LOGINISABELLA
I keep walking, the stinging heat on my cheek still painful. My chest heaves with every step. I pull out my phone again, my thumb hovering over Hardin. "Come on, babe, pick up, pick up," I mumble, my voice rough from crying. I hit the call button for the eighth time. Dialing. The line chirps. The person you are trying to reach is unavailable. Please leave a message. Straight to voicemail. Again. "Seriously? What are you doing, babe?" I sniff, wiping the new round of tears away with the back of my hand, smearing my now-useless eyeliner. "You told me to call. You knew I was going to the university. You know what they're like." The sun is absolutely scorching, beating me down on my dark clothes and making me sweat. I feel ridiculously overdressed. "I can't walk all the way to Greenville," I whisper, clutching my little backpack. "No cash. No bus fare." I shove the phone back into my bag, trying to focus on the cracked sidewalk and not the memory of my mum slapping me. It's not as if it's the first time she'll be raising her hand on me. It's just... I sniff. I have to get out of this neighbourhood. Even if it means living with Noah. Just as I'm about to try to map out which major street has a bus stop I can potentially walk to, a car, a sleek, black sports car... the kind that even looking at, feels like a crime, slides to a stop beside me, the tyres squeaking slightly on the asphalt. I jump, my heart vaulting into my throat. I instinctively clutch my backpack tighter, preparing for the worst, and my lips part. Who's in the car? And why did they stop? The driver's window hums down, revealing a face I know too well. A face that I'd rather not deal with at the moment. Of course, you know who it is. It's Noah Hakwins. My lashes lift as I stare at him, a frown forming on my face. He's leaning back casually, one arm resting on the door frame, looking every bit my nemesis. "Get in, Drama Queen," he drawls, his voice low and utterly bored, like stopping for me is a minor inconvenience he's reluctantly fulfilling. Well, newsflash... I didn't ask for help. And I'm sure as hell not accepting his help. I huff, crossing my arms over my chest. "Don't even start with me, Noah." He raises a perfectly sculpted eyebrow, a slow, annoying smirk forming. "Oh, I already started. Stop sulking and get in. You look like you're about to melt into the pavement, and I won't have that." Wait... he thinks I'm sulking? "I'm not sulking," I insist, but I can feel the truth of my observation. The heat on my face isn't just the sun. It's the flush of residual anger and the sting from my mum's slap. My eyes feel puffy and watery. "Yeah?" he says, his gaze dropping momentarily before flicking back up. "The pout? The flush is there, and your eyes are all watery. Looks like sulking to me." I sigh softly. "Noah, stop. I'm not in the mood." "In the mood for what, Minnie?" His smile widens slightly. He's definitely doing that on purpose. "No... that's not..." I stammer, scrambling to rephrase. "I just mean I'm having a really awful day, and I don't need your commentary." "Of course. I understand," he says, and for a second his fake ass empathy sounds genuine. Then the smirk returns. "Where is Hardin? He hasn't replied to any of my texts, he hasn't even answered my call, and I..." I trail off. Noah snorts. "Trouble in paradise, huh? Are you really asking me about your boyfriend right now?" "Noah, please," I plead. I needed a ride and he was the only option. "I don't know," he admits, his tone flat. "But don't you think you're forgetting something?" I raise a questioning eyebrow. "What?" "You seriously don't think you're forgetting to tell me anything," he repeats, leaning forward just enough to make his tattooed forearm visible on the steering wheel. "Like what?" I demand, because I don't know what he's waiting to hear from me. He tilts his head, his eyes holding mine. "Like I didn't tell your boyfriend that I won't take rent from you." My jaw drops. "No rent? But... it was quarter rent. And you agreed to some ground rules, which by the way sounded too good to be true." "That's what your boyfriend said?" he asks. "What do you mean by that?" "Nothing," he says simply, waving a hand dismissively. "It will all make more sense eventually." He pauses his gaze sweeping over my entire distressed and sweaty form. "Now, get in. I'm not running a taxi service for sulking little girls but..." He smiles, his tongue sweeping over his teeth for a short while. I stare at him. This is exactly what I mean about him being impossible. He offers me a ride, then immediately says something to provoke me. "I am not getting in," He sighs, like I'm the most bothersome creature on earth, when it's clearly him. It has always been him. "Look, Minnie. You’re melting. You have nowhere to go but Greenville. And you just admitted your boyfriend, who was