Missed me

I couldn’t bring myself to think about what I had done with Christian.

The thought of what I did that night still haunts me till this day, the way he licked me off his fingers or the excitement in his eyes when I watched closer.

Somehow I was day-dreaming about fucking him again.

I couldn’t get what he did to me off my head and now I can’t stop thinking of what he would do to me.

It’s been three days since I had that ride with Christian.

My head had been filled with him and my imaginations were running wild.

For some reason, I couldn’t understand why he didn’t return and why I didn’t stop him from touching me the way he did that day.

“Table 6 needs a drink” I heard someone say and it was Bridget, my co-worker.

I nod as I quickly get the can and then walk over to hand it to the male customer who ordered it.

To pay my debts I have decided to take the work at the bar close to Mia’s house.

This has been my job for over the past few days and everything was going quite alright but except the fact that I can stop thinking about him.

Somehow I wanted to see him or his text on my phone. I craved the devilish smile on his face when he stared at me.

The lights in the bar started going dim as the day went darker, all I wanted was to be done with the day job and go back home but that’s when I noticed the sound of the bikes outside stooping.

When I raised my head up ,they walked in.

The first person I noticed was the guy with him in his house and two other guys I had never seen before and also the two girls beside them but he wasn’t with them.

I looked right ahead again, I wanted to see him, maybe that would quench everything I had in me.

I lost hope when I kept staring for the next few minutes and he didn't enter but as I wanted to turn, Christian entered.

The moment he entered our eyes ran into the other and for the first time in years ,my heart stopped and when it started again ,it was racing so hard against my chest because of the man who was in front of me.

Christian pulls his eyes away from me and then goes to sit with the girl beside the rest of the men as the girl sits on his lap.

I looked away immediately, unable to understand why he would bring a girl in here.

He touched me just a few days ago and he couldn’t stop talking about how much he wanted me and now he is with another girl.

What was I thinking ?

That the man would love,well I was Nothing but a fool.

“They want you to attend to them and please do,”Brigette told me as she walked back to me.

Swallowing the lump on my throat, I carried the stuff that they had ordered to them .

I dropped everything without staring at him but Christian didn’t mind, he acted like I never existed.

When I dropped the things, I returned back to my post.

*********

Christian and his men had gone out of the bar and right now we were closing up.

Mia had asked me if I could stay alone tonight as she was spending the night with her boyfriend and I agreed without even thinking twice.

I didn’t want her to put all her troubles to me first.

That night when the bar closed , I could only think of what happened.

How he totally ignored me ,he had another woman all curled up in his arms.

I should know better, whatever we both had was nothing and the fact that I was thinking about the stuff we had is crazy. I shouldn't be doing that.

When I got back home, the house was silent.Without Mia I didn’t know if I wanted to stay in.

I quickly had a good shower and then changed into my light nightwear wearing nothing underneath.

I had a stressful day at work and all I needed was a good night's rest .

I took out my phone again hoping that I would get a text from the unknown number.

Nothing from him.

I hated myself for being too cheap and I hated myself for thinking about the things that he would do to me when we met again.

It didn’t take long for me to sleep off but as I slept, I felt something..

It was more like I was being watched but was I?

I struggled to open my eyes but I still found it so hard regardless of how much I tried but when I finally opened my eyes ,my words choked.

I couldn’t speak,not even a word or a whisper came out of my mouth.

Under the glazing night all that I saw was the man standing by the door watching me sleep.

Christian wore just a light white top and a pair of gloves in his hands showed that he rode his bike down here.

But he wasn’t just staring at me, he wanted me, maybe he missed his wife and he was here to perform his husband duties.

I stood up-right as I rushed to turn on the light just to see his full face in view.

When the lights finally came on , I saw him and I melted at the look of him standing there alone.

“Christian” I called when I finally found my voice.

“Missed me little pet” he drags out slowly as he walks up to me on the bed.