LOGINGrayson I was her nightmare before I ever knew I loved her. I told myself it was harmless words, laughter and power. I didn’t see the damage until it was too late. By the time I realized Selene was the only girl who ever mattered, she was already gone, taking my chance at redemption with her. Success followed me anyway. Money. Power. A company with my name on the top floor. None of it erased her. So when she walks into my office ten years later—untouched by the boy I used to be—I know this is my reckoning. She may be my employee now, but I’m the one on my knees. I’ll endure her anger, her hatred, even her revenge… if it means I get the chance to make things right. Because this time, I refuse to lose her. Selene I survived him once. I won’t let him destroy me again. Grayson was my bully, my humiliation, the reason my scars run deeper than skin. He took pieces of me I never got back—and now fate has the audacity to put him above me. My boss. My CEO. My past. He looks at me like regret is eating him alive. Like I’m something he still wants. But wanting me now doesn’t erase what he did then. I didn’t come back to be weak. I didn’t come back to forgive. I came back to win. And if Grayson thinks redemption will be easy, he’s forgotten one thing—I’m not the girl he broke anymore. And I won’t go down without a fight.
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SELENE’S POV:
“Oh, fuck, no!”
The words came out louder than I intended, and I felt heads turning towards me. But I couldn’t look away from the scene unfolding in front of me.
Like watching a car crash in slow motion.
The elevator doors slid closed with a ping that shouldn’t have sounded as loud as it did to my hypersensitive ears, and I bit back a string of curses resting on the tip of my tongue.
I could not believe my luck. It was my first hour of my first day of work at the most prestigious firm in all of Manhattan, and I was already thinking of the best way to format my resignation letter with enough grace to preserve what little dignity I had left.
Aurum Holdings wasn’t a job. It was the job. The one people schemed and sold their souls for—especially women.
Partly because it opened doors to some of the greatest opportunities Manhattan had to offer but mostly because it meant working under the infamous “hottest, most ruthless bachelor in corporate America,” as the Daily News so obnoxiously put it.
Being the dumb little bitch that I was, I hadn’t even bothered to look up this man before I went ahead and applied to a position as his PA.
I just saw the ad, saw the obnoxious sum of money they were offering, saw how my qualifications had aligned perfectly with their requirements, and applied.
No research, no preparations, just sheer fucking dumb luck.
And now here I was, forced to watch the man from my nightmares walk straight towards me.
He looked exactly like I remembered him yet nothing like the boy from high school all at once.
Wind ruffled hair that somehow also looked perfectly styled. Those ice-cold blue eyes that had flashed with cruelty and lust and loathing whenever they’d focused on me.
Eyes that felt too much and not nearly enough.
Grayson Vexley had always been dangerous in a way only sinful things ever were.
Only now, he'd grown into it. He wore that look like a second skin, like something only earned through years of practice and bloodwork.
Back then, he was just a cruel boy with dreams of becoming more.
And now he was more. So much more. Enough to send my pulse into a frenzy.
Enough to make my breath stutter in my chest.
Grayson finally looked up from the sleek silver watch on his wrist, sweeping a lazy look across the lobby and I swear, for a moment, the world held its breath.
The people stopped moving and an unnatural hush fell over the room.
A small frown decorated Grayson’s brow, as if the air had somehow offended him by moving too close to him.
And that wasn’t even the worst part. The worst part was that he looked like he could mold even the air around them according to his whim, should he wish. Like the universe would fall in line if he simply decided it should.
A frantic-looking man rushed to his side, his glasses askew, his blond hair sticking out at odd angles, and a folder of papers clutched tightly to his chest as if it were armor.
With a jolt, I realized the blondie was Jack. The man I was replacing. Grayson's ex-assistant.
Fuck.
I missed my chance to run.
Like I said, a goddamn car crash.
And now all I could do was brace for impact.
“You’re late,” Grayson’s voice reached my ears, and a shudder ran down my spine.
For a second, I felt like I was back in high school. In the corridors where sounds of lockers slamming shut echoed for far too long, where the smell of cheap disinfectants overpowered any other scent.
The place where I first heard that deep, cold cadence. Like a sharp-edged weapon wrapped in temptation. You could never know how dangerous it was until you were close.
Fatally close.
“I’m sorry, sir. I wasn’t aware I had to show up now that your new assistant is here,” Blondie stuttered, eyes too wide to be taken seriously.
Grayson turned to him slowly, his icy gaze settling over Blondie like a frigid curse he couldn’t escape.
“You’d think showing up on her first day would be the bare minimum,” he said, voice deceptively smooth. “How else is she supposed to figure out how things run around here?”
Blondie blinked but didn’t look much rattled by the condescending tone. He only adjusted his glasses and gave a frantic nod. I supposed it was something he must have gotten used to by now, but it sent a jolt of fury through me.
Ten years later, and he was still the same bully he was back in high school. Different title and different position but at the core, Grayson Vexley was still a fourteen-year-old boy sneering at kids younger and ‘lesser’ than him.
And I would rather swallow acid than let him pull that shit with me again.
“Of course, sir,” Blondie said, trying to sound calm but his voice came out too high-pitched and I tried not to cringe.
“Mr. Vexley is here.”
I turned my neck so fast I almost gave myself whiplash.
She was standing close. Too freaking close. I didn’t even notice because I wasn't able to take my eyes off Grayson.
“I hope you’re ready…”
She was the woman from the HR department with whom I had been in contact throughout my application process, including the interviews, and up until the signing of my acceptance letter. Natalie—her name was Natalie.
