เข้าสู่ระบบ~ Amara ~
The invitation had arrived on cream-colored cardstock, embossed with a silver crest that felt sharp under my thumb. Selene was hosting a tea at Moore Crest. She called it a "welcome to the circle" event, but the air in the garden felt more like a courtroom. I stood before the full-length mirror in my dressing room, smoothing the fabric of a pale lavender dress. It was one of the "options" Selene had sent over—thin silk that clung to every curve I usually tried to hide. I felt exposed. My reflection looked like a stranger, someone fragile and easily broken. "Mrs. Moore?" Maribel’s voice came from the doorway, clipped and cold. "The guests have arrived in the rose garden. Mr. Moore is waiting for you in the foyer." "Thank you, Maribel," I whispered. I didn't look at her. I knew if I did, I would only see the same dismissive boredom she always wore when Gideon wasn't looking. I found Gideon standing near the grand staircase, checking his watch. He wore a charcoal suit that made him look like a statue carved from salt. When he heard my heels on the marble, he looked up, his gaze sweeping over me with clinical efficiency. He didn't smile. He didn't tell me I looked nice. "You're five minutes late," he said, his voice a level baritone. "Selene has already started the service." "I'm sorry. The zipper was difficult." He didn't acknowledge the excuse. He just turned and began walking toward the garden. I followed two steps behind, a position I was becoming intimately familiar with. The rose garden was filled with women in high-end linen and men in light summer blazers. The sound of silver clinking against porcelain was a rhythmic, aggressive percussion. At the center of it all sat Selene, looking like a queen on a wicker throne. "There she is!" Selene chirped, her voice carrying across the lawn. "The woman of the hour. Come, Amara, sit. We were just discussing the summer gala." Gideon led me to a small iron table and stood behind me, his hand resting briefly on the back of my chair before he pulled his phone from his pocket. He was there, but he wasn't present. He was a shield that didn't actually block any of the wind. "You look... refreshed, Amara," one of the women said, her eyes traveling from my face down to my waist. "Though I suppose the Moore kitchens are a bit more indulgent than what you’re used to in... where was it? Linden Row?" A ripple of polite, jagged laughter went around the table. "Linden Row is lovely," I said, my voice barely audible. I reached for a teacup, but my hand trembled, and the porcelain rattled against the saucer. "Oh, careful dear," Selene said, leaning forward with a predatory glint in her eyes. "We wouldn't want another spill like at the gala. Though, looking at that dress, perhaps a bit of volume would help. It’s a shame, really. Some women are built to carry silk, and others... well, others just look like they’re being swallowed by it." I felt the blood rush to my cheeks. I looked at Gideon. He was staring at his screen, his thumb moving rapidly as he responded to an email. He hadn't even blinked. "I think the dress is lovely," a younger woman whispered—Elara, a junior employee I'd seen at the tower. She looked at me with a flash of genuine pity that hurt worse than the insults. "It’s not about the dress, Elara," Selene snapped, her smile never reaching her eyes. "It’s about the frame. Amara, you really must try the lemon tarts. Though, looking at how that silk is straining at the hips, perhaps you’ve had enough?" The silence that followed was heavy. It was the kind of silence that demanded a response, a defense, a spark of life. I waited for Gideon to say something. I waited for him to put the phone away and tell them that his wife wasn't a topic for public dissection. He didn't. He just adjusted his cufflink and checked the time again. "Gideon," I whispered, my voice thick with the threat of tears. "The London office is calling in ten minutes," he said, his voice perfectly calm as he looked at me for the first time. "We should wrap this up. Selene, thank you for the tea." "Of course, cousin," Selene said, her eyes fixed on me like a hawk watching a mouse. "I’m just trying to help her fit in. It’s hard when you don't have the natural... elegance for this world." I stood up so quickly my chair screeched against the stone. "I need to go inside." Gideon didn't follow me. He didn't even watch me walk away. As I hurried toward the house, my vision blurring, I heard Selene’s voice drift over the hedge. "She's so sensitive, isn't she? Gideon, honestly, how do you handle such a delicate little thing?" "She'll manage," I heard him say, his voice fading as I reached the doors. "She’s a big girl." I ran past Maribel in the hallway, ignoring the smug curve of her mouth. I didn't stop until I reached the library, the only place where the walls didn't feel like they were mocking me. I collapsed into the chair by the window and pressed my forehead against the cool glass. I looked out at the garden, at the tiny, expensive figures of the people who were supposed to be my family. Gideon was still standing there, checking his watch, perfectly stable, perfectly silent. I realized then that Noah had been right. This wasn't a marriage. It was a slow-motion disappearance. I opened the bottom drawer of the mahogany desk and pulled out the small, leather-bound book I’d bought in secret. I picked up my pen and wrote the date at the top of the first blank page. They talked about my body today, I wrote, my handwriting jagged and messy. They talked about me like I wasn't in the room. And Gideon stood right there. He didn't say a word. I closed the book and tucked it back into the shadows. I would be the "mouse" they wanted for now. I would be the quiet, compliant acquisition. But as I looked at the black-and-white photos of my family on the shelf—of a world where people actually spoke to each other—I knew that the silence of Moore Crest was no longer a shield. It was a grave, and I was being buried alive in silk and emeralds.