The next morning, I arrived at the Academy, the manicured grounds feeling even more sterile than usual. My heels clicked against the pavement, but my mind was elsewhere. On him.
I hated it. Hated that my eyes betrayed me, scanning the crowd, my pulse quickening even though I knew I shouldn’t be looking for him. It was pathetic. Ridiculous.
Cameron had warned me about Noah, had told me to stay away, and yet here I was, preoccupied with the very person I was supposed to forget.
I clenched my jaw, storming down the hallway. This wasn’t obsession. It was revenge.
He had humiliated me, and unknowingly forced me to confront the ugly truths about myself. I needed to set things right. To reclaim control.
But then—God—the memory crashed into me like a tidal wave.
Last night.
The air had been thick, suffocating. I had tossed and turned beneath my silk sheets, my body restless, burning with something I didn’t want to name.
I had tried to fight it. To push him out of my head.
But Noah was everywhere.
His smirk—infuriating, sinful. His voice—low, teasing, laced with arrogance. “If you’re planning another performance, let me know in advance. I might actually enjoy the challenge.”
My stomach had clenched at the memory, a traitorous thrill shooting down my spine.
I had swallowed hard, my fingers trailing over my stomach, lower. My thighs had parted on instinct, already slick, already needy. The first slow stroke over my clit had sent a shudder through me, my breath catching.
I shouldn’t have done it. I knew that.
But when my eyes had fluttered shut, it hadn’t been my fingers.
It had been his.
Rougher. More certain. More cruel.
I had bitten my lip, stifling the small, desperate whimper that slipped out as I pushed two fingers inside myself. My back arched. My toes curled into the sheets.
It wasn’t enough.
I had imagined his weight pressing me down, his breath hot against my ear. His lips ghosting over my throat, whispering how much he loved seeing me like this—helpless, desperate, coming undone because of him.
My fingers had curled deep, a moan trembling from my lips as my hips rolled, chasing more. Chasing him.
I had seen him above me in my mind—Noah’s lips parted, his gaze heavy with something dark, something dangerous.
The pressure had built, coiling tighter and tighter until—
Oh God.
It had shattered through me, sharp and all-consuming. Pleasure wrecked me, wave after relentless wave, leaving me gasping, trembling, ruined.
I had said his name.
I was sure of it.
Noah.
And now, standing in the middle of the school hallway, heat flooded my face. My stomach clenched, panic flickering through me.
Had I said anything just now?
I swallowed hard, forcing my legs to move, to keep walking, to act like I wasn’t completely unraveling from a memory.
Because the truth was undeniable.
I had never climaxed like that before.
And it was all because of him.
I spotted him near the library, leaning against the brick wall, a book open in his hands. His brow was furrowed in concentration, his expression unreadable.
He looked different from the other students—less polished, less perfect. His clothes were simple but clean, his dark hair slightly messy, like he had run his fingers through it one too many times.
He looked... real.
I hesitated, my pulse hammering in my chest. I could turn around. Pretend I hadn't seen him.
But I didn’t.
I took a deep breath, squared my shoulders, and walked straight toward him.
"Noah," I said, my voice sharper than I intended.
He glanced up, his dark eyes widening slightly. Surprise flickered across his face before he masked it with something cooler, more guarded.
"Elena," he said, his tone unreadable.
"We need to talk," I insisted, tilting my chin up.
Noah closed his book, marking the page with his finger. "About what?"
I crossed my arms, trying to steady my voice. "About what happened during the presentation. You embarrassed me."
He exhaled through his nose, the ghost of a smirk curling at the edge of his lips. "I embarrassed you? Did you just think of this last night—after you apologized for trying to sabotage our project?"
Heat flared in my cheeks. "I apologized, and I expect you to do the same," I shot back. "You made me look like a fool."
"Did I?" His voice dropped lower, almost taunting. "Or did you do that all on your own?"
His words cut deeper than they should have, but I refused to let him see it. "You knew I wasn’t prepared for the presentation, yet you made me do it."
"I made you do it?" His eyebrows lifted. "Girl, you insisted. Don’t blame me for your choices, please."
I took a step closer, my anger simmering beneath my skin. Why did he always manage to get under my skin?
"You used me to make yourself look good," I accused.
Noah didn’t flinch. "You made yourself look stupid," he countered. "If that made me look good, well—that’s on you."
We stood there, neither of us backing down. The air between us crackled with something I didn’t want to name, something sharp, charged, dangerous.
