15 years ago
I went back home after I missed last year's summer break. I stepped in at my house in Sausalito and found a beautiful girl standing on the balcony. She smiled widely and greeted me. It was love at first sight. I froze there, admiring what I saw, but then my little brother shouted, “Damian, you’re home!” He walked downstairs and gave me a hug.
That girl still smiling, walking toward me, she greeted me again, “Hello. I’m Anna. Chris tell me a lot about you, Damian”
It hit me when later, I saw Chris kiss her on the balcony and she shily showed her affection toward him. They had been together for a year. Daniel, Chris’ friend, introduced her to him and my lucky little brother happily dating the dream girl of every guy alive. We spent time together, the fourth of us, Chris, Anna, Daniel and me during the summer break. Spending time together with Anna makes me love her more. She is just amazing, her beauty and her personality.
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Years passed, instead of moving on, forgetting my silly secret love for Anna, I like her even more than before. I can’t wait to see her on Christmas. Yes, since I met her, I regularly go back home because meeting her is one of my motivations to come back home. I even thought about transferring to the States, leaving my university in the UK. It was a week before Christmas when I got a call from my mom, telling me shocking news, Chris and Anna had a car accident. Knowing Chris lost his life, I was in grief but I was concerned about Anna too, she was shocked. I saw with my own eyes she became a different person after that.
I couldn’t meet her as long as my mother hated her but then one day, after countless efforts to tell my mother to let go of her hatred, finally she agreed to forgive her and even planned to come back to SF. I personally couldn’t help but feel excited, finally I can meet her again and maybe this time I could pursue her. Seeing her for the first time after being apart for so long, I couldn’t help but feel so happy, she became a grown woman and she is breathtaking, ‘my love, my forever one!’ I whispered to myself. However, the universe seemed to have no mercy toward me. Not long after, I learned she was pregnant and quickly got married to her new love, after being single for quite a long time since my brother passed away.
I found myself back again in London after that. I smiled bitterly, I left everything in London, including someone who loved me sincerely, Olivia, for SF, to go after Anna, yet I ended up in London, again. This time, I promised to myself I will try to move on from my feelings, since Anna lived her happy life with her husband, but again I failed. When I started to date Sandra, I learned that Anna was getting divorce and she ran away from the States with Daniel. Once more, my hope was raised too high on her. In 5 years I waited for her patiently before she finally moved into London and she will live with me. I careless about Sandra feeling, I dumped her when I knew Anna will move into London, hurting another woman for Anna.
We finally met again and I, still, looked at her with full admiration. Her son, from her previous marriage, seems fine with me. I told myself to take the step slowly on her. Unfortunately, the universe, again, gave me heartbreak again, after I learned she dated her boss, Fai, who just looked exactly like my brother, Chris. I wouldn’t blame her for dating him, she loves Chris a lot, and I could tell she tried to find a small piece of Chris in Fai. But, guess that’s not the ending of my tragic first love story, Anna didn’t end up with me or either Fai, instead she went back to her ex husband. I am sad for myself but happy for her, she finally found her happiness with him. Now, all I need to do is move on from Anna, focus on someone else.
Call me lucky, but Sandra was persistent enough staying beside me, and I didn’t dare to hurt her again like I did to Olivia and her once. I didn’t really love her, to be honest, but I keep telling myself that time will help me, help me to fall in love with her later.
It is Friday night, I am supposed to spend the night with Fai, drinking at the bar. It surprised me that he admitted her feelings toward Anna and I followed his way, by telling him my true feelings for Anna. He is the first person I told this secret to, I didn’t even tell Daniel about this, afraid Anna will find out later. It felt lighter than I expected. After admitting my true feelings, I felt like I’m releasing something that I have held for years. I was so thankful, Fai and I could talk about this, but when suddenly I got a call from Sonia, Sandra's roommate, I needed to leave, heading to Sandra’s apartment, because she fell unconscious. I drove my car, leaving the bar to Sandra’s but while driving, I remembered about Fai and I was talking before, Anna. ‘Here we go again! Damian, stop thinking about Anna! Let her go…..’ I whispered to myself
‘Sandra, I shouldn’t let you down this time!’ I promised to myself
8 years ago I stepped into the office for the first time. My dad forced me to take over the company due to his health issues. I like New York more than London, to be honest. My career in New York was doing great but then as the only child, no one can take the responsibility out of me, I must go back to London and run the family business. I entered my office and my PA, Isla, greeted me. She is the same age as mine, she was my dad's PA earlier and I decided to continue to use her since she knew the company better after working with my dad for more than 5 years. I can learn from her slowly. “Good morning Ms McKenzie, here’s your today’s schedule,” She smiled at me “Call me Olivia, Isla. After all, we're the same age. I hope we can work together well,”
I spent a couple months helping the company merge after Brian bought my company Davis Corporation and integrated it into his Bolton Enterprise because he wants to be in one office with his wife, Anna. Me and Damian agreed that no one could beat his love for Anna. Now, after all is set up, I finally stood up on my own. With his help, I built a new business, D&S Enterprise, based in London and has branches in Beijing, New York and San Francisco. Working on the financial service, Brian connected my company with his company and most of his business partners. Some of my old business partners reached out to me too and in a short period my company had a good start on the business.As the business started well, I can relax for a bit from work. I went to my favorite club in central London and it didn’t take long when I sat on the VIP table, a familiar figure walked toward my direction.
