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Noah looked up from his locker.Joe stood there, arms crossed, eyes sharp. He looked more serious than usual.“What?” Noah asked.“Yesterday. After lunch. You vanished.” Joe’s voice was steady. “You can’t just skip class, Noah. We’re on scholarship. People notice stuff like that.”Noah shut his locker, slower than usual. “I know.”“So? Where’d you go?”“I just...needed some air.”Joe narrowed hMonday morning came in cold and grey.Noah woke up before his alarm. The room was dark, the curtains drawn, the only light coming from the crack beneath his door. He lay there for a moment, staring at the ceiling, letting the weight of the day settle over him.Exam day.He'd studied. He'd prepared. He'd done everything he was supposed to do. But the knot in his stomach was still there, tight and familiar, the way it always was before something important.He got up. Showered. Dressed. Ate breakfast standing at the counter, the same way he always did. His mom was already at work she'd left a note on the counter, her handwriting familiar: Good luck today. I believe in you. Love, Mom.Noah folded the note. Put it in his pocket.Grabbed his bag. Left for school.The hallways were different on exam day.Quieter. More focused. Students moved through the corridors with their heads down, notebooks clutched to their chests, the weight of the next few hours pressing down on them. No one laughed.
The car was warm.Noah settled into the passenger seat, the heat from the vents washing over him, chasing away the cold. Jay slid into the driver's seat. Started the engine. Didn't pull away immediately."You okay?" Jay asked.Noah looked at him. "I should be asking you that.""Why?""Because you invited Liam. And then you didn't. And then he showed up anyway."Jay's jaw tightened. "I thought about inviting him. For like a second. I just.... want them to talk. But I guess—" He stopped. "I guess he knew I was thinking about it."Noah reached over. His hand found Jay's on the console."He came," Noah said. "That's what matters.""I don't know if it matters. Joe was upset.""Joe will be okay."Jay looked at him. "You sure?"Noah thought about it. About Joe's face in the hallway. About the way he'd said I can't do this like he meant it and didn't mean it at the same time."Yeah," Noah said. "I'm sure."Jay squeezed his hand.They sat there for a moment. The engine hummed. The heat blew. T
The theater was on Main Street, tucked between a bookstore and a coffee shop that had been there since before anyone could remember. The neon sign flickered in the February dark red and blue, casting pale light across the sidewalk.Jay pulled up at 7:55.Noah was already there, standing near the entrance, his hands in his pockets, his breath clouding in the cold air. Jay got out of the car. Walked toward him."You're early," Noah said."So are you.""I got here five minutes ago.""I got here ten minutes ago."Noah looked at him. "You were waiting in your car?""I was listening to music.""For ten minutes?"Jay didn't answer.Noah shook his head. But he was smiling.They walked toward the theater together. The line was short Friday night, but early enough that the crowd hadn't arrived yet. Jay stepped up to the window."Four tickets," he said.The woman behind the counter didn't blink. She printed them out. Jay paid.Noah looked at him. "Four?""Yeah.""Who's the fourth?"Jay pocketed
The pool was empty when Noah pulled himself out.His shoulders were heavy in the good way tired but loose, the kind of tired that meant he'd done the work. He sat on the edge for a moment, his feet still in the water, catching his breath.Marcus surfaced beside him. "You were fast today.""I was focused.""Focused on what?"Noah looked at him. "Just focused."Marcus shook his head. Didn't push. He never did. He just hauled himself out of the pool, water streaming down his back, and sat next to Noah."You've been different lately," Marcus said. "Happier."Noah pulled off his cap. Wrung it out."Yeah," he said. "I have been."Marcus nodded. Like that made sense. Like he understood."Good," Marcus said. "You deserve it."He stood up. Walked toward the locker room. Didn't look back.Noah sat on the edge of the pool for a moment longer. The water was still. The lights hummed. Somewhere in the distance, a door closed.Then he got up and changed.The hallway was quiet when he walked out.Mos
Thursday morning came in grey and quiet.Noah woke up before his alarm. The room was still dark, the curtains drawn, the only light coming from the crack beneath his door. He lay there for a moment, staring at the ceiling, letting the previous night settle into his bones.Jay's voice. I love you.His own voice. I love you too.The way Jay's hands had felt on his skin. The way they'd moved together like they'd been doing it forever. The way Jay had looked at him after open in a way he rarely let himself be.Noah smiled at the ceiling.He reached for his phone. 6:47. No messages from Jay yet. That was fine. Jay wasn't a morning person. He probably wasn't even awake.Noah got up. Showered. Dressed. Ate breakfast standing at the counter, the same way he always did. The apartment was quiet. His mom's door was still closed she'd come home late, gone straight to bed, the way she always did when she worked a long shift.He checked his phone again.Nothing.He put it in his pocket. Grabbed his
The car pulled up to Noah's building at 9:47.The street was quiet the laundromat sign buzzing, the corner store closed, the apartments above them dark except for a few scattered lights. Noah sat in the passenger seat, his bag in his lap, the warmth of the car still clinging to him.He didn't move to get out.Jay cut the engine. The sudden silence was loud in a way that felt intimate the two of them in the dark, the city settling around them, the night holding its breath."Do you want to come up?" Noah asked.Jay looked at him. "Up?""To my apartment. My mom's not home until late."Jay considered it. His hand was still on the gear shift. His knuckles were white, then relaxed."Yeah," he said. "Okay."They walked up the stairs together. Three flights. The building was quiet the kind of quiet that came from old walls and neighbors who went to bed early. Noah unlocked the door. Pushed it open.The apartment was small. The living room was tidy, the kitchen clean, the counters wiped down.
The rink was cold.Not the usual cold the kind that settled into your bones before you even stepped onto the ice. The kind that meant the building had been empty for hours, the cooling system working overtime, the air sharp and clean.Jay laced up his skates in the quiet locker room. The team was s
The afternoon was cold and grey.Joe walked through the side gate of the school, his bag over his shoulder, his jacket zipped against the wind. The parking lot was half-empty most of the students had already gone home, the late buses had come and gone, and the only people left were the ones with pr
Thursday morning came in grey and heavy.Noah walked into English at 8:15. The room was the same as always the desks in rows, the whiteboard covered in notes, the faint smell of coffee from Mrs. Paterson's mug.He sat down. Didn't look at anyone."Today," Mrs. Paterson said, "we're going to talk ab
Wednesday evening.Noah was at his desk, calc notebook open, pen in his hand, the problems blurring together after an hour of staring at them. The room was quiet. His lamp was on. Outside his window, the city had settled into its evening rhythm cars passing, someone's music drifting down from above







