirt with a cartoon dinosaur on it. His golden-brown hair’s sticking up on one side, and his face has gone all blotchy.He shoves his phone into my hands hard enough to hurt.It’s a video. Some guy with a vape hanging out of his mouth is sprawled across the hood of my car and giggling into the camera, outside a bar with two letters missing from its sign. FANG & SONS, 2:31 A.M. It’s got four hundred comment
SolThe girl at the end of my bar is dressed like Nadja from What We Do in the Shadows, and she’s been holding her donor card up next to her face for twenty minutes, like a raffle ticket she’s sure is about to win.“It’s laminated,” she tells me. “I paid extra.”“Get it framed if you want. The vodka cran’s still nine bucks.”She pays in quarters, and every vampire who passes her keeps on walking.That’s Fang & Sons at two a.m. The humans want to get bitten, the vampires want to skip the paperwork, and I’m stuck between them, pouring the shittiest vodka on the Strip into plastic cups while the floor tries to eat my shoes.It’s been two nights since that corridor, and I’ve replayed it so many times I could record the director’s commentary.Dot’s down at the far end with her crossword, in pen. She owns the place. She stopped getting older somewhere in her mid-twenties, the way born vampires do, so she’s got the face of a sorority girl and a cardigan off somebody’s nana. Nobody knows how
LazHallowell gets both hands on my chest and shoves, and for somebody who looks like he lives on gas station coffee, he’s a lot stronger than he has any right to be.I stumble backwards, getting my balance back just in time to watch him slam through the fire door. Then an alarm’s going off right over my head, loud enough to make my fangs hurt.Wonderful. Now I’m standing in a pitch-black hallway with glass all over my suit, next to a screaming door, which doesn’t exactly scream innocence in light of recent events.I wasn’t waiting here to make a suggestion to Hallowell, whatever I told him. I wanted to say the thing about Fang & Sons to his face, somewhere quiet enough that his heartbeat was the only one I could hear, so I could listen to what it did.A heart trips when somebody’s lying. I busted half the pledge class sneaking uninvited guests into the house that way, and I’ve caught Per more times than I want to count.Hallowell’s heart tripped, all right. Then it sped up and kept g







