로그인Lunch rush at the diner is normally my favorite spectator sport. There’s chaos, yelling, sizzling grease, people crying over ranch dressing. Feels like home but today I’m here for one reason. Okay, one woman.
Fine. One very stressed, very pretty woman with a name tag that says LIBBY and an expression that alternates between sunshine and I might commit a crime. I stroll in, hands in my pockets, feeling good. I’m excited like a school boy having a play date with his crush and then I see her. My heart pauses. Not in a romantic way, let’s not get dramatic, but in the oh holy shit she looks like she’s been hit by three natural disasters way. Her uniform is rumpled. Her hair is barely in a bun, and her shoe is duct-taped. Actually duct-taped. I bite the inside of my cheek because my first reaction is laughter, but the second is this uncomfortable twist in my chest I don’t want to analyze. She steps up to the counter to ring me up, and she looks dead behind the eyes. “Rough day?” I ask lightly. She stares at me. Stares. Then sighs. “You could say that.” Translation: I am seconds from crying but you’re hot and annoying and I refuse to let you see me break. My order goes in. She disappears into the back. A minute later she comes back out, grabs her phone from her apron, and I watch the blood drain from her face. Her lips tremble. “My sister…” she whispers. She turns away, but the diner acoustics are terrible and I hear just enough: “…principal said she got into a fight…” “…she won’t talk to anyone…” “…another nightmare last night…” “…I don’t know what to do…” It hits me in the gut so hard I have to blink. That chaotic, tiny demolition gremlin who called me hot and proclaimed Libby was her mom now. The kid who announced her father murdered their real mom like she was reading from a weather report. I suddenly feel protective. God help me. Libby hangs up, breathing too fast, pacing, hands shaking as she grabs her purse and hurries to the back to tell her boss. When she returns, she’s clocking out, eyes shiny like she’s barely holding it together. “Hey,” I say carefully. “Everything okay?” She ignores me. Which is fair but also rude. My food is bagged. I follow her outside because subtlety has never been a Moretti trait. She’s speed-walking toward a car that’s so old I’m amazed it still has a shape. She throws herself inside, turns the key and it doesn’t start. Instead it goes: Click. Click click click. The car wheezes like it’s dying dramatically. Libby puts her forehead on the steering wheel. My chest squeezes again. I lean against my glossy, stupidly expensive car, the one I’m sure she’s already judged me for, and say, “Sounds like your battery.” She jumps, then glares at me like I personally murdered her engine. “Please,” she mutters, voice cracking, “I’m really not in the mood, okay?” I lift both hands. “Hey. I’m not teasing you.” She doesn’t look convinced. I take a step closer. “Let me give you a ride.” “No.” “Why not?” “Because.” “Because why?” She rubs her face. “Because I don’t need you laughing at me behind my back with your rich friends.” That one actually stings. “Libby,” I say, softer than intended, “I’m not laughing.” She bites her lip, torn between pride and desperation. I open the passenger door of my car. “Come on. I’ll take you to the school. We can jump your car afterward.” She hesitates so long I swear entire geological eras pass. Finally: “Fine.” She slides into the seat like she expects it to electrocute her. I shut the door. Walk around. Get in. She immediately grabs the seatbelt like the car might eject her. “You okay?” I ask. “No,” she snaps. “My sister is traumatized. My car is dead. My boss is going to kill me. And yet you look,” she gestures at me wildly, “like you stepped out of a catalog for expensive men who smell good.” I choke on air. “I’m… sorry?” She huffs and looks out the window. We pull out of the parking lot. She’s quiet for a minute, staring out the window with this hollow worry that makes me want to crash the car into something minor just so she’ll yell at me instead of internalizing everything. I clear my throat. “You love her a lot. Your sister.” She stiffens. “Yes,” she whispers. “She’s all I have.” Something deep inside my ribcage shifts something I don’t want shifting. When it comes to blood relations I too only have my sister. Albeit I’m not raising her. My mother died when we were younger and then my father was killed by Luca in order to free Sofia from the physically and emotionally dangerous life he was trying to force her into. “Matteo?” she says softly. “Yeah?” “Please… don’t feel obligated to be nice to me. I'm not your problem to fix.” My jaw tightens. I look at her, really look, and all her exhaustion and strength and stubbornness punch me right in the chest. “I’m going to be nice anyway,” I say simply. She blinks fast, swallowing hard. I turn back to the road. For the first time since Mariela walked out a month ago, leaving me with a stupid broken heart I pretend not to have, something sparks back to life. Not love. Not romance. Hope. Chaos-shaped hope. I think: This woman is going to ruin my life and I already want more. *** I tell Libby I’ll stay in the car. I intend to