Broken chap 7

Chapter 7

Aarush 's pov

I really want to sleep but I can't.

Do you want to know the reason? 

If you are thinking that it's guilt, then no. 

If you are thinking it's because she is sleeping beside me and I can't control myself then no,

I don't need to control because I can always have her.

"Yes you can get her anytime but you don't take her because she is not worth of it she is only your toy to play " said my inner voice 

I can't sleep because of her snores. 

Who snores so loudly? And that too after being a woman? Shouldn't women have soft snores? But she is snoring in a manner which says that she didn't sleep for a week.

"Maybe, after you finished with her, she couldn't control her tiredness. After all, you have a lot of stamina and you took her 5 times" my inner voice said I smirked at the idea. I could see some blood around her. 

Hmm so she was a virgin Good. 

Yes, she slept without cleaning up. I shake my head at her. She has no sense of hygiene.

She is not like her... Yes, she looks like her but she is not like her... 

I am happy that she was a virgin but I don't know why I am happy. Maybe because it will hurt her the most if it will be her first time? Or maybe you want your wife who will be a virgin? So you can take it.. After all, who doesn't want to take her wife's virginity? "My inner mind says. 

"Yes that is the reason after all I'm the one who took her virginity without her will what can be worse than her? " I said 

I don't know and I don't care as long as I can get revenge on my little brother. What was his fault that he fell for her? I admit she is beautiful but she can't deny my brother.

He was handsome, smart, rich and brilliant in study. Any girl will be die for him but this girl make my brother suicide. I will make her life a living hell. She was in relationship with him for f*****g 2 years and then left him. She is also from a rich family so why did she do it? Money is not the reason. She would be so innocent if she was not the girl who is the reason for my brother's death. I would like to love her. What the hell I'm thinking. I can't love anyone. 

She is like her. But yet she is different from her. Shut up AAarush and sleep. I scolded myself. 

I put a pillow on my ear and try to sleep. After a lot of effort, I succeed in sleeping only to be woken up by some water sprinkling on me. 

I so much want to kill that person who disturbed my sleep... I open my eyes and see my wife drying her wet hair. She is wearing a blue saree and is looking so beautiful...(saree is an Indian traditional wear).

I so much want to tell her that she is looking beautiful but the moment I try, I see Rithvik's face in front of me. No, I want revenge... I can't get attracted to her beauty. It's beauty that made my brother her puppet. And then she ruined him. All girls are the same ; they use their beauty to trap boys and then they throw them like a tissue paper. 

My innocent brother, what was his fault? 

That he fell for a girl who was not worthy of him? My poor brother has faced so much pain that's why he shot himself. If I was here then I would make sure that this girl can't escape from my brother but sadly I was not there to do it. 

Now my brother is dead. But I will punish her but I was glad for my brother that he loves a beautiful and innocent girl. But she makes him suffer. She will suffer more than him. I need to clear my mind and I know how to do it... 

I go to her and hold her waist. She stiffens at my touch. I smell her bare neck and kiss her there. She shivers at my touch. Focus AAarush , focus... It's all a drama.. She is also like a slut. She is not better than her but she is not like her. 

"You are looking so sexy in this saree. I want to f**k you again so hard that you won't be able to walk for days."I said