I narrowed my eyes at her. Could she not see I was not fucking ready?!
And that bloody woman hadn’t even given me any warning—hadn’t even used Grayson’s name in the entirety of all that time. Always referred to him as ‘boss’ or ‘your employer.’
“Nope,” I said firmly, head snapping back to Grayson as if he were a magnet and I were an entity made of solid steel.
“I’m not ready. I’m quitting.”
I glanced towards Natalie just in time to see her blinking at me like I’d grown an extra head.
“What?” she demanded, the blood draining out of her face. I would’ve felt bad for her if I weren’t already so consumed by my misery of having walked so blindly into this nightmare.
“You heard me,” I said, reaching for my bag. “I’m quitting.”
“You can’t—” she gasped at me, then threw a terrified look towards Grayson and Blondie, who were almost next to us now. “Selene, you can’t quit like this.”
“Watch me,” I said, slipping past her and heading straight towards the elevator.
Unfortunately, Grayson was very much in my way.
I pulled in a sharp breath and reminded myself that this was a professional environment and I was a twenty-eight-year-old who’d once very boldly and loudly insulted her old boss in front of the entire office because he’d thought putting down a new, terrified girl would make him look cool.
I could handle Grayson Vexley.
I kept my head down and walked, even as I felt him approaching from the other side. The hallway was just wide enough for three people to fit and Grayson was on the outer end so even if I managed to cross them unnoticed, our arms would still brush.
I tried not to focus on the way my palms grew clammy and my heartbeat became a war cry against my ribs.
One.
Two.
Three.
I exhaled. Just like that, we’d crossed. I somehow managed to not touch him and he hadn’t even looked up from his phone the entire time.
I was safe.
I exhaled sharply once more, just to calm my frantic heart as I reached up a shaky finger and pressed the elevator button.
But before the elevator had even reached me, a voice rang out in the hallway. Cold and loud and detached.
Grayson’s voice. My heart stuttered to a stop.
“Selene Hale. Running already?”
PastSelene's Pov:Maya shrugged. “It’s better down here. You should try it.”His frown melted instantly into a grin directed at her. “You’re supposed to be reshelving, Saeed.”“Not like you and the boys are doing anything groundbreaking down there,” she shot back.Theo’s eyes glinted. “No, not really. They’re making forts from books.”Maya snorted. “Wow. Real mature.”He laughed before his gaze finally landed on me and he turned serious. His posture straightened.“Well, uh,” he began, scratching the back of his neck, “I just wanted to apologize. To you, Selene.”My eyebrows shot up.“Excuse me?” I said, pushing myself up on one elbow so I could stare at him properly.Theo shifted his weight from foot to foot, looking like he’d rather be anywhere else. Before he could speak, Maya sat up, folding her legs underneath her, cutting in.“Do you want me to leave?” she asked, tone deliberately casual but her brows lifted in question.Theo shook his head immediately. “No. You can stay.” He
PASTSELENE’S POV:The first detention task was to reshelve the library.Which, honestly, made the whole thing feel a lot less like punishment.Additionally, Crescent High’s library was a mini mansion in itself and I already lost the boys after one aisle. It was a relief like no other. At least I didn’t have to spend the next hour staring at their smug faces.If I got lucky, maybe all five detentions would be here.Maya shoved a fat history volume into the stack I was holding with more force than was necessary and I groaned under the weight. My arms were starting to hurt.“I said sorry,” she rolled her eyes at me.“I can’t believe I have to waste five hours of my life because of you.”“Nobody asked you to follow after me back then,” I pointed out, pulling another history book from the fantasy section. “You could’ve stayed behind and saved yourself all that trouble..”She cut me a look, like I committed a crime by being logical.“Oh, right. I should’ve just let you implode in front of
PastSelene's pov:Grayson's pupils dilated, fingers curling around my fist as he freed himself from my grip almost effortlessly.“Are you fucking insane, Hale?” He asked, voice gruff.“You saw me talking to him after class,” I shot back, refusing to back down, “and you decided to make a joke out of me.”I was sure of it. Grayson was the only other person in the class that day, after everyone else had left, lingering behind for some reason or another.“Despite what you might believe, Ninety Eight -” Grayson drawled, lip curling in a sneer. “I don’t spend every waking moment thinking of you.”Heat flooded me but this felt different from the rage I was feeling. His grip on my wrist tightened, his thumb pressing deliberately against my pulse.“Then stop touching me like you do,” I hissed, yanking my wrist from within his grip.I hadn’t even fully thought out my words before speaking them and I only realized what I said when I noticed the dark flicker in his eyes. He let me go as if I bur
PASTSELENE’S POV:Homecoming had come and gone in a blur. It was all a little too extravagant compared to the events at my old public school.Back there, I had thrown myself into everything—volunteering, showing up. I loved it, managing stressful events, dressing up, dancing to my heart’s desire. But here, I had not bothered.Partly because I couldn’t stomach the thought of looking pathetic, standing around a dance floor without a partner. But mostly because nothing in this place felt like mine yet.And I wasn’t sure it ever would. So I stopped waiting for that feeling.I swung my bag over my shoulder, rubbing absentmindedly at the streak of graphite on my hand as I headed for the door, barely paying attention to anything around me.“Miss Hale, a moment?”The sound of my name brought me back to the present and I turned around to see Mr Wilde observing me with an inscrutable look on his face.My mind raced back over the lesson, searching for what I might have done wrong, but I came u












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