He knocked once. She opened the door. Nothing has been the same since. Maya has spent the last two years learning how to breathe again. After surviving a violent relationship that shattered her from the inside out, all she wants is silence. Safety. Control. But when a new tenant moves in next door, her carefully rebuilt life begins to unravel. Elias Graves is tall, quiet, and just out of prison. No past. No apologies. No promises. He doesn’t ask for anything. He just watches. And when Maya leaves her door unlocked one night, he walks in. What begins as a collision of need and heat quickly spirals into something darker, something Maya swore she would never want again. He gives her the pain she craves and the pleasure she hates herself for needing. But secrets live between their bodies, and some doors—once opened—won’t ever close again. This is not a love story. It’s a story about addiction. About survival. About surrendering to a man who might just ruin her… or finally teach her how to survive the fire.
Lihat lebih banyakThe knock came just after midnight. One short, deliberate sound. Then silence.
Maya froze on the couch, her fingers curled around the chipped rim of her teacup. The television was still on, murmuring some forgettable crime drama she hadn’t been watching. Her eyes stayed fixed on the front door. No second knock followed. No voice. No footsteps.
She waited. Her breath was shallow. Her skin prickled like it always did when something wasn’t right, though nothing in the apartment had moved. The night air hummed with stillness, thick and quiet and waiting.
He had moved in yesterday. The man in Apartment 3B.
She hadn’t seen him arrive, only heard the dragging of boxes and the occasional thud of furniture being shifted around. No music. No conversation. Just that slow, heavy presence through the wall that made her too aware of her own breathing. She’d asked the landlord who the new tenant was, and all he’d said was, “Keeps to himself. Paid six months in cash.”
Now he was outside her door.
Maya set the cup down carefully on the floor. It wobbled once and stilled. She stood and padded across the room, barefoot, her fingers ghosting over the light switch but not flipping it. She liked the dark. It felt safer than being seen.
She didn’t look through the peephole. She didn’t call out. Her hand hovered over the lock.
What do you want?
Her heart thudded once, twice, loud enough she could feel it in her throat. Maybe it was a mistake. Maybe he knocked on the wrong door. Maybe it wasn’t him at all.
But she knew it was.
Instead of opening it, she stepped back and waited. Nothing else happened. No footsteps. No retreat. Just that thick, pulsing silence between the door and her body.
And then she heard it.
The faintest scrape of shoes turning on the concrete outside. One step back. Then another. Then gone.
She didn’t move for a long time.
When she finally climbed into bed, she didn’t sleep.
The next morning, Maya went about her routine as if she hadn’t stood frozen for half the night with a stranger on the other side of her door. She dressed in loose jeans and a wrinkled T-shirt. She didn’t wear makeup, didn’t fix her curls, didn’t even bother with breakfast.
The hallway outside smelled like floor cleaner and old wood. The apartment across from hers had the blinds down, but through a small slit she saw a light flicker on. Then off. She didn’t stop walking.
At the mailboxes, she heard the elevator door open behind her and instinct made her glance back.
He was tall. Broad shoulders. Hands in the pockets of a black hoodie. His head was tilted slightly, watching her. Not with a smile or a greeting, just steady observation. His eyes were a strange gray, not pale, but flat, like slate under shadow. His face was sharp, handsome in a way that felt accidental, like someone had carved his features in a hurry and left no softness behind.
He didn’t say anything. He didn’t look away.
Maya’s pulse picked up.
She opened her mailbox even though it was empty and pretended to be busy. He walked past her, slow and quiet. He didn’t brush her shoulder or say hello. But she felt him as he passed. His presence was heavier than his footsteps.
Once the elevator doors shut again, she exhaled.
That night, she heard him again. Through the wall.
The apartment was thinly built. She could hear when someone opened a drawer or turned on the faucet. But tonight the sounds were different.
Breathing. Low. Controlled. Then something softer. A moan.
Maya sat up in bed, her back against the headboard, covers pulled tight around her. Her thighs pressed together. She told herself to ignore it, to put on music or plug in her headphones. But she didn’t.
She listened.
Another sound. A soft grunt. Then quiet again.
She let her eyes close. Her hand drifted to her stomach, then lower, slipping beneath the waistband of her sleep shorts. Her fingers moved slowly. Hesitantly. Her breath caught.
It had been a long time. Too long.
And it shouldn’t be this. Not to the sound of a stranger’s voice. Not to someone she hadn’t spoken to. Not to someone she couldn’t trust.
But her body didn’t care about any of that.
When she came, it was quiet. Shallow. Shameful. The kind that left a sting behind her eyelids.
She didn’t sleep again.
The next day was warm. The kind of dry heat that stuck to the skin and made clothes feel too tight.
Maya stopped at the store on her way home and picked up two things she didn’t need: wine she wouldn’t drink and a new pair of lace panties. Black. Delicate. Expensive.
When she got home, she took a long shower. She put on the new underwear and nothing else, curling into bed with the window open, the air sticky against her skin.
Just past midnight, she unlocked the door and left it open. Only an inch.
She climbed back into bed and faced the door. Her chest rose and fell too fast. Her mouth was dry.
Minutes passed. Maybe more. Then it happened. The door creaked open. Just a little.
Footsteps crossed the floor, slow and careful. She could feel him before she saw him. That same heavy presence, that silence that wasn’t really silent.
