Broken chap 13

Chapter 13

Aarush 's pov

I know that whatever I am doing is wrong but I guess she deserves it. I don't know how it feels during your menstrual cycle because I never had one but she used to be in so much pain during those five days. I guess Saanvi will also feel the same pain and it will be pleasurable to rape her during her menstrual cycle or so I thought but right now, I am regretting it.

I don't know about her but my conscience is killing me. I want to ignore this conscience. According to it, no one deserves such a treatment and once again I can feel my resolve breaking. So, I do the thing which generally helps me during such conditions, and that is remembering why I am doing all this.

Being a Mafia king is not easy. Many times you have to go against your principles. At such times, the only way to move forward is to remind yourself again and again why you are doing something. I walk to the room where I can still visit my younger brother. I trace my fingers on his face, his dimples but for the first time, my conscience says something which I can't ignore and that something is 'Do you think Ritvik will be happy with whatever you are doing to her?'

And for the first time, I find my resolution breaking. After all, I always completed my work through this method but now I know, I can't rely on this method anymore. I am angry at her for messing with my mind like this. Yes, she is the reason because of which I am questioning my own actions.

I shake my head to clear my thoughts and search for her, trying to find pleasure in her pain and there I see, my beautiful wife, cooking. I go towards her and put my hands around her waist. She instantly stiffens and my anger and rage on her increases. I turn her towards me and order her to serve me dinner and also to wash the blood stained bed sheets, accusing her for staining them when I know that it happened because of me but I ignore my thoughts and eat the lunch she made with her tiny hands. Her food is something I don't want to miss and I will be damned if I really miss it.

I look at her while eating. I know that she has not eaten anything since she came here. I want to tell her to eat, even order her if she refuses but I think against it and tell her to do the bedsheets. In the meanwhile, I do the other things that need to be done for my company and also my gang.

After two hours, I am finally free. I go to meet her but I don't find her. Did she faint in the bathroom? But she is not there either. I go to the kitchen, the library, the every room present in my farmhouse but I don't find her and then it clicks, she runs away from the bathroom window. Well, she can't run for long. I will get her anyhow. Be ready Saanvi, this beast is coming and when it finds you, it will not control itself…