stay in the car and I would have if the principal didn’t spot her the second she stepped onto the sidewalk like a hawk targeting a field mouse. She waves from the front steps. “Libby! Dear! And who is your handsome friend?” Libby freezes mid-step. I freeze too but only because “handsome friend” is objectively correct. Before Libby can speak, my mouth betrays me. “We’re in love and dating.” Libby slowly turns her head toward me with the expression of a woman who is about to stab me with her own car keys. I smile. Supportively. The principal looks thrilled. “Oh my! You should’ve brought him sooner!” Libby mutters through clenched teeth, “He wasn’t brought. He escaped.” I offer her my most charming, innocent look. “We’re in love,” I remind her. Libby steps on my foot. Hard. We are ushered inside before she can murder me. *** Emma gets called down on the intercom. The moment she steps inside and sees me, she gasps like she’s spotted a celebrity. “Oh! It’s the guy!” Libby covers her face. “His name is Matteo.” Emma nods seriously. “It’s Theguy Matteo.” Close enough. She sits beside Libby, staring at me with wide, curious eyes. I give her a little nod. She giggles like that alone has made her day. The principal sits across from us, folding her hands. “Now, Mr. Matteo—since you’re dating Emma’s mother or uh, sister—“ Libby makes a noise like she’s choking on a scream. “—I just need to ask a few questions to ensure you’re a safe, vetted adult to be around her.” I nod calmly. Internally? I am on fire but I can handle this. I am a capable man. I am competent. I am solid under pressure. “First question,” the principal says kindly. “Do you have experience with children?” “Oh yes,” I say confidently. Then ruin it. “I mean, well, do babies count? My sister had a baby recently.” Libby coughs. Violently. The principal blinks twice. “I… see. And have you ever completed a background check?” “Yes.” “Great! With which agency?” My mind panics. Picks the wrong one. “…Interpol.” Libby’s hand STABS into my thigh. “Stop. Talking.” Emma is practically vibrating with joy. The principal decides not to unpack the Interpol comment. Brave of her. “Do you practice healthy conflict resolution strategies around children?” “I rarely punch people in front of kids. Is that what you mean?” Libby groans. “MATTEO.” Emma beams. “I like him.” The principal rubs her temples. “Okay… and do you model stable romantic relationships?” “We’re in love,” I say again, because apparently I have become possessed. The principal smiles warmly. “That’s beautiful. How long have you two been together?” Libby opens her mouth, likely to say zero days, but I answer before she can. “Eight years,” I say confidently. Libby turns to me with the slow horror of someone realizing she’s trapped in a sitcom. “Eight years?” she repeats. “Feels like it,” I say. She glares so hard I fear spontaneous combustion. The principal claps her hands. “Well! I must say, it’s wonderful to see Emma surrounded by such committed adults. Truly.” Libby makes a faint whimpering noise. The principal stands. “Well, since today’s meeting has been so positive, I think we’ll skip formal consequences for Emma. Let’s consider this a reflective opportunity instead.” Libby jerks upright. “Wait, no consequence?” “No consequence. You’re doing beautifully as a family.” Family. Libby short-circuits. Emma fist-pumps. “YES!” *** The moment we step outside, Libby rounds on me. “What was that?!” I shrug. “A successful meeting.” “You told her we were dating.” “Yes.” “You told her we were in love.” “Also yes.” “You told her we’ve been together eight years!” “In my heart, time moves differently.” “MATTEO.” Emma steps between us, very serious. “SisterMom,” she announces, “you need to marry him before someone else snatches him up.” Libby turns the color of a raspberry. I bite back a smile at Emma calling her SisterMom. “I mean,” Emma continues, hands on hips, “he’s handsome and he’s fun and he says I don’t have to be in trouble for punching Madison.” “That is NOT—Emma, NO—” Libby sputters, collapsing into flustered chaos. I smirk down at her. Slow. Deliberate. Enjoying every second. “It’s what your Emma wants,” I say. Emma nods vigorously. Libby groans into her hands. “I cannot believe today happened.” I open the car door for them. “Believe it,” I say softly. Because I’m not lying not about wanting to be there. Not about being part of their life. Not about being hers. Libby refuses to look at me as she climbs in but her ears are pink.Libby is usually precise.Not stiff—just deliberate. She lines receipts evenly. Straightens displays before they look messy. Notices when a customer needs help before they ask for it.Today, she’s off.She rings up the same book twice and doesn’t notice until the register beeps at her. She reshelves a paperback in hardcover. She keeps checking her purse like it might bite her.I lean against the counter and watch her for a minute before saying anything.“You okay?” I ask.“Yes,” she says immediately. Too fast.I hum. “That was a very convincing lie.”She stills. Shoulders rise. Then fall.She sighs and rubs a hand over her face. “Sofia overpaid me.”That gets my attention.“She gave me way too much,” Libby continues, voice low and tight. “I didn’t open the envelope until I got home. There’s… a lot in there. I need to give it back.”“Why?” I ask, genuinely confused.She looks at me like I’m the confusing one. “Because it’s not mine.”“It is,” I say.“No, Matteo,” she insists. “It’s not
