Chapter 13

Tulala ako buong araw at hindi alam ang gagawin. I can't even find myself doing my project. It's been days since I've been like this. The night when my Auntie visits me, it really bothers me all the time. May mga bagay kasi na kahit anong gawin kong pagtatago, gaano man ako kabilis tumakbo, hahabulin at hahanapin pa rin ako. I just wanted to be free. To get away. Pero mukhang malabo talaga ako makatakas sa napakadilim na anino ng pamilya ko. If just my parents are here...

I should have not thought about those.

Inalis ko iyon sa isipan ko at tumayo na lamang sa kama. It's time to do some household chores. Hindi pwedeng nakatunganga lang ako buong araw. Rest day ko ngayon at saktong Linggo at walang pasok sa University namin. Gustuhin ko man na gumala ay hindi ko naman kaya. I have so many things to do for this day. Maybe, some other time, I would go out and visit some places here in the city. But as of now, I have to deal with the bunch of trashes here in my small apartment.

I was busy