LOGINSeren’s Pov
I was wearing the silver dress. Della had tied it, with her tongue between her lips as she pulled the ribbons tight at my back. I gasped as I turned to look at my reflection in the mirror. It cascaded down my body, flowing like moonbeams, and the waist was cut low to give a softness. I knew exactly why Rysen had chosen it for me. Although he couldn't have known, I rubbed my hands across my stomach before forcing them down. I hadn't slept well. I had been holding my breath for three days, and every time Caelum looked at me over the breakfast table I felt my throat tighten. Every time Rysen laughed I wanted to cry. I smiled a lot. "Wow," Della whispered, her eyes sparkling. "I look like I'm about to be sick in a flowerpot." We both laughed. Although it wasn't quite right. The great hall was buzzing. Long tables filled with roasted meats. Wolves I had never seen up close laughing with their mouths full. Silver ribbons hanging from the ceiling in huge loops. Caelum hadn't liked the idea. Three days after a council decision to hold a feast was inviting trouble. But Rysen had won again. As he always did when he wanted to make people happy. "When a house holds its breathe for too long it starts to rot." He had said. I had been holding my breath for days. I was sat in the middle of them, in a large chair at the head of the table. Trying to look like I fit. The gravy smelt like it wanted to kill me. I breathed through my nose and kept my hands in my lap. "You look pale," Caelum said, his voice low in my ear. "I'm fine." "You said that yesterday." "So did I." His eyes lingered on mine. He knew I was lying. But he didn't press me, which made it worse. He was waiting for me to be ready. Rysen leaned over me and snatched a bread roll from Caelum's plate. They bickered softly, not caring that everyone could see them. I loved it. Two babies. Two. Who would be brought up in this madness. The doors burst open. Both sides slammed against the stone walls, causing the whole hall to jump. The music stopped mid note. Two hundred wolves froze. Like prey hearing something in the grass. A tall, burly man stood in the doorway, six warriors fanned out behind him. His dark hair was streaked with silver at the temples. He had a scar running down his left eyebrow. His black coat had a red crest I didn't recognise. He smiled as if he had been invited. "Sorry I'm late," he said, his voice booming effortlessly. "The roads up north weren't very good." Caelum stood. I could feel it in the thread. His shoulders tensed and his body turned to ice. "Thorne." "Hello Caelum," he smiled, widening his grin. "Rysen. You two really are throwing a feast." "Rysen," he said, all teasing gone. "No. I heard some interesting news and couldn't resist coming. I saw her," he said looking down the head table. Past the twins. His eyes landed on me. "There she is." My skin prickled. My wolf lifted her head, protectively. Not in fear, but something sharper. My lip curled. "Alpha Thorne of Redmoor," Caelum said to me, to the hall. Never taking his eyes off him. "Old rival to our father. Lost his position on the northern council the same year we got ours." "I didn't lose anything," he said politely. "I had patience." He strode down the centre of the hall, warriors in tow. Not one wolf moved to stop him. This was what scared me. They wanted to. I could see it in their shoulders. But they couldn't. It was their law to be hospitable. An Alpha couldn't be turned away from a feast. And he knew this. He had planned it. He stopped ten paces away from the table. "I hear Vord territory has found a white wolf. A real one! The species has been extinct for two generations and yet here she is, sitting at your table eating lamb as if it was meant to be." "She's registered," Caelum said. "Confirmed by council. Her bond is law." "Yes it is." He smiled. "But what about her heir? Is that law too?" Ice ran through me. I hadn't told anyone. Caelum, Rysen or Della. I had hidden it behind my teeth for three days. And yet this random man I had never met before was just blurting it out to two hundred wolves as if it was common knowledge. I could feel both twins tense. The thread tugged painfully. "What did you say?" Rysen asked, his voice low. "Oh don't look at me like that," Thorne said, spreading his arms. "The girl in the healer's cottage hears plenty. She sells a little information for a little money. These houses aren't sound boys. Yours never were." The healer's girl. The one who had looked back at me. I had seen it in her eyes. I couldn't breathe. All eyes were on me. Cruel wasn't bad enough. They were hopeful. Two hundred wolves who had been longing for an heir, had found out in the worst way possible that I might be carrying one. I wanted to crawl under the table. I wanted to scream. I wanted to undo the last three days. "It's mine." My voice broke. I stood up, pushing my chair back. My hands were flat on the table to keep me upright. "Whatever you paid that little scared girl, it's mine. I get to say it. I get to tell everyone. And you don't get to announce it in here." His eyebrows rose. For the first time his smile changed. Interest sparked in his eyes. "Brave." "I'm angry," I said. "Even better." He stepped forward and my wolf surged. My vision swam with silver. I could hear Caelum growling. I could hear Rysen's chair slam onto the floor. "I came to make you an offer little wolf. Just a courtesy seeing as you're new to our world. The northern packs won't allow a white bloodline in the hands of two brothers who bought their Luna from a gambler. They will take what they can't trust. And I would rather do it gently." "If you say take one more time in my house," Caelum said, his voice soft but deadly. "I will rip it from your mouth." "I'm not here to take anything tonight." His eyes remained fixed on me. "I'm here to be seen. So every pack at this table know who stood in here and told you what was coming. In seven days Vord will bring the white wolf and her unborn to the border council at Redmoor for a custody hearing. If not, I will petition the northern packs to declare her a threat to every territory on this side of the mountains. They will listen. They want to." "Why?" Rysen asked, his voice shaking with the effort to stay still. "Unregistered bloodline. Unverified fertility. An heir born outside of northern law." He smiled almost kindly. "And a mother who, forgive me, hasn't shifted once before three weeks ago. Who doesn't even know what she is? What she will become?" He bowed mockingly. "Have fun at your feast." His warriors followed him. The doors remained open. Cold night air swept through. No one said a word. Caelum's hand tightened around mine. I looked up at him. His face was completely blank. No control whatsoever. Just a man who had heard the truth and was terrified. "Seren," he whispered. "Is it true?" Rysen stood beside him, his face pale and eyes bright. Two hundred wolves stared at me. And I thought of Marguerite's gentle pale eyes. One beat. Then another. The one thing Thorne hadn't got right. Despite his spies and money. I lifted my chin. "Yes." I said. "And it's not one."Seren's P.O.VI knew that feeling. That silence just before something snaps. I had felt it in Davan's flat, the Great Hall and the sealed corridor. I felt it here now.Isolde moved,She had the coin in my hand folded and her hands were cold and rough on mine. "You will not lose it. Not to me, Rysen or anyone. You understand?""I...