Driving from the bar to Sandra's apartment takes more than half an hour. As I tried to get rid of my thoughts about Anna, I recalled my memory about how me and Sandra met for the first time. Back then, when I was an undergraduate, I met Sonia Johansson, who dated my roommate. We quickly became friends until we graduated, but I lost contact with her because she moved to Moscow and started to work there. In Moscow, Sonia met Sandra Illinov and became best friends. Sonia and Sandra were working in the same company, a big famous oil company in Russia as marketing staff. After spending years in Moscow, both of them resigned and got a job in one of the gas companies in the UK, and got stationed in London.One night, I went to the bar and there was a wom
I walked to the hotel with a big smile. It wasn’t hard to get close to Fai. I am happy and I can’t wait to execute my plan for Fai and Damian. Actually, about Fai, he is an easy going person, I think I can get along with him easily in the future. I can’t wait to tell Isla about my first meeting with Fai and discuss my plan for him and Damian.The next day, Fai and I met in the meeting and we spent the whole week on the same meetings. Well, don’t be shocked, it was actually on my plan. Since I accidentally saw him with Damian that night at the bar, I hired people to find out about Fai and I asked Isla to slip in Fai’s company profile on the list for the project and Mr Muller picked them as one of our partners. When he saw me, he was surprised and how silly Fai thought that this was a coincidence.During a week-long meeti
“What are you doing?” Laura pulled me from Olivia and landed a hard slap on her right cheek“Olivia! Are you okay?” I asked since I saw her cheek became red instantly“Fai! Why are you on her side? You’re my boyfriend!” Laura went mad“Laura, behave! You’re overacting…..” I snapped her and turned to Olivia who kept silent“Olivia, I am sorry, she is…..” I hadn't finished speaking when she cut me and said, “You date someone like her? She behaves like a barbaric one! You deserve better!”“What did you say?” Laura said loudly and Olivia ignored her, she took a money from her purse and left us 
I drove my car faster since I want to meet Anna, particularly because I want to talk with her about Sandra. I think she is the right person I should talk with since I can’t do it with Sonia who will be on Sandra’s side.I arrived around 9.15 am at Hyde Park. Soon, Anna and Ben arrived and we headed to the park, settled near the pond.“Ben, play here first! Mommy and uncle Damian will arrange the carpet,” Anna told her son“Okay, mommy!”We put the carpet on the grass and as we finished with it, I saw Fai came. It surprised me that he brought a woman with him and I knew who she was.“Hey, sorry I am late!” Fai greeted us
It surprised me that the woman and the boy who was previously with Fai in Harry's picture were there. Her name is Anna. She is more beautiful than in the picture, I admit. I previously thought she is Fai’s ex and Ben, her son, is his son but then I heard Ben called Fai ‘uncle’ so it means they’re just friends.Damian’s face when he saw me walk in with Fai, was priceless. I secretly happy seeing his surprised face and worse, I went further by pretending I didn’t know him. Actually, that’s not on the plan, but I want to test his reaction, especially after he saw me with Fai. I secretly hope he will get jealous but then what I got isn’t what I expected. Instead of Damian, I am the one who got jealous. The way he looked at Anna, somehow I feel he has feelings for her. I remembered, from the picture, the way Fai looked at Anna is similar to the way Damian lo
Working on the same project with Olivia made it inevitable for not spending time more with her and I realized that I spent more time with her, both in the office and outside, just for coffee or drink at the bar.Unlike other girls with social status like her who are usually into expensive things and high maintenance, I consider her as an easy-going person who likes simplicity. She is different and I like that.I don’t know if I started to grow feelings toward her, after all I spent more time with her than with my girlfriend, Laura. But so far, we're friends, nothing more. This week, both of us need to fly to New York for the Annual Consortium Meeting. I offered to fly with me instead of using a separate jet and she agreed. Jack, Olivia, Isla and I departed from London on Friday. We will spend the weekend for leisure and attend the meeting on M