supposed to be running you around today, is AWOL. Either the easy way, where you gracefully accept the ride, or the hard way." "The hard way?" I scoff. "And what, pray tell, is the hard way, Noah?" He just laughs... "And the hard way is this." Before I can even register his intention, he pushes his door open and is out of the car. He's tall, impossibly broad, and moves stealthily. I back up a step, my eyes wide. "What are you doing? Don't even think about it!" I warn, clutching my tiny backpack strap so hard my knuckles turn white. "You need to get to the university, and I need to stop wasting time watching you have an existential crisis in the middle of a major road," he says, reaching for me. I try to pivot and run, but he's too fast. One large, strong hand clamps around my arm, the other easily scooping me up by the waist. I'm suddenly suspended in the air, tossed effortlessly over his shoulder like a sack of groceries. "Put me down, you arrogant bastard!" I shriek, kicking wildly. My short skirt is definitely riding up, and I'm mortified and furious. "I hate you! You absolute moron! This is kidnapping! You cannot just manhandle me!" "Keep shouting. See if anyone stops for a screaming girl being helped into a nice car by a guy who clearly knows her," Noah mutters against his shoulder, completely unruffled by my struggling. He tightens his grip, making my breath hitch. "I hope you crash this stupid car! I hope you get a ticket! I hope you get arrested for assault!" I curse, beating against his muscular back with my free hand. It's like hitting a brick wall. He reaches the passenger side of the sleek car, pulls the door open with a single jerk, and then unceremoniously dumps me into the leather seat. I land with a breathless oomph, scrambling backwards against the door. He doesn't give me a chance to escape. He slams the door shut, and then he's back in his own seat, buckling up. "See? Easy way," he says, pulling out into traffic as if nothing had happened. I sit bolt upright, glaring daggers at his profile. "That was not the easy way! That was you being a jerk. I am going to tell Hardin..." "Go ahead," he cuts in, eyes focused on the road. "Is Hardin going to lecture me on the importance of manners again? It's so cute how he thinks his rules apply to anything that matters. Right now, you’re in my car, and I’m taking you where you need to go. And just for the record, Drama Queen, your curses are weak. Try harder." "I hope your favourite jersey shrinks in the wash and your beer turns flat!" I say, instantly regretting the childishness of the threats. He just smirks. "Better. That's all you got?"ISABELLAHis fork is filled with spaghetti but it's not in his damn mouth. He pauses, slowly setting his fork down like he's not sure he heard that right. His brows pull together just a little as he leans back, studying me. “Come again?” he says.I stare at him. Of course. Of course he’s going to do this. I narrow my eyes at him, already feeling a flicker of irritation because I know he wants me to say it again. So I do. “I said I’m sorry.”He tilts his head slightly, like he’s trying to catch a sound that slipped past him. “Huh. That’s crazy. I didn’t quite get that.”My jaw drops. “You’re kidding,” I say flatly.“I’m serious,” he shrugs, lips twitching at the corners. “Might need you to repeat it.”I stare at him for a long second, trying to decide if I want to throw my plate at his head or not.“You’re actually unbelievable.”“Maybe,” he nods. “But I still didn’t hear it.”I exhale sharply through my nose, pushing my chair back as I stand. “You’re such an ass.”That does it. He st
ISABELLASomehow it's always me doing what's in my head. I get that now. Because even with Chloe insisting on my going to fix... Noah, I still didn't go. He left the house angry and now, Chloe is gone as well and the apartment feels... so empty and quiet. It's not the peaceful quiet. It's not even the quietness that's calm.It's just that quiet in a way that makes everything that I said earlier echo back at me. It sucks.I've been staring at the door for what? Five minutes? I've not been counting. I let out a long breath, dragging my hands over my face."Fix your man," I mutter under my breath.Easy for her to say. Still... she wasn't wrong. Ugh. I push myself off the couch and glance around the apartment likem I'm seeing something differently now... it's almost like I'm trying to look at it from Noah's side. Our space. Not just mine."Okay," I say out loud, clapping my hands once. "Fine. I'll... fix it."I don't exactly what she meant but I'm not texting, neither am I calling. I kno