~ Gideon ~ The house was too quiet when I returned to Moore Crest. Usually, I preferred the silence; it was a sign of a well-oiled machine, a household that didn't demand anything from me. But tonight, the stillness felt heavy, like the air before a storm that refuses to break. I walked through the foyer, the click of my shoes on the marble sounding sharper than usual. I didn't see Maribel, which was fine. I wasn't in the mood for her sandpaper voice or the way she always looked for a reason to gossip about the staff. I headed straight for the stairs, my mind still running through the quarterly projections I’d left on my desk at Helix Tower. As I passed the library, a sliver of light caught my eye. I stopped. The door was slightly ajar. I pushed it open just enough to see inside. Amara was there. She was sitting in the same oversized leather chair she always occupied, her small frame swallowed by the dark wood. She wasn't reading. She wasn't painting on that canvas she tried so ha
~ Amara ~ The invitation had arrived on cream-colored cardstock, embossed with a silver crest that felt sharp under my thumb. Selene was hosting a tea at Moore Crest. She called it a "welcome to the circle" event, but the air in the garden felt more like a courtroom. I stood before the full-length mirror in my dressing room, smoothing the fabric of a pale lavender dress. It was one of the "options" Selene had sent over—thin silk that clung to every curve I usually tried to hide. I felt exposed. My reflection looked like a stranger, someone fragile and easily broken. "Mrs. Moore?" Maribel’s voice came from the doorway, clipped and cold. "The guests have arrived in the rose garden. Mr. Moore is waiting for you in the foyer." "Thank you, Maribel," I whispered. I didn't look at her. I knew if I did, I would only see the same dismissive boredom she always wore when Gideon wasn't looking. I found Gideon standing near the grand staircase, checking his watch. He wore a charcoal suit th
~ Amara ~ “You look adequate,” Gideon said, not lifting his eyes from the financial report on his tablet. We were sitting in the back of the Maybach, the leather seats cold against my skin. It had been exactly one month since I signed my life away on a mahogany desk in Linden Row. One month of being a Moore. One month of learning that silence could be a physical weight. I smoothed the silk of my dress, a deep emerald green that Helena had picked out for me. It felt like a costume. Everything about my life now felt like a performance for an audience that wasn't even watching. “Thank you,” I replied quietly. My voice sounded small in the sealed cabin of the car. Gideon didn’t acknowledge the response. He just tapped the screen and kept reading. The blue light reflected off his sharp jawline, making him look more like a statue than a man. He was a master of efficiency; even our transit time was optimized for data consumption. The car pulled up to The Gilded Oak, a restaurant whe
~ Amara ~ The air in Linden Row always smelled different than at Moore Crest. It smelled like asphalt, old exhaust, and the neighbor’s jasmine vine. At the estate, the air was filtered, chilled, and entirely sterile. Stepping out of the black car and onto the cracked sidewalk felt like finally taking a full breath after weeks of shallow gasping. I walked up the familiar porch steps. The wood groaned under my feet, a welcoming sound compared to the silent marble of Gideon’s foyer. I didn't knock. I just turned the knob and stepped into the small living room. Noah was sitting at the kitchen table. A stack of spreadsheets was spread out before him, lit by the yellow glow of a single overhead bulb. He looked up, his eyes widening when he saw me. He didn't smile; he just stood up, his chair scraping loudly against the linoleum. "Amara," he said. His voice was thick. "Hi, Noah." I stayed by the door, my hands clutching my coat. I felt like a stranger in my own home. I looked too polish
~ Gideon ~ "The optics are perfect, Gideon. The board hasn’t been this settled in years." Adrian leaned back in the guest chair of my office at Helix Tower, his heels resting on the edge of my mahogany desk. He looked far too relaxed for a Tuesday morning, but he was right. I didn't look up from the merger projections on my screen. The numbers were clean, the risk was low, and the market was responding to the stability of Moore Logistics with a steady climb in share price. "Stability is the only metric that matters," I replied. My voice was a flat baritone, the same tone I used for every business transaction. "Is it?" Adrian reached for the morning's financial paper, tossing it onto my desk. "Because you’re being praised for more than just your quarterly earnings. Page six." I glanced down. It was a photo from the Charity Gala—the one where Amara had spilled wine. The photographer had caught us at the curb, just as I was stepping into the car. Amara stood a foot behind me, her h
~ Amara ~ The silence of Moore Crest was never truly empty. It was a thick, heavy thing that sat in the corners of the high-ceilinged rooms, pressing against my chest until I felt like I was breathing in dust. I had lived here for weeks now, and I still felt like a trespasser in my own home. Gideon’s home. I walked down the grand hallway of the east wing, my footsteps muffled by the thick cream runner. I was looking for Maribel. I needed to ask for more towels for my bathroom, but the intercom in my suite had been dead since morning. I didn’t want to make a fuss. Making a fuss was the opposite of what I was here for. I was here to be the quiet, stable wife that Gideon’s board expected to see. As I neared the service stairs leading down to the kitchen, I heard voices. They were sharp and clear, cutting through the usual hush of the estate. I stopped, my hand hovering near the banister. "She’s just... beige," a younger voice said, followed by a giggle. I recognized it as one of the







