LOGINChapter TWO ~ Almost Touched By Him.
CYRUS’s POV
“I’m going to make them mine.”
His voice echoed at the back of my mind before I began to step backward.
Though, the words he said had enticed and almost prompted me to close the gap between us but I remembered that he was Phoebe’s boyfriend as she had claimed.
“Why are you stepping back, cutie?” He asked, following my steps.
Cutie?
Which guy calls a fellow guy ‘cutie’?
“Don’t ever call me that.” I fought back, tone laced with warning, just before my back hit the kitchen slab.
“Care to say that again?” He asked, his voice soft as his eyes pulled me in.
My throat tightened, keeping me from swallowing my saliva. My knees went numb. And beads of sweat formed on my forehead.
“Is my presence so addictive to you that you can’t say a word again?” He questioned, his eyes still pinned on me, forcing me to take a deep breath.
Fuck.
“Dominic, I’m waiting.” Phoebe called, her voice high as usual.
“Coming… sweetheart.” He replied, his voice audible enough for Phoebe to hear from the living room.
He stepped back then headed to get two bottles of water. Turning to face me, he winked and my chest heaved.
“See ya later, Cutie.” He said softly, walking towards the door.
“By the way, I didn’t have the chance to tell you earlier that you look hot in those sweatpants.” He blushed just before walking away.
I blinked before I stared down at my sweatpants.
What was hot in the sweatpants I was wearing? Nothing. This man must be sick in the head.
I finally carried the tray containing the fruits and headed to the living room where I met Phoebe lying on Dominic’s chest, his legs separated as she was in between.
My eyes trailed his body until it stopped at his lips. My gaze lingered for a moment before Phoebe cleared her throat, “Are those for us?”
“Y-yes…” I stuttered.
“That’s unusual for you to be nice. Is it because Dominic is here and you’re trying…”
The rest of her words faded into distant memories as I advanced to drop the tray on the table. And I did. Afterwards, I placed my hands on my waist.
Dominic raised an eyebrow but I ignored him.
I glanced at Phoebe and she rolled her eyes backward, obviously swallowing the rest of her words.
Naturally, she’s never been this cautious. From her behavior, she’s trying her best to calm her overly aggressive attitude from Dominic.
I heaved a sigh before I relocated to my room.
I settled on the chair in my room and opened my laptop as I began to work. But my mind occasionally drifted back to the kitchen where Dominic’s body was close to mine, his eyes dilating with something he didn’t say.
I covered my face with my palm and exhaled deeply before I returned back to typing away on my laptop.
But that didn’t work much as that was what happened throughout the day as I worked.
Then evening came. I glanced at the time. It was past eight already. A smirk played on my lips, believing that Phoebe’s so-called boyfriend would have left.
I stepped out of the room, yawning so terribly that I felt my arms were gonna break apart.
Immediately I got to the living room, my jaw dropped as I met Dominic and Phoebe seated, watching news on TV.
“You’re welcome to join us,” Phoebe said.
One would think she saw me. But she must have heard my movement.
“Why is he still here?” That was the uncontrollable question that slipped out of my mouth.
“Easy, man.” Dominic said casually.
Phoebe turned around facing me. “Dominic will be staying for the night.”
The room’s walls seemed to close in on me as my vision blurred. My knees went numb and my mouth fell open with no words.
I just turned away and headed back to my room, fuming. I settled on the bed in a monk’s style sitting position but I couldn’t do anything.
Why had Phoebe invited the guy over?
And why would she just decide that he has to stay for the night?
Don’t I have a say in this house anymore?
Heck.
I slumped into my bed, running my hands in my hair. My breathing, getting unsteady.
A few minutes later, Phoebe called out my name accompanied by a knock gently on the door. I rolled my eyes in annoyance before I proceeded to open the door.
Phoebe was standing by the door and guess who was right beside her? It was Dominic with a towel in hand.
“Hi, Dominic,” she greeted, stepping in, almost crushing me down with a side push.
“I badly need to use the restroom right now. But since we have a combined toilet and bathroom, I don’t want to get my fiancée killed before marriage.” She breathed. “So please, let him use yours quickly. We have some things to take care of ten minutes from now.”
I raised an eyebrow, clearly shocked because Phoebe was actually using the word ‘please’ for the first time in her line to me.
I nodded gently and she dashed out of the room.
“Cyrus, we need to talk about the club.” Dominic said as soon as the door closed shut after Phoebe.
I chuckled a little. “Guy, there’s nothing to talk about. Or, is there?”
“A lot. We have a lot to talk about.” He said, walking closer, his gaze pinned on me again.
I swallowed hard as his musky scent wafted my nostrils. My legs trembled for no reason and I almost shut my eyes as my thighs tightened.
What effect is this guy having on me?
“If there’s nothing to talk about, you wouldn’t be trembling so bad even while biting your lips, Cutie.” He said, his voice soft.
That horrible name again?
Yuck.
I hate that:
“Get away,” I managed to say, breathing heavily.
“No.” He said, boldly then his face was almost into mine, his warm breath against my face.
My breathing grew so rapidly that I saw myself on my knees in minutes but before that could happen, he held my shoulders, his gaze still piercing mine.