He didn’t speak.
He just stood there.
Maya’s heart thundered against her ribs.
She didn’t move. Didn’t ask him why. Didn’t ask how.
She only whispered one thing.
“Close the door behind you.”
And he did.
Maya stared at her screen, but nothing made sense.Her fingers hovered above the keyboard. The open spreadsheet blurred before her eyes. Numbers and names and tasks—none of them registering. She blinked hard and leaned back in her chair.Across the desk, Zara glanced up from her own work and narrowed her eyes.“You okay?”“Yeah,” Maya said, too fast. “Just tired.”Zara didn’t look convinced, but she let it go. Maya was grateful for that. She couldn’t explain the hum under her skin or the way her body kept reacting to memories like they were happening in real time. The curve of Elias’s mouth. The way he gripped her thigh with one hand and cradled the back of her neck with the other. How he looked at her like she was a storm he wanted to drown in.She snapped out of it when her boss passed behind them and cleared his throat.“Boyd,” he said flatly.Maya looked up.“You’re not being paid to draw.”She frowned, confused—until she looked down.Her notebook, the one she used for client note
Maya woke before the sun.She wasn’t used to that anymore. Most mornings dragged her awake like a punishment, but today her eyes fluttered open without struggle. The light was soft and gray, filtering through the thin curtains like it was being gentle on purpose.Her body ached in the best way. Between her legs, in the curve of her hips, down her thighs. But nothing hurt the way it used to. Not with shame. Not with regret. Just the tender reminder of what had happened. Of what she let happen.She turned her head.Elias lay on his back beside her, one arm thrown over his face, the other resting palm-up on the mattress like he was waiting for something.She studied him in the silence. There was something vulnerable in the way he slept. The tension that usually lived in his jaw had disappeared, and without it, he looked younger. Not harmless. Never that. But less sharp.Her gaze fell to his chest. The rise and fall. The little scar under his ribs. She traced it once, lightly, with her fi
The apartment was quiet again.But not like before. Not like the silence that came from retreat or shame. This one felt warmer, softer. Like the quiet that came after a storm had passed and everything had been picked up and put back in place.Almost everything.Maya stood in front of the mirror in her bedroom, watching herself. She wore only a loose cotton tank and black underwear. Her hair was a mess. Her eyes still carried the weight of everything she hadn’t said. But she didn’t look fragile anymore.She looked real.She heard Elias shift on the couch in the living room. He hadn’t left since the conversation about the photo. He’d offered. Twice. She said no. Not because she needed him, but because for the first time, she wanted to know what it felt like to choose someone on her own terms.She walked out and stood in the doorway.He was lying back, eyes closed, head tipped toward the ceiling like he was thinking too much.She didn’t say anything.He felt her before he saw her. His ey
Maya hadn’t meant to go through his things.She told herself she was just picking up after him. She always cleaned after people. Old habit. Something about claiming back the space. Making it hers again.Elias had taken off his jacket and tossed it over the arm of the couch before stepping out to get something from the corner store. Just water and painkillers, he’d said. His shoulder had been stiff all morning. Something about a fight before he met her.She didn’t ask for details.She was folding his jacket when the photo fell out.At first, she didn’t even recognize what it was. The print was old and slightly creased, the edges curled. She picked it up, flipped it over.And froze.It was Elias. Younger, maybe by a few years. Clean-shaven, sitting on the hood of a car, his arm slung around a woman with long braids and a half-smile that said she knew secrets.Maya stared at it for a long time.They looked close. Not just physically, but in a way that said they’d bled together. That they
The sun was already rising when Maya opened her eyes.She lay still, her body half-curled under the covers. The room was quiet except for the low hum of the ceiling fan and the faint sounds of Lagos waking up outside her window—horns, radios, restless birds.She didn’t move. Didn’t reach for her phone.Instead, she turned her head toward the floor.He was still there.Elias lay on his back, arms crossed over his chest, eyes closed. The blanket she’d thrown down for him had slipped off sometime in the night. He didn’t look peaceful. Not exactly. But his face was softer in sleep. Less guarded. Like the man he tried not to be had surfaced briefly in the dark.She watched him for a while, unsure of what to feel. He hadn’t touched her. Hadn’t come close. Hadn’t even looked at her when she climbed into bed last night and gave him permission to stay.He just lay there. Still. Waiting.She sat up slowly. The movement stirred him.Elias blinked, eyes adjusting, and met hers.“Morning,” he said
Maya didn’t leave her apartment the next day.She sat on the floor by the couch, knees pulled to her chest, staring at the front door like it might speak. Like it might open. Like he might come back with a real apology or some better version of himself that didn’t make her flinch.But the door stayed closed.She tried to do things that made her feel normal. She made tea and didn’t drink it. She opened her notebook and tried to sketch, but every line ended up looking like his jaw or his hands or the shape of her own fear.That was the worst part.It hadn’t been fear of Elias. Not exactly. It had been fear of what her body remembered. Of how fast the panic had crawled up her throat the second he crossed a line. Of how long it had taken to feel safe again, even after he stopped.She kept hearing his voice from last night."You always let me in.""I wasn’t trying to take anything from you.""I thought you wanted it."He hadn’t yelled. He hadn’t forced. He had stopped. But he had hesitated
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