My eyes roamed over his face, taking in the faint circles beneath his eyes, the quiet strength in his jaw. He was so different from Cameron. So different from anyone I had ever known.
His voice softened, pulling me back. "Why did you do it, Elena?"
I blinked. "Do what?"
"Why did you try to make me fail?"
The question hit harder than it should have.
The usual me—the girl who ruled these hallways, who always had a sharp retort ready—should have laughed in his face, insulted him just for speaking when I was speaking.
But I didn’t.
My throat felt tight. "I… I don’t know," I admitted, the words foreign on my tongue.
His gaze searched mine, and I hated how easily he saw through me. How he saw past the armor, the bravado, straight into the tangled mess of emotions I didn’t even understand myself.
"Maybe," he said, voice quiet, "maybe you should try being nicer. For your own good."
The bell rang, shattering the moment.
I exhaled sharply. "I have to go," I muttered, turning on my heel.
I had barely taken two steps when his voice stopped me.
"Elena."
I froze but didn’t turn around.
"Be good."
His voice was soft, almost teasing. Almost.
I clenched my fists and kept walking, refusing to look back.
But I felt him watching me.
And that was the most infuriating part of all.
Six months later...The wind in North Dakota had a bite to it, but the sky stretched wide and endless, like a soft blue promise.The air smelled fresh, a little wild—like new beginnings.I stood by the window of our small off-campus apartment, cradling a chipped mug of hot cocoa between my hands.The windows fogged slightly from the warmth, and outside, the trees shivered, shaking loose the last stubborn golden leaves.Behind me, I heard Noah moving around—the heavy thud of books hitting the floor, the low, sleepy curses as he dug through his bag.It made me smile.“Your Psych book’s on the table,” I called out without turning.There was a beat of silence. Then the familiar sound of his bare feet padding closer.The next thing I knew, his arms were sliding around my waist, pulling me back against him.“You’re magic, you know that?” he murmured into the curve of my neck, his voice low and rough from sleep.I laughed softly, leaning into him, feeling the solid weight of his chest agains
Cameron’s presence hit me like a slap.For one terrible second, I couldn’t breathe.The blood roared in my ears, drowning out everything else.Then I was on my feet before I even knew it, my chair screeching loudly across the marble floor.“What the hell, Mom?!” I shouted, my voice sharp and broken at the same time.The room went deathly still.Noah reached for me quickly, his hand brushing my wrist, his voice low and urgent.“Elena... don’t. Calm down.”But I couldn’t.I shook him off hard, blinking against the hot sting behind my eyes. My chest heaved as I looked at my mother.She just sat there, unbothered, like the commotion in front of her was nothing more than a breeze.I pointed a trembling finger at her, my anger spilling out faster than I could control.“You planned this,” I hissed, my voice breaking. “You had an agenda when you invited us. You set us up.”A sick, bitter laugh threatened to climb up my throat, but I swallowed it back.My mother didn’t flinch.Didn’t blink.Di
I paced the room while Noah tried on the last suit. My feet moved without meaning, a slow circle around the scattered ties and open boxes.He stood near the mirror, tugging gently at the dark jacket, adjusting the collar like it was choking him.He looked… perfect.Sharp suit. Fresh haircut. Clean lines. My heart ached just looking at him.But his eyes—those told a different story.Nervous. Stiff. Scared.“You okay?” I asked gently.He gave a short nod, jaw tight.I stepped closer, folding my arms. “It’s just dinner.”He looked at me in the mirror. “It’s dinner with your mother.”His voice was flat, but not cold. Just tired. Like he was already carrying too much and this was one more weight on his back.I didn’t blame him.“She’s not going to bite,” I offered, trying to lighten the mood.He raised an eyebrow. “You sure about that?”A laugh slipped from me before I could stop it. Then I moved behind him, wrapping my arms around his waist, resting my cheek against his back.“She doesn’t
Noah froze the moment the words left my mouth.“My mother wants to meet you.” I said again.His mouth dropped open, his eyes wide like I’d just told him I was pregnant with triplets or something. He didn’t speak. Didn’t move. Just stood there, blinking like someone had knocked the air out of him.I couldn’t help it—I nearly laughed. The look on his face was priceless.“You look like you’ve seen a ghost,” I said, smiling gently.He blinked again, his brows pulling tight. “I just… why now?”His voice was quiet, like he wasn’t even talking to me, more like he was trying to solve a puzzle out loud.I could see it—the way his mind was spinning, trying to make sense of it. His fingers twitched at his sides like he wanted to run them through his hair. His lips moved like he was still calculating something he couldn’t quite figure out.I stepped closer, my bare feet soft against the floor, and cupped his face in my hands. His skin was warm. Familiar. Mine.“It’s just dinner,” I whispered.The
