TWELVE~

DAMI.

   She's Everything. She's so damn beautiful. It made me realise how much of a Fool I've been and now I'm determined to make things right. I'm determined to make her mine for real this time.

Dera hasn't completely opened up to me. Sometimes I ask her about her personal life and she looks hesitant but she eventually answers. I don't think she realises she's her own person and if she's not ready to open up then she shouldn't. While preparing to go visit The Olumide family, I asked her about her Cousins. If they had contacted her but she tensed up immediately and kept stumbling over her words. I had to make her calm down and assure her that she didn't need to talk about them.

  I still can't believe that after the shit I put her through. After years of Verbal abuse and neglect from me she still gave me a chance. I actually thought that was it last night. I thought she was going to walk out the door and out of my life.

  I didn't tell her th