LOGINJULIAN'S POV
I was so shocked that I nearly lost my footing if not for my mother, who held my hand. "Ma... Marriage? With the Creeds? How? Why? Didn't you tell me then that it might be canceled, Why are we discussing it now?" I found it hard to comprehend what was going on.
"I thought so, too, son. That was my initial thought until the first son of the Creeds, the new head of the family, sent a letter to us a week ago. He said he would like to get married to you in a month," My mother went on, and my mind went blank.
What kind of joke is this?
Marriage?
With a stranger__
"How, Mum? How do you want me to marry someone I don't even know? What if he bullies me after marriage?" I felt like crying.
Getting married wasn't that much of a big deal, but how could I marry someone I hadn't even seen before?
This person might even be ugly
For a face-con, having to be with someone ugly was the harshest punishment, and I would have to be with the man forever.
My mother patted my head gently, "Don't worry, Xavier is a very nice guy. He's only 24 this year, but the growth he has brought to the Creed is massive. Not only is their number-one standing in this country stable now, but their momentum in San Francisco isn't small either. I heard they are among the top powers there, too, and this is all because of Xavier. He will surely take good care of you," She went on and on, praising the absolute stranger who was about to become my husband.
But how was this my business? "Can we cancel this marriage, Mum? I really don't want to be with a stranger," I cried, my eyes turning red, making me feel pitiful.
"This is a promise that was made between your grandfather and his grandfather when they were still alive. There's nothing you can do about it," my grandmother's voice rang in my ears, and my eyes turned redder.
A tear rolled down my face as I turned to face my grandmother, who had walked toward us at some point when I wasn't paying attention. "Grandma!" I shouted, anger welling inside me.
"Julian!" She yelled back.
"Not only do you need to do this for your grandfather's promise, but your father also needs their help. With the problem your father is facing at the moment, only Xavier can help. Don't you want to help your father?" She questioned aggressively.
I turned to my mother as if waiting for her to tell me grandmother was lying, but her reddened eyes made my heart skip a beat.
"Grandma is right, son. Your father bought a damaged diamond mine, which caused a big loss to the company, and right now, he's struggling a lot. If we don't get help, we might go bankrupt," my mother mumbled, her voice low and weak.
My heart sank. "How did this happen? Why did no one tell me about this?" I felt weak from within as I questioned.
"Also, must we receive help from the Creeds?""Grandson, the decision is final," She firmly replied. "I already arranged a meeting with his family so the two of you can meet. I was about to head over to your apartment to tell you about it when you returned. Tonight, dress your best, and the driver will take you to the supposed meeting place," She said dismissively and walked away, leaving me standing like a statue.
I shook my head, wishing everything was a bad dream. How on earth was I supposed to get married when I had never for once thought about it before?
"Mum," I called, my big eyes holding back my tears so I could look especially pitiful to my mother.
"Don't you think I might like women? Why do you want me to marry a man?" I asked.
Fortunately, I had never told my mother about my sexual preference before, so it could be useful at a time like this.
My mother's expression changed as she held my two hands. Her gaze was filled with different emotions that slightly confused me as I wasn't able to recognize them.
"It's not possible for you, Julian," She mumbled, her tone soft and complicated.
I frowned, "How is it not possible for me? What do you mean, Mum?"
She sighed, "You've been tested when you were born, son. You are an Omega," She explained, and I felt like everything had turned completely dark.
Omega? Omega??
I took a step back, hoping my mother was only joking, but her expression said otherwise.
"That's why I've always advised you not to sleep with anyone you are not certain of. That's because the moment you lose your virginity, your heat period will start, and every month, you will need an alpha to satisfy you until you've been marked by an alpha. I'm sorry, son. I shouldn't have kept it from you for so long," She continued, her eyes turning red.
I laughed bitterly.
This must be a drama.
My mother was surely acting. But when did she become so good at acting?
An Omega?
In a world filled with different types of humans; Alpha, Omega, and Beta. Where men and women could be an omega or beta while only men could be Alpha, every man had always wanted to be Alpha, but unfortunately, there were still multiple men who were born as Omega.
However, I had never thought of myself as one. I had always wanted to be manly, complaining about how I had no abs or facial hair. Even when I discovered that I like men, I felt like it was normal because many Alphas liked other Alphas and became couples, but this___
How could I be an Omega?
Thinking about how I might get pregnant one day and would have to nurture a baby in my belly for months, I felt the urge to die already.
It just couldn't be___
Throughout the day, I was no longer myself. I couldn't even shed tears as everything looked so ridiculous to me. I found it very unacceptable. How could I be an Omega?
But there was an even bigger problem... Heat!
The night came as fast, and I was dragged out of my room by my grandmother, who gave no fuck about my depressed mood. She picked my clothes for me and made sure I entered the car before she turned around to return to her room...
I stepped out of the car, fixed my mood, and even checked my suit to make sure I wasn't dressed shabbily.
Accepting or rejecting this marriage wasn't what mattered at the moment, as my mind was a big mess already, but I still made my way toward the restaurant with a cool face.
'Are you Mr Julian Everly?" A waiter asked, and I nodded. "Come with me, please. Mr Xavier is in our VIP room," He said and led the way.
