تسجيل الدخولCHAPTER SEVEN — ADRIAN (POV)
The man who lost a lifetime without knowing. Rain clung to the hospital windows like stubborn fingerprints, smearing the night into long streaks of silver. Nurses moved quietly through the corridor outside his room. Machines beeped in irritating, predictable rhythm. Adrian heard none of it. He was awake. Wide awake. And Liana was gone. The chair beside his bed—her chair—sat empty. Mocking him. Cold. Wrong. He stared at it as if it had betrayed him first. His fingers twitched under the blanket. Every nerve screamed that something vital had been pulled out of him. The panic rose fast, sharp, irrational—except it didn’t feel irrational. It felt familiar, like a nightmare he couldn't recall but still feared. He swung his legs over the bed. Pain flared across his ribs. The IV tugged at his skin. None of it mattered. He needed to find her. He needed— He didn’t know what he needed. Only that she was the only steady pulse in the chaos he didn’t understand. A hand caught his arm. “Mr. Jin—stop.” It was the night resident, Dr. Hailey. Slim, sharp-eyed, exhausted. “Where is she?” Adrian demanded. “Your… companion? She said she’d be back.” “That’s not an answer.” His voice was low. Too calm. The kind of calm that made people nervous. The doctor hesitated. “Please lie down. Your vitals crashed last time you—” “Where. Is. She?” Dr. Hailey swallowed. “The nurse said she went to handle a… family matter.” Family. He didn’t like the word. Didn’t trust it. Didn’t trust anything that took her away from him. Of course, the doctor saw his expression and rushed to speak again. “She’ll return soon. But while you’re awake—there’s something you need to know.” He stopped moving, though the tension in his jaw didn’t ease. “Speak.” “You suffered a severe head injury. There are… inconsistencies in your memory. Some possible retrograde amnesia. Emotional dysregulation. Heightened attachment responses. Distorted triggers.” Adrian stared. She might as well have spoken in another language. “…Explain.” The doctor exhaled. “Your reactions when Ms. Liana leaves the room? The panic episodes? The fixation? These aren’t voluntary. They’re symptomatic. You’re missing context your brain thinks she should provide. She’s your anchor right now.” Anchor. The word settled uneasily in his chest. “Are you implying,” he said slowly, “that my mind can’t function without her?” The doctor winced. “Temporarily—yes.” He laughed once. A soft, humorless sound. Temporarily didn’t matter. Nothing mattered except that sense of wrongness clawing through him whenever she wasn’t near. The doctor tried again. “What I’m saying is—don’t make any major decisions until your cognitive scans are complete. And if Ms. Liana is important to your emotional stability, you must avoid confrontational or stressful situations until we understand why.” “Are you suggesting I stay away from her?” His voice dropped to a dangerous whisper. “No—” Her eyes widened. “I’m saying the opposite. For now, proximity to her is stabilizing you.” Stabilizing. Like medication. Like oxygen. Like memory. A thin thread of something cold and possessive wound around his spine. So his instincts were right. So the fear wasn’t madness—it was recognition his mind couldn’t yet name. He didn’t know who she was to him. But losing her felt like dying. Again. He looked out the window, rain streaking down like ink. “Bring me my phone,” he said at last. “Mr. Jin—” “Now.” The doctor didn’t argue. She retrieved it. His hands trembled lightly as he powered it on—residual adrenaline or something darker. No messages from Liana. No missed calls. Not even a single notification from a number he could call hers. His stomach tightened. Why didn’t he have her saved? Why didn’t he know her number? Why didn’t he— The phone slipped slightly in his grasp. Then a thought struck him with cold clarity. His security detail. They always knew everything. Everyone. Everywhere. He dialed his head of security without hesitation. “Sir?” A groggy voice picked up instantly. “Find her.” “…Find who?” “Liana.” The name felt heavy in his mouth. Sharp and soft at once. A pause. Not long. But enough. “…Sir… your contact list—there is no one by that name.” He closed his eyes. The nausea rose sharp and sudden. His own security team didn’t know her. His phone didn’t know her. His memory didn’t know her. Only his instincts did. Which meant something had been erased. From his life. From his history. From him. “Retrace everything from the last month,” he ordered, voice like a blade. “Every location I visited. Every person I spoke to. Every unrecorded encounter.” “But—” “And start with the accident.” Silence. “Understood.” Adrian ended the call. The doctor watched him with a mixture of fear and pity. He didn’t care. He stared at the rain once more. Liana was out there dealing with a family problem. With no protection. No guarantee she was safe. No assurance she would return. The panic simmered under his ribs like molten glass. He pressed a hand over his heart. It wasn’t beating right. Not without her. He closed his eyes. And made a promise to the storm outside. “I’ll find you.”CHAPTER SEVEN — ADRIAN (POV)The man who lost a lifetime without knowing.Rain clung to the hospital windows like stubborn fingerprints, smearing the night into long streaks of silver. Nurses moved quietly through the corridor outside his room. Machines beeped in irritating, predictable rhythm.Adrian heard none of it.He was awake.Wide awake.And Liana was gone.The chair beside his bed—her chair—sat empty.Mocking him.Cold.Wrong.He stared at it as if it had betrayed him first.His fingers twitched under the blanket. Every nerve screamed that something vital had been pulled out of him. The panic rose fast, sharp, irrational—except it didn’t feel irrational. It felt familiar, like a nightmare he couldn't recall but still feared.He swung his legs over the bed.Pain flared across his ribs. The IV tugged at his skin. None of it mattered.He needed to find her.He needed—He didn’t know what he needed.Only that she was the only steady pulse in the chaos he didn’t understand.A hand
CHAPTER SIX — THE TERMS OF HER NEW LIFE Adrian Jin’s penthouse sat above the city like a throne glass walls, black marble, and a silence so cold it felt curated. Liana’s keycard still worked. Of course it did. In her first life, she made sure of everything… except herself. The lock clicked. The elevator opened onto the private floor. And the first sound greeting her was a voice dripping fake honey. “Oh? Look who decided to appear.” Her aunt Aunt Helena stood in the living room wearing a silk robe and entitlement. She had always treated Adrian’s penthouse as her private vacation home whenever Liana “failed” to live up to family expectations. In her past life, Liana would’ve apologized for existing. This life? She stepped inside without acknowledging her. Aunt Helena’s smile tightened. “You’re awfully bold today. Shouldn’t you be at the hospital? Or did your husband finally realize how useless you” Liana shut the door behind her with a soft, decisive click. Helena blinked.
