I don't know what's happening in my surroundings. My mother is sleeping, and so does my father. But I heard some footsteps downstairs and some unfamiliar voices. Kumunot ang aking noo, do we have visitors? Mama and Papa are still sleeping in the next room with me, should I wake them up? Maybe, I should just peep a little bit.Marahan akong umalis ng pagkakahiga sa aking kama. I silently wore my pink bunny slippers. Is it okay to peep? I jus want to know who the visitors are.Tumingin akong muli sa higaan ko at nag-isip. Okay lang naman siguro no? Lumapit ako sa pintuan at idinikit ang aking tainga para pakinggan ang nasa labas. I hear men's voice, they talk so serious. Napanguso ako ng biglang unti-unting nawala ang pag-uusap.I was about to turn the knob to open my door when the connecting door from the next room opened. Nakita kp doon si mama na hindi mukhang hindi mapakali."Ma, we have a visitors po. Should we go down?" Tanong ko kay mama.Mabilis siyang lumapit sa akin at niyakap
"Fucking answer me, Sera! Who's that fucking guy?"Lumunok ako at pinilit na maialis ang kamay niyang nakahawak sa siko ko pero hindi ko magawa. My eyes pooled in tears. Why is he like this? Para bang hindi siya ang Azazel na kilala ko. He felt so different, felt so dangerous. Sa mga nakalipas na araw akala ko ay unti-unti ng natutunaw ang yelo sa kaniya pero ngayon, para bang bumalik na naman siya sa kung paano niya ako tratuhin noong una naming pagkikita. Natatakot ako pero ni hindi ko iyon magawang isa-tinig ng hindi siya mas magagalit sa akin. But I still tried..."N-Nas-s-saktan a-ako, A-A-za-z-zel." Bakas sa aking boses ang takot sa kaniya.He stopped and parted his lips. "Fuck! Shit." Mabilis niyang binitiwan ang aking braso.Pinalapit niya ako sa kaniya at niyakap. I sighed and let him do what he wants. He looks livid earlier that make me just stood there in fear. Hanggang ngayon ay nakakaramdam pa rin ako ng takot sa kaniya. Pero nawala iyon ng maramdaman ko ang paghigpit ng
I was currently sitting on my couch when I heard a knocked on my door. Mabilis kong binaba si Azi at binuksan ang pinto. I saw Azazel in his usual get up. White polo long sleeves and pants along with his expensive silver watch. He's not smiling but I saw how calm his face is. Tumingin siya sa akin mula ulo hanggang paa. I felt conscious again as he stared at me. Kahit ilang beses niya siguro ako na titigan ay hinding-hindi ako masasanay.Looks like he's examining my clothes. I wore a white off shoulder maxi dress but this time, it can see my thighs. Because I just think that I should wear this kind of dress to fit in. Kumunot ang noo niya kaya kumunot rin ang noo ko at bumaba ang tingin sa aking suot. Mali ba ang suot ko? Hindi naman revealing ang suot, I still look decent.He looked at me, so I gave him a questioning look. He just sighed."Let's go..."I was about to go out when Azi barked. Wait. It's already evening, I don't want Azi to stay here all night and
I immediately looked away when he stopped kissing me. I can feel my whole face burning up in shyness. He chuckled a little and press his lips on my forehead then buried his face on my neck. His arms are pulling me closer to him. Suminghap siya ng gumalaw ako. At mas lalong humigpit ang yakap niya sa akin. I was straddling him while he's sitting in the edge of the bed. Alam king pulang-pula na talaga ang mukha ko sa kahihiyan.Gumalaw akong muli dahil hindi ako komportable sa kinauupuan. I felt something in my inner thighs. Para kasing may tumutusok sa akin doon na isang matigas na bagay. Is it his belt? But he's already in his sweatpants, so what is it? Sa isa pang pagkakataon ay muli akong gumalaw. But this time I heard him cursed under his breath. Tapos ay hinawakan niya ako sa aking beywang upang ipirmi. Napatigil ako at pinakiramdaman siya. Is he okay? May masakit ba sa kaniya?"Stop moving..."My forehead creased, I don't understand him. I looked at him, I saw
Days passed, halos araw-araw na ang pagbisita ng mga pinsan ko sa akin. Azazel's actually been busy for a week, kaya hindi kami masyadong nagkita nitong mga nakaraan. And today is his bar examination. I asked him about his exam, he said the exam will held for two to three days. Sa totoo lang ay ako ang kinakabahan para sa kaniya. I felt so nervous for him, but he was just sitting beside me. He was so chill like it's just an ordinary day for him. But it isn't! Today is his bar examination.We're currently inside of Samael's car. Being a supportive twins to Azazel, sila na mismong dalawa ni Nazarel ang maghahatid kay Azazel. I sighed and looked at Azazel whose busy listening to Samael. Ang kamay niya ay magaan na nakapulupot sa akin, partikular sa aking beywang. One thing that I usually noticed at him, he's really clingy. He likes to wrapped around his hands on me, kissed me eventually, and really likes to play with my curly hair. Just like now. Muli akong bumuntong hininga.