By the time Matteo steps away to take a call, my hands have stopped shaking.Not completely but enough that I trust them.The bookstore is quieter than the diner ever was. No plates clattering. No orders shouted from the kitchen. There’s only the soft hum of the lights and the whisper of pages turning when customers browse.I like it more than I expect to.A woman approaches the counter with a stack of books and a look that says she’s already annoyed about something. I straighten instinctively, shoulders pulling back, smile sliding into place.“Hi,” I say. “Did you find everything okay?”She hesitates, thrown off but not because I’m rude, but because I’m calm. People always expect tension especially when they are in a bad mood.“Yes,” she says slowly. “Actually… yes.”I ring her up without fumbling. Apply the discount Sofia mentioned. Bag the books neatly. When the receipt prints, I tear it cleanly and hand it over.“Have a good afternoon.”She smiles on her way out.I exhale only aft
She doesn’t say hello right away.I hear movement on the other end of the line—soft footsteps, a door opening, the faint creak of something old and tired. Then Emma’s voice drifts through the phone, sleepy and slurred.“Libby?”“I’m here,” Libby whispers. “Eyes closed, okay?”There’s fabric rustling. A pause. Then—“Love you.”“I love you more,” Libby says, voice gentle in a way that hits me straight in the chest.The line goes quiet again, except for distant apartment noises. Finally, I hear the door open and close, followed by night air.“I’m outside,” she says. “Sorry.”“It’s okay,” I tell her, and mean it.There’s a moment where neither of us speaks. Not awkward—just careful. Like we both know this conversation matters.“I’m not happy about this,” she says finally. No preamble. No apology. “If I wasn’t desperate, I wouldn’t have called you.”The words sting but they don’t surprise me.“I figured,” I say gently.She exhales, sharp and shaky. “I don’t want you thinking this means so
The apartment is too loud for how small it is. Emma is everywhere. She is spinning in the living room, hopping from cushion to cushion, singing something she’s clearly making up as she goes. She laughs at her own jokes, asks me if penguins have knees, then immediately wants to know if knees can get tired.I sit on the edge of the couch, phone balanced in my hands, scrolling through job listings that all blur together after the first three.Part-time.Flexible availability required.Competitive pay.Competitive with what? Survival?I fill out one application. Then another. My thumb cramps, my eyes burn, and Emma keeps talking like she’s afraid silence might swallow her whole.“Libby, what if I became a singer but only sang in the shower?”“Libby, do you think teachers sleep at school?”“Libby—”“Emma,” I snap, sharper than I mean to. “Please be quiet for just one minute.”She freezes.Her smile falters. Her bottom lip wobbles, and I see it happen—the moment she decides she’s done tryin
I wake up when my body decides it’s done sleeping.No alarm. No urgency. Just sunlight slanting through the curtains and the faint, distant knowledge that I don’t actually have to be anywhere at a specific time. I roll over once. Twice. Consider getting up. Then don’t.When I finally do, it’s unhurried. I take a shower and drink some coffee. I choose a shirt that doesn’t require ironing because nothing in my life requires ironing anymore. I check my phone. No missed calls. No emergencies. No one angry that I’m late.A tragedy, really.I stroll into the bookstore sometime midmorning, hands in my pockets, already grinning because I know exactly what face Sofia is going to make when she sees me.She looks up from the counter and sighs like I’ve personally ruined her day just by existing.“Nice of you to join us,” she says.I glance at my watch. “I’m early in at least one time zone.”She rolls her eyes. “You’re late.”“Counterpoint,” I say cheerfully. “I’m here at all.”She mutters someth
I wake up to silence.No alarm.No blaring reminder.Just the soft, terrifying quiet that tells me I’ve already screwed up. My eyes snap open, and I grab my phone off the nightstand.7:42.“Oh my God.”I bolt upright so fast the room tilts. My heart is already racing, panic flooding my veins as I throw the blanket off and stumble out of bed. Emma has to be at school by eight-thirty. I have to be at the diner by nine.I’m already late.“Emma!” I call, yanking open my dresser drawer. “Emma, we’re late—up, now!”No response. Of course. I drag on clean-ish jeans, tug a shirt over my head, and shove my feet into shoes without socks. My hair gets twisted into a messy knot that barely holds. No makeup. No time. I rush into the living room, already bracing myself.Emma is still on the couch. In the same clothes as yesterday. Sprawled upside down, watching cartoons like the world isn’t actively on fire.“Emma,” I say, sharper than I mean to. “Why aren’t you dressed?”She looks at me like this







