SIXTEEN

~Emmy~

Something had got a hold of me, and I don't know myself right now! This behaviour is not me! What is worse is that I am enjoying the recklessness of my behaviour. I have never been allowed to be alone with a boy, let alone bathe with one, even if he is dressed! Gosh, Ma would have heart failure if she knew, and I would not be able to sit for a week if she ever found out I had gotten naked in front of one of his friends!

"Lucky for you, she is not here!" The sarcastic voice in my head announced, making me smile inwardly.

"Well, yes, that would be awkward!" I laughed in reply.

"More awkward than Matteo's erection poking into your ass?" She asked with a deep chuckle.

"YES!" I grinned; she was such a frequent visitor at the moment that I considered giving her a name but dismissed it, not wanting to give in to the crazy inside my head. Although I was already changing drastically, I knew that being a little reckless was fixable.. giving in to the crazy inside my head. I had a feeli