I woke up to the chill of an empty bed.Noah was gone.The pillow beside me was cold, like he’d been up for hours.My chest felt heavy. A slow ache started to bloom there, right behind my ribs. I stretched beneath the blanket, trying to shake it off. But it didn’t help. I knew exactly why I felt like this.I had to tell him.About my mother. About the invitation to dinner. The one that had been sitting in my phone like a bomb I was too afraid to open.But I didn’t know how to say it. It felt… wrong. Strange. Like pulling him into a world he’d finally escaped. And yet, it mattered. Maybe not to him, but to me. Because things were starting to feel real between us, and if we were going to survive this—us—then I had to be honest.I sighed and pushed the covers off me. The floor was cold beneath my feet, the silence in the room louder than it should’ve been.I pulled on one of Noah’s sweatshirts hanging on the chair. It still smelled like him—woodsy and clean, like pine after rain.I padde
I woke before the sun.The sky outside was still dark, painted in shades of grey and blue. The kind of quiet only early morning knew.Elena was curled up beside me, her hand resting lightly on my chest, her breath warm against my shoulder. Her face was soft in sleep. Peaceful. Safe.For a moment, I didn’t move. Just watched her. I let myself feel the weight of her trust—how far we’d come, how close I’d almost lost her.But something inside me twisted. A heavy knot I couldn’t shake.Like I’d left something undone. Something important.I needed to close that door before I could fully stand in the one she had opened for me.I moved slowly, careful not to wake her. I slid out from beneath the blanket, freshened up, and got ready to leave.On a piece of scrap paper, I scribbled:Be back soon. Needed to close a door.I folded it and left it by her phone.I stood there for a moment, staring down at her sleeping form. My heart tugged, wanting to stay. Wanting to forget the past and just live
Noah sat quietly beside me, one arm resting on the window, the other curled around the bag of cookies on his lap. He'd eaten three already. I teased him about it earlier, and he just smirked like he always did and said, “Fuel.”I laughed. Really laughed. The kind that shook the quiet from my chest.But it didn’t last.My phone buzzed on my lap, and the screen lit up with one word that made my stomach twist.Mom.My laughter faded.The car didn’t feel so warm anymore.I stared at the screen until it stopped ringing, the silence that followed pressing heavy against my chest. I didn’t move. Didn’t speak. Just… froze.Noah didn’t say anything right away. He didn’t need to.He glanced at me—just once—and then kept his eyes on the road. Like he understood that whatever this was, it hurt.“I’m not ready to talk,” I said softly, the words barely making it past my lips.Noah reached over and placed his hand on mine.It was that kind of touch that didn’t demand anything. No questions. No pushin
The moment I stepped into the building, I knew I was in the right place.It smelled like fresh paint and old wood, like something new beginning inside something timeless. There was the faint scent of books too—paper and ink and glue—all of it weaving into the kind of comfort I didn’t expect to find.The walls were covered in past student projects. Sketches framed in gold, mood boards pinned with care, and models of rooms and houses displayed with pride. Like someone had once stood where I was standing and felt proud of what they made.For the first time in a long while, my chest didn’t feel tight. My fingers didn’t shake. My breath didn’t catch.I felt like I belonged here.I took another step forward.The registration desk sat just ahead, where a few students were already gathered. Their voices hummed low, full of curiosity and nerves. I walked up slowly, unsure, but trying not to look like it.A girl turned toward me. She had dark curls and soft eyes and offered a small, kind smile.
3 WEEKS LATERI woke slowly, the soft morning light slipping in through the curtains, painting the room with a gentle glow.For a moment, I just lay there, staring at the ceiling, trying to remember where I was. But then, I felt it—the warmth beside me. Noah’s body, solid and real, pressed close to mine. His arm was draped over me, and I could feel the steady rise and fall of his chest against my back.The scent of cinnamon and fresh coffee lingered in the air, mixing with the warmth of his skin. It was peaceful here, in a way I wasn’t used to. I wasn’t used to waking up in a house that felt so... normal.Stretching slowly, I blinked the sleep out of my eyes. The events of the night before were still fresh in my mind.The way Noah’s touch had made me feel—safe, wanted, like I was finally starting to fit somewhere, even if just for this moment. I hadn’t felt like this in a long time. I hadn’t felt like I belonged.Noah stirred beside me, and I turned to find him already watching me, his