-""Say it.""I won't lose it.""Good." She kicked at the ashes and stamped her foot. "Rysen! Behind the herb shelf on the back wall. There's a crevice in the rock.""What?""It's an escape route. Haldane dug it during the winter I gave birth. Move!" She pulled the shelf with one arm causing a few jars to crash. Behind it was a narrow black crevice. Just wide enough for an adult to squeeze through. Cool air was blowing from it. "It goes underneath the ridge and comes out where the river bends. Half a mile east. Go!""You're coming with us!"Her eyes locked with mine and I knew."No.""No!" I grabbed her sleeve. "You said you would go to the council and stand
Seren's POVEveryone was frozen.I knelt on the hearth stone, clutching her locket, and my own. I stared down at her, noting how much smaller she was than I'd pictured. All those nights in Davan's flat she'd been tall, soft and golden with her apology of an attitude. But now she was scarred on the left side of her brow, and had instinctively reached for her knife.She was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen."Rysen!" I croaked. "Drop it!""We don't know Seren-""Drop it!"He hesitated, before lowering his blade. "Out. All of you. Keep an eye on the treeline." With a reluctant nod from Dren, they exited and the door slammed shut behind them, sending a flurry of snow inside.It was a sudden silence, apart from the occasional crackle of the fire and the whine of wind outside.Isolde didn't move from her spot on the bed. Her palms were facing upwards, showing she wouldn't touch me. "I won't touch you unless you tell me to. I have imagined this so many times, and every time I do somet
Seren's POVThe North didn't take kindly to us.We travelled for two days without any banners or crests. Six people wearing plain grey cloaks. I was stuck in between Rysen and his horse due to him refusing to let me ride alone. I argued but just got a look from him as he stared between my stomach and my face. "Pick a different fight, Isa." I tried to argue about something else but lost again.The landscape began to change, the rolling green fields became patches of shrubs, then the black rocks. Before long the snow started to fall, at first like ashen feathers but soon fell heavily enough to silence everything around me. My breath became visible. My locket stayed warm against my skin beneath my cloak. I kept my hand over it to protect it."You're quiet." Rysen said sometime after midday on the second day."I'm trying to feel her.""Your mom?""Everyone." I swallowed. "I reach out and there's nothing, just cold."His arm tightened around my waist. "Maybe you're not feeling it yet.""Ve
Seren’s P.O.VIt was sewn into the lining of his coat.I didn’t understand why they’d taken off his clothes, but when Marguerite cut open the Redmoor wool and a flat package rolled between oilcloth and a thick rope stained with his blood, she handed it to me."This is yours," she said. "Always has been."I walked into the study and placed it on the desk. I stared at it for a long while. I could see that the oilcloth had begun to crack with age. I could feel it with my fingertips. There is a lot of paper. But there is also something small and hard in there."You don’t have to open it tonight.""I do."I wasn’t very steady with my hands. Caelum moved around to my side and Rysen moved around to my other side. Neither of them touched me. I pulled the rope loose and opened up the oilcloth.First there was a birth certificate. A thin piece of paper with Marcus’ precise clerk script. Stamped with the foundling house seal. Female infant. Three days old. No surname listed. Then there was an ol
Seren's POVIt was easiest to bring him in from the servants door and Caelum definitely didn’t want a two hundred wolves staring at him as he bled onto the floor.I followed behind the stretcher. No one told me not. Marcus was lying there on the stretcher looking pale with his sleeve turned back and soaked through to his elbow. He was still wearing the Redmoor coat like Pia said, it was too long on him. He’d been slashed on the side and was panting wetly."Marguerite!" Caelum snapped at the runner.She appeared in front of him, before he’d even finished speaking. Her pale eyes flicked from my face to his wound. Her mind was racing with thoughts of the pantry, the cottage and the girl who’d been listening behind the curtain. She was worried she hadn’t been careful enough."It’s not your fault." I whispered."Hmm." Marguerite muttered before rolling up her sleeves.He didn’t die. I just want to get that clear. For a while I wasn’t sure I wanted him too.Marguerite worked over him the co
Seren’s Pov I wanted to speak to her.Caelum said no, and Rysen followed suit, but with a gentler tone. He gave me that look he always does whenever he feels he needs to protect me but I've already made up my mind. I told them both that I'd had enough of waiting outside doors for nineteen years.They didn't argue.I walked through the damp stone and rusty iron smell of the cells underneath the east wing. Though they were brand new to me, I walked slowly along them. My hand dragged along the wall as my other gripped my stomach without asking. Two guards stood either side of me. Caelum walked ahead of me and Rysen behind, making the passage feel tight with just the three of us.She was sitting on the small cot with her legs pulled up to her chest. She looked younger in the light of the cell. I'd guessed her to be seventeen in the cottage, but she looked even younger. Her dark braids had come undone and her apron still hung on her. It was splattered with something that looked like chamo







