LOGIN“You’re my mess. I made you this way, broken, stubborn, beautiful, reckless, and I fucking want you like this. Stop trying to be perfect. Stop trying to be anything else. I love you messy. And that’s enough.” My favorite line. 🤩 Hi dear, readers.. please keep dropping your reviews.. and comments. And keep supporting. Thanking you.🥵🥰
Amber.My hands moved quickly through the closet, grabbing clothes and shoving them into the bag. Tears kept falling no matter how hard I tried to stop them. The moment I left Zeden in that shattered room, I had laid Yulia gently on the bed and rushed straight here.Everything I was doing was for the best. Everything. I repeated it like a prayer as I folded shirts and pants into the suitcase. This was for Yulia. She needed to be safe. She didn’t deserve to grow up hated or caught in the middle of Zeden’s dangerous world. I had lived it. It only brought pain, fear, and endless sadness. Zeden should be glad. I was doing us both a favor by walking away before it destroyed what little was left of us.My heart ached with every item I packed. My hands trembled so badly I could barely zip the bag. Tears soaked the front of my blouse, leaving dark wet patches across my chest. Still, I kept going, moving to Yulia’s things next—tiny onesies, soft blankets, her favorite rattle. Each piece fe
Zeden.I bent down and picked up a sharp shard of glass, then closed my fist around it. The edges sliced deep into my palm, warm blood seeping between my fingers.“This pain you’ve caused me is so much worse than anything I’ve ever felt,” I said through clenched teeth. Amber cut in before I could continue. “Zeden, I can’t keep living like this. Every single day has been torture since the beginning. Constant suffering, constant pain. It’s tearing me apart inside and messing with my head until I don’t even recognize myself anymore. I’m scared all the time. I jump at every sound, every shadow. I can’t breathe freely.”Her eyes darted down to Yulia, and fresh tears fell onto the baby’s blanket.“Look at us. We can’t live freely because of your enemies—people who are always ready to kill or punish us just because I married a blind, ruthless man who turned half the world against him. Look at Zameera. She can’t even go outside these walls. You won’t let her. She can’t have real friends or a
Zeden.“Don’t you dare look away!” I shouted. I wasn’t going to stay calm about this. My hands clenched into tight fists at my sides, nails digging so hard into my palms I thought the skin might split. I could sense how tightly Amber held Yulia to her chest, as if the baby were her only lifeline in the storm I had become.If this was the height of her foolishness, I refused to accept it. Not after everything we had survived. Not when she stood here ready to tear our family apart because fear had finally gotten the better of her.I heard her small, broken sobs, and they only fed the rage burning through me.“You’re so fucking unbelievable!” I stepped back, my hands slicing through the air in sharp, furious gestures. “You want to leave? Then what about Zameera? You’re just going to abandon her? After she has grown so attached to you? After you made her see you as her only friend, her mother, everything I could never give her on my own?” Before she could answer, I grabbed the neare
Amber. We didn’t speak a word in the car. The silence pressed in heavier than any noise, thick and suffocating. My heart and head throbbed with a relentless ache. I swear I didn’t deserve any of this. The pain, the endless cost of marrying him. Zeden. Tears threatened to spill, and part of me wished they would. Not because his mother had stolen my child in some pathetic bid for revenge, but because I was simply exhausted. I couldn’t carry the weight anymore. “I think it’s time to let me go,” I said the moment we stepped into our room. I had followed him upstairs in silence, cradling Yulia close while Rukov helped guide Zeden. His footsteps halted the instant the words left my mouth. A low groan escaped him as he nodded slowly to Rukov, who slipped out and closed the door behind him. Yet Zeden acted as if he hadn’t heard me at all. He continued toward the bathroom. “Didn’t you hear what I said?” I asked, stepping closer. “I said, I think it’s time to let me—” “I heard
Amber.“Don’t you think we’re wasting each other’s time here? Where’s Yulia? Bring her out and I’ll forget this ever happened,” Zeden said.Instead of flinching, Julie laughed. “Oh, stop it. Don’t you think that threat is getting old? We both know you never forgive and never forget. So cut the nonsense!” she shouted, rising from the wheelchair.“Why are you doing this, Mother?” Zeden asked, his tone heavy with restrained fury. “Usually I don’t bother asking why anyone would be foolish enough to cross me. I believe in punishment first. But because I still care a little, I’ll ask… why?”“I know you’re still failing to understand—or maybe you just choose to ignore it. But it’s all because of her!” Julie screamed the last word, jabbing the gun straight at me. “She took everything! She took you away from me. She stole my home, my sanity. She made you fall for her schemes. You were so weak, Zeden. You fell for her stupid cunt and her manipulative tricks. I still don’t know what’s so speci
Amber. I didn’t realize I had fallen asleep right on the floor, cuddling Zameera tightly, until Zeden’s voice cut through the quiet like a whip. He was shouting at Rukov to get the car keys. They were leaving instantly.I jolted awake, heart slamming against my ribs. I kissed Zam on her forehead, whispered for her to stay put, and bolted out of the room, running down the hallway. My bare feet slapped against the cold marble as I caught up with them at the driveway.Zeden stood there with his tapping stick, a group of men already piling into another car.“Zeden, where are you going?” I asked, breath coming out in hard pants.“Where else? Didn’t you put me on a timer?” he replied coldly.“Yes, I did. And that’s exactly why I’m asking where you’re going.”His lips parted to answer when Rukov walked up. “Boss, her location has been found.”“Good. Start the car.”Rukov moved to open the door for Zeden, but my hand shot out, holding it shut. “You’ve found Yulia. I’m coming with you then.”
~~Amber~~ "What are you doing to me?" I asked, my voice low as I felt his hand trail across my chest. "What does it look like?" he said, rough, almost like a growl against my ear. That’s when my eyes snapped open—wide, confused, and burning. I jolted but felt my back slam harder against h
~~Amber~~ His hand tangled in my hair, yanking my head back just enough to make my lips part in shock. “That’s it… open wider,” he snarled, dragging the thick head of his cock across my lips. “You feel that? You made it this hard, Amber. Now you fucking deal with it.” I whimpered, breath tr
Sleeping was impossible. I didn’t know what I should feel—if I was supposed to pity my father for being tortured by Zeden, or be glad that he finally got everything he deserved. After all the beatings. After all the pain. After dragging me into this twisted life… then selling me off like I was
As soon as he uncuffed my wrists, the ache in my arms released in a heavy wave, but I barely had time to breathe. He moved lower, untying my legs from the elastic rope—slow, focused, methodical. I thought that was it. That maybe he was done. That he'd step back, tell me to get dressed, tell m