ISABELLA“So, you argued with Noah over something that petty?” Chloe asks, her mouth full with a large bowl of popcorn she has just made.I glare at her from across the couch. “Wow. Thank you. I feel so supported right now.”She shrugs, completely unbothered, popping another handful into her mouth. “I’m just saying… it sounds petty.”“It is not petty,” I insist, sitting up straighter. “He was acting like I needed permission to invite you over.”Chloe raises a brow. “Did he say permission?”“He said consideration,” I mimic, rolling my eyes. “Same difference.”“It’s really not,” she says, chewing thoughtfully.I scoff. “Whose side are you on?”“Yours,” she replies immediately. “Always yours. But I’m also not blind.”I fold my arms, already annoyed again. “Oh, here we go.”“No, listen.” She points a piece of popcorn at me like she’s about to give a lecture. “You live with the guy. You share a space. You inviting someone to stay... even me, your amazing, glowing, pregnant best friend... k
ISABELLAThis is upsetting. It's genuinely upsetting when Noah acts like this. When he starts this... authoritative stuff and tries to go all macho on me. “Noah, I genuinely don’t understand why you’re upset.” I say, crossing my arms and leaning against the kitchen counter, watching him pace the floor.He stops abruptly, turning to me. “Because you didn’t think to tell me first.”Not this again. There's no big deal. At least that's what I think. “Tell you what?” I throw my hands up. “That I invited my best friend over? Wow, Isabella, what a crime.”“That’s not what I’m saying and you know it.”“Then what are you saying? Because from where I’m standing, you’re acting like I just did something completely out of line.”Noah exhales. “Chloe just got married, Isabella. She’s literally on her honeymoon.”“And?” I blink at him. “She’ll be back. I didn’t drag her out of it. I said after.”“She should be with her husband,” he insists.I let out a disbelieving laugh. “Oh my God. She is with he
ISABELLAI tilt my head, studying him, a slow smirk creeping onto my lips. “Watch me.”Chase lets out a low whistle. “Damn. Someone grew a backbone.”“I’ve always had one,” I shoot back. “You just weren’t around to see it.”That lands. I see it in the way his expression shifts... just for a second.“Yeah,” he murmurs. “Guess I missed a lot.”I clear my throat, suddenly aware of how close we’re standing. “So… dinner. Are you in or are you going to keep acting like I need permission from Noah? Someone would think you're scared."He huffs out a laugh, shaking his head. “I’m in. Obviously. Free food is free food.”“You’re paying,” I remind him.“Right. Worst deal ever.”Before I can respond, my phone vibrates in my hand. Right. Noah. Of course. I almost forgot. Chase’s eyes flick down to the screen, then back up to me, one brow raised. “Speak of the devil.”I roll my eyes, but my stomach does this annoying flip. “Relax.”“Am I?” he says lightly. “Or are you?”I ignore that and answer the
ISABELLA "Relax, it's just me." My heart is pounding hard as I hear the familiar voice and the face appears in front of me. I squint my eyes at Chase who's laughing, his two palms placed on his both knees to emphasize how funny he thinks this is."What the hell was that for?" I narrow my eyes at him.He's still laughing. "I just thought it would be good to scare you. You know? It's been... a while." He shakes his head, his laughter finally dying down."You thought that was funny?" "Come on, I know it was." He tells me."Chase stop. I almost had a panic attack. You don't just go around scaring people." "I'm sorry. It was...""Not funny." I counter."Jeez. Can't you take a joke? What's up with the uptightness?""Nothing. You could have just come to me and said hello like every normal human being but no. You had to go and make me annoyed. Noah's almost here so..." My voice trails off."I'm sorry, okay? I saw you enter the hospital and I wanted to come say hi." He tries to explain."Y
ISABELLA The air in the waiting room doesn't just feel thick. It is thick and ionized by the static of the television and the confession hanging between us. I look at Noah, and for a moment, he is a stranger. Most times, I won't lie. Most times it does seem he's not the same person. I meant the
ISABELLAI linger in the room until my mother falls into a true, deep sleep... not the chemically induced haze of the ventilator, but the heavy slumber of someone who has finally exhaled. I press a final kiss to her knuckles and slip out, my legs feeling like they’re made of lead and light all at
ISABELLA I lean against the cool brick of the rooftop stairwell, shutting out the now muffled sounds of Tina's playlist and the girls' laughter filtering through the door. If you ask me how I feel? Well I'd tell you that I'm not all that good. If I can combust, I'd have done so. I mean... My face
ISABELLA“Good,” she says. “Now that we’ve established that you’re capable of making wise decisions under pressure...”“Don’t push it,” I cut in.She ignores me. Of course she does.“We move on to execution.” She flips the page again. “Venue, not here.”I blink. “Why not here?”“Because,” she says