I had my back straightened as I followed the waiter, and we both entered a room, but before I could register the impressive decoration of the room, my eyes settled on the man sitting arrogantly in the room___
The handsome stranger?
JULIANAfter sorting things out with Abel and arranging my schedule for the shooting, he stood up and left. I sat alone in the sitting room, my eyes closed and head resting on the couch. A low sigh escaped my lips. Using the pregnancy to pin Xavier with me sounded like something that was indeed possible. But what were my feelings toward him?He was once just a handsome alpha with excellent bed skills. Then, he became a contract marriage partner... someone I'd expected to leave in a few weeks. But now, what were my feelings toward him?I rubbed my temple wearily. "Julian?"Xavier's deep voice rang in my ears, and I opened my eyes. I saw him standing before me. I was so lost in thought that I didn't even notice his presence until he called. Seeing that handsome face before me, I felt my heart beating faster.My lips twitched, and then it dawned on me___ What I loved was Xavier's good looks and maybe his bed skills? No, not maybe. I definitely loved his bed skills. Wasn't that wh
JULIAN Only after my mother left and Xavier retired to his study for work did Abel finally cheer up. He took my hand, tugged me toward the sitting room, and beamed brightly. "So, you decided to keep the baby?" His tone wasn't low at all. It was as if he had forgotten that the person he was so scared of was still at home. My lips twitched. "Yes," I replied, rubbing my belly. Abel blinked. He lowered his eyes to my belly and stretched his hand but soon returned it. He looked at me and his lips pressed into a thin line. "Can I touch it?" He asked. I could tell he was shy. I chuckled. "You can. But you need to remember that it's only about three weeks old." I reminded him. After spending almost a week in the hospital, the pregnancy was already almost three weeks old. Abel nodded. "I know. It's just that it's my first time getting so close to a pregnant person." He said as he slowly touched my belly. His movement was extremely gentle, like he was scared of hurting the baby. I f
JULIAN My mother held my hand and helped me up from the seat. I walked toward the dining room where the food had been arranged and had a seat. Perceiving the pleasant aroma of the dinner made by my mother and Xavier, I found my mouth almost watering. I had to swallow to stop myself from encountering another embarrassment. Xavier dutifully served food on my plate and without wasting time... no, I couldn’t even waste time as my stomach was already growling. I began eating. "Thank you," I said, chewing. "It's okay. Xavier did almost everything." My mother replied, waving her hand dismissively. After pushing away the third plate, I felt like something was wrong with me. It was like there was a void in my belly that kept taking the food, and only after eating the third time did I feel a bit comfortable. I raised a brow at my mother, who had long finished eating and was only staring at me. "Do you think I've turned into a pig?" I asked, blinking hard. As an artist, the first thi
JULIAN After settling things in the hospital and getting instructions on how to protect the pregnancy, Xavier and I returned to our matrimonial home. My mum followed along. Even though I had tried to convince her otherwise, she was so stubborn that she wouldn't listen. Getting home, Xavier and my mother packed our things into the house while I watched from the side. "Go inside first," Xavier said in a gentle tone. My lips pursed. "I can help, too." I'd tried to help when I got down from the car, but they both stopped me. Why were they treating me like a child?Xavier approached and ruffled my hair. "Go inside, okay? Be good." He mumbled and kissed my forehead. My tongue grazed the corners of my mouth, trying to hold back my smile, but I could tell my ears would be red already.I nodded shyly, turned around, and hopped into the house. "Walk." My mother's voice came from behind, and my steps faltered. I froze for a moment. Wait, did my mother see us earlier????My neck grew s
JULIAN My head ached as my eyes parted. I looked at my mother and Xavier, whose eyes showed worry at the moment. My brows furrowed. I was confused. The last thing I remembered was holding a child in that place and then...My eyes suddenly widened, and I held my belly. I groped around, trying to see if everything was alright, but to my disappointment, I couldn't feel anything. I closed my eyes wearily. What exactly was going on?"Julian?" I heard my mother's call and opened my eyes. "Mum, what happened?" I asked, my voice hoarse and weak. My mother took my hand in hers and slowly sat down. "You fainted in the doctor's office and nearly endangered the child..." She said with a voice filled with distress. My lips pursed. I fainted? Wait... Everything was a dream. The abortion... the death... the baby... they were all a dream...My heart began racing rapidly as I glanced at Xavier, "We didn't abort the child?" I asked almost in a trembling tone. Xavier's brows furrowed as he
JULIANI lay on the operating bed with my hands covering my belly. A small smile played on my lips as I watched the doctors walk around, arranging things. Xavier took my hand and gently squeezed. "Do you really want this?" He asked. The sadness in his eyes was overwhelming. My heart ached slightly. But was I really ready to carry a child? The answer was no. No matter what, I couldn't keep this child, and I wouldn't change my mind, especially when everyone already given their consent, and I could finally get rid of the pregnancy. "This is what I want," I said as I watched one of the doctors approach me with an injection in hand. The middle-aged man had a mask covering his nose and mouth, but his eyes still held the kindness of an elder. He took my arm and glanced at me. "This injection will make you sleep, and by the time you're awake, the pregnancy will be gone." He explained. My lips slowly pursed, and my stomach churned, but I still nodded my head. "I understand," I replied