Warning: Some scenes are not suitable for young readers. Spg. Not for minors. And I don't promote anything here. This is only a fiction.***I opened my eyes just to see an unfamiliar ceiling. Nilibot ko ang aking paningin ngunit nahilo lamang ako kaya napapikit akong muli. I was like that for a minute. Gumalaw lang ako ng makarinig ng pagbukas ng pintuan. I tried to sit properly. Nakita ko si Azazel na nakatayo sa aking gilid. Malamig ang kaniyang titig sa akin habang pinag-aaralan ang aking itsura.His jaw clenched. He's mad, I know. Naibaba ko ang aking paningin, pinaglaruan ko ang aking mga daliri."What did I fucking told you?" I can feel the controlled rage on his voice.Mas lalo akong natakot na salubungin ang kaniyang tingin. Hindi ko ata kayang makita ang malamig at galit niyang mga mata. Natatakot ako sa kung anong pwede niyang masabi sa akin. I don't know what am I going to say to him. It's my fault that I didn't listen. It's just that I can't get the point why he don't wan
Kagat-kagat ko ang aking labi habang nakatago ang aking mukha at katawan sa kumot. Tanging mga mata ko lamang ang nakalabas sa kumot. It's already 12:08 in the morning and we're still awake. Nakahiga ako sa kama habang si Azazel ay nakaahon ang kalahati ng katawan habang nakasandal sa headboard. I can see his ironclad chest down to his abs. He was smoking while his eyes are close. Hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko pa rin mapaniwalaan na may nangyari na nga sa amin.I can still feel my face heating up. Ni hindi ko siya matignan ng diretso sa mata. Tumingin ako sa kaniyang mukha, I saw him looking at me with his intense eyes. Ang upos ng sigarilyo ay nilagay niya sa ash tray doon sa may side table. Umiwas ako ng tingin sa kaniya. "Come here." He suddenly said with his husky voice.Wala akong nagawa kung hindi ang gumaya sa kaniyang ayos. Hawak ko ang kumot na nakatapis sa aking katawan. Agad niya akong hinapit sa beywang para mapalapit sa kaniya. I felt him kissed my head. Humaplos ang kaniy
Sa nagdaang araw ay hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit parang habang tumatagal, may nagbabago sa paligid ko. I don't know what's really happening. But something is really changing.Azazel becomes busy this past few weeks, after his bar exam, he continue working in their family's law firm. Ni hindi ko nga alam na mayroon sila noo kung hindi lamang niya nasabi sa akin. At mas lalong hindi ko alam na nagtatrabaho pala siya roon sa law firm nila. I remembered them working in the club, kaya nakakapataka talaga.Club...Simula pala ng mangyari ang gabing iyon, nabalitaan ko na lamang na pinasara iyon. I don't know why. Pero isa lang ang sigurado ako, there are dark secrets lying on that club, ganoon din sa triplets. I never tried to asked Azazel about it. Because it really felt like it is something to be kept in silence.Ni hindi ko nga matanong kung bakit pinatigil niya ako sa paghahanap ng bagong trabaho. He said he would provide me, pero ayaw ko noon. Umalis ako sa poder ng tita ko dahil g