Braced

Chapter OneI repeated my affirmations till I started believing them. That’s how I started my day always. I finally dragged myself out of bed and started getting ready for work. I was sleep deprived but I had no choice so I put my bathing water in the kettle, made up my bed and picked out my outfit for the day.Two hours later, I was ready for work. I checked to make sure I had locked all the taps, switched off all the fans, turned off all the light switches and locked all the doors. I also checked to make sure I had taken the snacks which I had to eat before lunch and my little “tea” flask which most of the time contained rum or whiskey.

NahlelaWhen Kadmia and I were in Primary school, on the feast of all souls, after school we will come home, remove our school uniforms, eat and go to the cathedral with our parents and mom’s family for mass. We will sit by the grave side of our late grandma, decorate her graveside with flowers and candles, make our prayers and talk to her. Kadmia and I always picked special flowers for grandma from the school garden and tied them with blue and pink ribbons.  She died when I was three years old, so I did not really remember her but I knew she had joined the Angels in heaven, so I always told her my secrets and prayers. In a sad way, the feast of all souls was bonding time for our family because we reminisced about our dead relatives while eating boiled corn and groundnuts with sandwiches and other snacks.

NahlelaToday is the first day I was meeting up with Mr “sex on heels” so I have to dress to make a statement. I was going to a football field so I definitely had to dress in a sporty outfit and going to the office and then passing home to change would be a waste of time. I thought of putting on the Chelsea Jersey I used as my sports attire when I was in the university, but it was too obvious. I thought of putting on my pink tied together sweatpants with its matching no sweat crop top but decided against it. After trying different outfits, I settled for my puma classics black and pink tracksuit with black and white vans. Nadine tried taking permission from the boss man so that she could leave early and join me in going to see Jam Timi but unfortunately for her, and fortunately for me he refused to let her leave early. Not that I didn’t want Nadine to come along but It was my first meetin

NahlelaI had just settled down in the office when Nadine rushed into the office and started whispering “He is here; he is here”. I asked her who she was talking about and when she said Jam Timi, my face fell immediately.“Are you not supposed to be happy girl?” she asked.“I think he is coming to report me to the boss. I kind of insulted him.”“what do you mean by that? It is either you insulted him or not”“When I approached him, before I could offer one word, he told me he is not interested. He thought I was propositioning him and when I finally introduced myself and said I am a journalist who wants to write an article about him, he implied that I am trying to use my looks in getting him to do an interview so I told him off and walked away.”“Wow girl, so he said you were sexy?”

Timi I was just from dropping Amanda off at her place when I met I met Nahlela. When she saw me, she quickly put on her sun shades and bent her head. I knew calling her last night was a bad idea but I still did. I was with Amanda when I called and I noticed that Amanda’s mood changed and she started frowning but I didn’t care. From the start, I had told her that I wasn’t looking for a relationship. What we shared was just sex. We were compatible in bed and that was all that mattered. I didn’t tell her personal stuff and she didn’t tell me anything too. When we hung out, we had sex, talked about nothing serious and then more sex. No personal information was exchanged. We didn’t even do the “how was your day” shit. We didn’t go on dates because dates meant opening up and we had decided against that. I always insisted on giving her money but she told me that she had money of her own and she wasn’t sleeping with me for money; so I settled on