“You look very delicious, Cutie.” He whispered, his head falling downward slowly with parted lips.
cyrus's point of view.The door closed behind me gently, Machines hummed softly, as Phoebe lay in the bed, impossibly still.For a second, I couldn’t move. I stood just inside the door, my hand still hovering where the handle had been, like I might bolt if I let myself think long enough. She looked smaller like this. Pale. Fragile in a way I had never allowed myself to see before. Her dark hair was spread over the pillow, her face slack with sedation, lashes resting against bruised skin.She looked nothing like the woman who had screamed at me three nights ago. Nothing like the woman who had stared at me with disbelief when I told her I wanted a divorce. I swallowed hard and forced myself to walk forward.Each step felt like trespassing. Like I was crossing a line I had already crossed once too many times. I pulled the chair closer to the bed, the legs scraping faintly against the floor, and sat down. The sound felt invasive. Too loud for a room like this.Her chest rose and fell bene
cyrus's point of view.The door closed behind me gently, Machines hummed softly, as Phoebe lay in the bed, impossibly still.For a second, I couldn’t move. I stood just inside the door, my hand still hovering where the handle had been, like I might bolt if I let myself think long enough. She looked smaller like this. Pale. Fragile in a way I had never allowed myself to see before. Her dark hair was spread over the pillow, her face slack with sedation, lashes resting against bruised skin.She looked nothing like the woman who had screamed at me three nights ago. Nothing like the woman who had stared at me with disbelief when I told her I wanted a divorce. I swallowed hard and forced myself to walk forward.Each step felt like trespassing. Like I was crossing a line I had already crossed once too many times. I pulled the chair closer to the bed, the legs scraping faintly against the floor, and sat down. The sound felt invasive. Too loud for a room like this.Her chest rose and fell bene
NEAR DEATH.CYRUS POV.The smell of disinfectant and old coffee hung in the air, the latter a potent aftertaste left in the throat. I stood in the doorway a moment too long, my feet rooted in place as if they were stuck, my hands clenched into such tight fists they ached. A I didn't have to look far to find them.They were assembled in a cluster near the waiting area outside the surgical side, exactly where I knew they would be. Both families. All fathers. No mothers to temper it all, no one to lower voices and soothe with gentle words. Just angry men with a talent for filling a room.Dad stood by way of the windows, his stance locked in place, his suit a crisp reminder of everything he did not belong in. His presence, when contrasted with Phoebe’s father, stood in stark relief. His tie was undone, his jacket tossed over a chair, his hands moving in a restless pace up and down. His face burned reddened, red-rimmed eyes, as if he had already exhausted all of his reserves of control.A
A SUICIDE ATTEMPT.CYRUS POVI woke up before my eyes opened. There was a tightness in my chest, My body felt coiled, restless, the way it feels when it's been bracing itself all night for impact. When the phone on the nightstand started vibrating again, I didn't jump. I already knew it was there. I cracked my eyes open and stared at the ceiling for a second, breathing slow, trying to convince myself I was still half-asleep. The early morning light barely filtered through the curtains, soft and pale; the world outside was still quiet. Inside my chest, though, everything was loud.I reached for the phone.The screen switched on, and my stomach dropped so hard it felt like I might actually be sick.My father had called a lot.Not one missed call. Not two. A long list, stacked on top of each other, like he'd been calling all night and only stopped when exhaustion or rage finally won. There were voice messages. I didn’t open them.There were texts.Call me now.Do you have any idea what you
DONE WITH YOU CYRUS’S POVThe second Phoebe's expression changed, I knew. She snatched her phone so fast she almost dropped it, and the way her eyes shot over the screen told me everything. I didn't need to ask, didn't need to wonder. I just watched her panic. And instead of feeling punched in the chest or sick or dizzy like I used to, all I felt was something loosening deep inside me. Something quiet. Something real.My shoulders actually dropped. It felt weird, because I didn't remember the last time my body wasn't tense around her. I even let out this breath I didn't know I'd been holding for years. And the smile came before I could hide it. A real smile. Not the polite one I force when she drags me to her parents' dinners. Not the tired one I put on when she starts crying to avoid accountability. This was real, and I let it sit there.She looked terrified of the smile."C-Cyrus," she whispered, voice cracking, "I can explain. Please. Just let me talk. It's not-it wasn't-just list
LETS GET A DIVORCE.CYRUS'S P.O.V.I stayed by the window until Dominic's car finally turned out of the driveway and went far enough down the road that I couldn't see the taillights anymore. I didn't move for a few seconds after that. I just kept staring at the empty spot where he'd been, feeling this tight pressure building in my chest because watching him leave didn't sit right with me. He didn't deserve to be the one walking out. He didn't cause any of this mess. And the fact that he left without looking back made my throat feel tight with frustration I didn't know how to swallow down.By the time I actually closed the front door and turned around, Phoebe was already standing in the middle of the living room. Arms crossed. Chin lifted. Like she'd been waiting for me. Like she was expecting an apology from me instead of the other way around. The second her eyes met mine, I knew she wanted a fight. I did not want to give her one, but I could not hold it anymore."Why did you ask him







