Chapter 9.******Just like every other morning, your head is up, your eyes are opened but you just can't find yourself getting out of bed. With all that has been running through Steven's mind lately, he feels numb so he simply just sat back on the floor. His heart still aches and his body seems to have a mind of its own. Thankfully Lily hasn't called to knock him off about David and whether or not he had called him.Well guess today wasn't his lucky day because he was getting a call and it was from none other than the precious Lee."Hello, uncle Steven!" She sang into the receiver and Steven found himself smiling, she has this aura around her that brightens everything she touched or in his case, speak to."Hey, there sweetie! How are you?""Fine thank you, how are you?""Never been better darling.""Did you speak to David yet?""I'm afraid not, he hasn't taken any of my calls either, I've tried.""I am so sorry uncle Steve, don't be sad I'm sure he'd come around.""Yeah! I hope so too
Chapter: 10.****"You're going back with me."Steven wasn't expecting David to say that, Steven sat up and threw him a glance, with that eyes begging him not to go, David knew that face, but he wouldn't change his mind, having to deal with David almost took his life and now going back there to face Raya could kill him."Don't tell me you wouldn't come to my house again, even when I have your little niece and nephews?" David asked."Hey! I- I didn't say that, David.""But you looked that way.""Well, maybe a little, I just thought if it was the right thing to do at this point, knowing what I just told you.""You can't love my wife Steven, you have to come back home with me, that is the only way we can solve this problem.""P-problem? I don't have a problem.""Yes, you do Steven, a big big problem, that we need to take care of.""Fine! Whatever floats your boat." Steven whispered that last part."What did you just say?""N-nothing, I didn't say anything."David was hovering above Steve
Chapter: 11.****He loves me, Steven loves me!What?Just how did that happen? Steven can't love me. Please love someone else. Raya if you must, but not me.Why did you have to tell me this?"Fuck..."David's head was on a wide goose chase. Now it all made sense, Steven has never dated anyone in his entire life, for fuck's sake he got kissed and ran away. "Who does that?!" He never guessed, hell, he wouldn't have guessed. But to be in love with him. That was more than he could take, so he just looked at him one last time and left.Never coming back.The looks of him.He looked so tormented, so much pain written all over his face. David could see just how badly Steven was hurting, probably regretting ever telling him.But he asked a question and he got an answer.David could not believe he had just come here on a 4 hours flight and now he was on his way for another fucking 4 hours, 8 hours on a plane in one day! He was definitely going to be sick.Raya!What would he tell her? She mus
Chapter: 12.****It's been two weeks since David got back from Steven's, and he was glad things have gone back to normal after he told Raya how guilty Steven felt when he thought he fell in love with her and how sorry he was. She forgave him and promised to speak with him but for some weird reason, she has told David that for over a week now, she couldn't reach Steven. Not that it's any concern to David so he would always just tell her that Steven might be busy and he'd call when he has the time. Steven is a grown man, who knows what he wants and can as well take care of himself. David, on the other hand, has a family and a name to protect."Honey,"David looked up and saw Raya looking down at me with a worried expression on her face."Baby, what is it?""David, what's wrong sweetie?""What? Nothing I'm perfectly fine.""No you're not, I've been standing right here calling, and you didn't even hear me.""Really.""Yes!""I'm sorry babe, really, I just had this troublesome client, who
Chapter: 13.*******Steven opened his eyes to be greeted by an extremely bright light, and he closed them again. When he did open them back up, the lights weren't all that bright anymore. The walls are just plain white, where the hell are his pictures? And why is his room so small?The hell...Why was he on a bed? And why is it so small? Steven tried sitting up but a strong hand held him down and soon he found himself drifting off into oblivion while listening to distance chatter. Sounds like birds chirping on a tree, which was seriously provoking to his poor ears. While he slept, he had a very pleasant dream, waking up from it he made to get up again, but that same force wouldn't let him, Steven was tired of sleeping, so he insisted until they spoke."Are you trying to get yourself killed again?" The voice asked."What?""Now you're deaf too? perfect.""Who is that?" Steven's head was pounding in his ears, the voice seems a little too loud for him, he tried to turn around when he fe
Chapter: 14.******"Do you love him too?" The little girl had asked.Yes, yes I love him so much. I love him way more than I love myself. Just, not in the same way that he loves me. David was going to answer her but her mother came in and he figured it's best he didn't say a word and so he just left. Steven looked so alone. His eyes. God, I hated seeing him like that. David's thoughts wandered. I should go back to him, to apologize and let him know that I love him. David felt his eyes sting. "No this is wrong, I can't love him that way," David yelled his frustrations into his car. Fuck David, what is wrong with you? Steven is part of him, he can't live without him."I missed us." Steven had told him. I've missed us too, Steven, and I need you, more so now than ever. David, couldn't tell from where these thoughts came but it was certain Steven completes him. David had thought staying away from him would change anything, but the truth was, it worsens everything. He almost died thi
Chapter: 15.****"Speak."Those were Steven's words after he hadn't heard from him for so long. That was his fault anyway, he neglected him, made sure he left him hurting to the point of wanting to die. He caused Steven so much pain and left him when he needed him the most. Steven had not only come out to him but had also realized he was in love with him, which was a whole lot for anyone to take in, yet he left him."Why are you calling me?"David wanted to share this moment with him, to let him know he was going to be a father soon, at some point in their lives they had both wanted this, to get married have kids, and yet still be best friends."I missed us."Steven had said those same words to him at the hospital and he heard his heartbreak, even more when he had told Steven they Couldn't stay friends anymore."I'm going to be a father, Steven." The line went dead, he should have known, this isn't the right time to talk about that, he hasn't even called him for over a month now, al
Chapter: 16.*****Standing to look out his window and perhaps open the blinds, his breath caught in his throat. A red airport taxi drove into the building, he looked on until the passenger emerges. He saw the face of the one person he desperately wanted to see and a smile seeped into his soul and filled its very ache and hollow.Steven, his best-friend, vibrant, joyous, beautiful Steven. Who had been the one happy constant in his life for years? And also the one person who caused him the most confusion. A quick look at the bed, Raya still sleeps beautifully. Quietly David made his way out of the bedroom, with eagerness in each step, he finds himself waiting at the front door.Silently, he pushed the screen door open, inviting Steven inside. Steven stepped past David into the foyer without saying a word, doing his best to ignore the surge of heat that went through him as his arm brushed David's broad chest. As always, his proximity left Steven a little lightheaded. He thought he would