CHAPTER FIVE — THE WARNING IN HIS BONESDawn seeped into St. Haven’s like a reluctant confession pale, cold, and too honest.Liana stood by the window, watching the weak sunlight stain the clouds. She had barely slept. Not because of exhaustion, but because Adrian had slept too deeply.Too peacefully.Too trusting.Dangerous signs in a man who once had a heart made of locked doors.Behind her, he stirred.She didn’t turn.She didn’t move.She simply waited.The moment he wokethe exact second reality touched himshe heard it.The shift.A sharp inhale, sudden and panicked, like a man jolting awake from a nightmare.Then“Liana?”Her name cracked in the air like breaking glass.She still didn’t turn.His breathing hitched. She could hear the bedsheets rustle, hear the IV lines strain as he tried to sit up too fast.“Liana!”There it was.Full desperation.Full instinct.She turned her head slightly, just enough for him to see her profile.Instantly, his shoulders sagged.His entire bod
CHAPTER FOUR — THE MAN WHO WOULDN’T LET GONight settled over St. Haven’s like a tired sigh, the rain softening into a slow, steady drum against the windows. Most patients had fallen asleep. Lights dimmed. Footsteps quieted.But inside Trauma Room Three, peace was impossible.Adrian wouldn’t close his eyes.Not unless Liana stayed within arm’s reach.She sat beside his bed, spine straight, one hand resting lightly on the blanket. His fingers locked around hers like metal cuffs warm, heavy, unyielding.He watched her.Not blinking.Not breathing normally.Not even pretending to sleep.His gaze was a storm: dark, searching, almost feverish.“You’re real,” he murmured at one point, voice rough from earlier shouting.“Unfortunately,” she replied dryly.But the corner of his mouth twitched just barely as if her sharpness soothed him.The doctor had tried sedating him again. Useless. The moment the syringe came near, Adrian snarled and tightened his grip like she was being threatened, not h
CHAPTER THREE — THE MAN WHO WOULD NOT LET GOSt. Haven’s Emergency Ward buzzed with activity the moment she arrived nurses rushing past, gurneys squeaking, disinfectant stinging the air. The world here moved fast, frantic, full of panic.Liana stepped through it like she was walking through candle smoke.Detached.Clear.Untouched.In her first life, she had run into this very hallway trembling, breathless, nearly collapsing when she saw Adrian unconscious.Tonight, she simply adjusted her coat and walked to the nurses’ station.“Adrian Jin. Car accident.”Her voice was steady, warm enough to be human but cold enough to draw respect.The nurse, startled by her composure, quickly checked the chart. “Yes he’s in Trauma Room Three. He”A shout cut through the corridor.A deep, hoarse, violent sound.Then the sharp crash of metal hitting the floor.“Let go of me!”The nurse flinched. “That’s him. He woke up confused and started fighting the staff. He doesn’t recognize anyone. We sedated h
CHAPTER TWO — THE FIRST SHIFT IN FATE The night outside smelled of rain and cold metal like the world itself was holding its breath. Liana descended the staircase with a steadiness that didn’t match the storm inside her chest. Her fingers skimmed the polished rail briefly, grounding herself in a reality she had already died once in. The Rose family mansion was silent. Too silent. In her first life, she never noticed this quiet. She was too busy being dutiful, selfless, blind. Now the silence pressed on her ears like a warning. At the bottom of the steps, she paused. 11:48 p.m. He would crash soon. Adrian. Her husband in name. Her executioner in truth. A man whose beauty was a weapon and whose coldness was a verdict. A man she once worshipped and who later watched her fall without blinking. But tonight Tonight, she didn’t rush to his side. Tonight, she didn’t throw her career, her life, her sanity after him. She had returned not to save him but to save herself. Light







