Mag-log in🦋 CATALINA 🦋
My heart is racing like a jackrabbit on steroids. My legs tremble beneath me, threatening to give out at any moment. The urge to pee is almost overwhelming, my bladder screaming in protest as if it’s been possessed by a tiny furious demon.
The harsh grip on my hair holds me in place, forcing me to look into the eyes of the Asmodeus heir’s squad leader. His eyes bore into mine, seeming to see right through me, to the very marrow of my bones.
I’m trying to breathe, but my lungs feel like they are constricting, squeezing the air out of me. My mouth is dry, and my tongue feels like sandpaper as I try to swallow. I’m shivering under his grip, I can feel it, and I’m sure he can feel it too.
He points the gun at my forehead. I can swear he’s grinning like a devil underneath his mask as he cocks his gun. I slam my eyes shut, waiting for the impact. This is where I perish, home, home to Jesus, my maker.
Suddenly, instead of a gunshot, I hear a voice right beside him, in front of me, it is one of his subordinates.
“Squats are getting closer to our location, there are a lot of them, and it will be too much hassle to kill them all. I think we should leave. This is already a failed operation because of her.”
I can feel his eyes on me while his subordinate gives this report; it is as if he is feeding on every expression on my face and my body language, and he seems to be enjoying it.
My eyes are still slammed shut when I feel him lean closer to my ear, “You are lucky I have a mask on, I’ll be biting your ear off.”
That didn’t seem to stop Corvin, the leader of Lucifer’s heirs. Wait, why the fuck am I thinking about that silent, blood-sucking bedbug right now?
“You owe me a death, Catalina.”
I snap my eyes open in shock. Did he just say my name? Yes, he fucking did! How the hell does he know my name?
He knows my name… dammit! What else does he know?
I don’t realize the air is clear, the Asmodeus heir is gone, and Squat has taken their place, examining the lady who was shot to prove me wrong.
I barely notice because I am under tension and the lady is behind me, but she is carrying a child in front of her. When she was shot in the head, she fell face-first, covering the baby with her weight.
“Are you okay?” An elderly woman taps my shoulder, forcing me to rip my gaze from the child the squats are trying to lift the heavy mother away from.
“Huh?” I glitch, still barely looking at the elderly lady.
“You just almost died yourself,” she mutters. “Now what did that motherfucker say to you? I saw him whisper something into your ears.”
Ignoring her, I storm out of the supermarket store, the child’s cry, the old woman’s concern, the squats' questions, and every other sound is immediately tuned to background noise, as I take sharp, big, yet struggling steps towards my house.
My vision blurs, I clutch at my chest, trying to catch my breath, when suddenly, like lightning speed, something, no, someone grabs me and throws me towards the wall.
My back and the back of my head hit the strong wall, and I wince in pain. Immediately, he presses himself on me, his palm wrapped around my neck, choking life out of my already lifeless body.
I struggle against his grip, my hands hitting his in an attempt to free myself, but all attempt fails. Looking up at who was trying to kill me, I am met with heterochromia blue and green eyes.
“Cor…vin…” I struggle to speak.
His grip on my neck immediately softens, but he didn’t take his hand or his eyes off me.
I inhale a large amount of air as soon as I’m able to, and his voice rings out in the air, “The leader of Asmodeus’s heir is Magnus… my squad and his are sworn enemies. If I see you with him again, I’ll kill him – and I’ll be back to kill you too.”
And just like that, he vanishes.
I collapse to the ground, my arms wrapped around my neck. My chest tightens, and a raw sound escapes my throat.
“I just almost died three times in this city in the space of a few hours. Will I survive the next one?” I can’t help but worry.
🦋 CATALINA 🦋I’m not any closer to getting back to my senses; things are even worse now. I feel like my brain is in reverse.“Who the fuck did I kiss?”I wanted to disregard it by tagging it a naughty sex dream inspired by my hormones, but that would be a lie. I’d be lying to myself.Such an intense kiss is too fucking… FUCKING real to be a dream. I can still feel movement strongly on my skin, like someone was touching me, and the memory of the kiss increases my temperature. How can that be a dream? I kissed someone, and I want to know who!“Oh, oh… this is not good,” Tamara says, smacking me back to reality with her elbow.I turn my head to where everyone is looking, only to find Luka walking towards us with something I don’t want to believe is a cucumber bouquet.“Tell me that’s not a bouquet made of cucumbers he’s holding,” I blurt out. and Nabi scuffs in response.“That looks too identical to not be cucumbers.”I can feel my stomach turn just watching him get closer with cucumb
🦋 PROFESSOR MATTEO 🦋There’s something shameful about how I had felt when Catalina… ‘touched me’ in my… smaller me.So shameful that I don’t even want to think about it. Deep down, I wasn’t angry about what she did; instead, I was moved in a very dangerous way. I crumbled inside, and how I felt at that moment is all I’ve been thinking about. Why did I feel that way? I should be pissed. I hate humans’ guts, and I hate hers especially; that’s how it’s supposed to be.I am deep in thought, not noticing an animal mannerlessly kicking my door open.Rook storms in, walking past me towards my office table.“My heart skipped!” he yells, spanking me out of my thoughts back to reality. “It worked! A beat!”I roll my eyes, looking out the window, “You’re a werewolf, not a vampire, Rook, your heart works.”“You don’t get it!” he presses, walking towards me with his hand dramatically hitting his chest where his heart should be. “I felt it.”“What?” I growl.Rook sighs, “Everything I shouldn’t fe
🦋 CATALINA 🦋When I woke up, it was like I had a really long night. I woke up pretty late, unlike every other time, and I find it odd. My immune system adapted to my sleeping schedule, and I don’t even need alarms to wake me most of the time, but today, even the alarm wasn’t enough to get me up.When I finally got up, my window was open, which is very close to impossible. Yesterday was a bad day. I got back from school drained, and I walked straight into the shower, then straight to bed. I didn’t have the time and strength to take off my dress, and I downright showered with it, not to talk about walking towards the window to open it, I’m certain I didn’t. Something is definitely not right. I’m suspecting everything around me, but I just can’t prove it.And then this weird memory appears from nowhere, so weird, uncomfortable, and really naughty. I see myself kissing someone, I was so into it, and there was so much tension I can feel it in my memory… but that’s where it all ends, me k
🦋 CATALINA 🦋There’s a huge difference between a pillow and something of a human figure. For example, pillows don’t have necks. But this particular pillow has it, and nothing in this world can be more horrifying than to be wrapped around something so cold yet feels human when you remember sleeping being cuddled to a pillow.“Nevan’s ghost?”Even after death, he still wants to get under my skirt, rest in pieces, you foul spirit.I swallow hard, too scared to open my eyes as a chill replaces the blood flowing in my veins.Something tells me to open my eyes, telling me that it’s either just a pillow or an illusion. Gathering my courage, I threw my eyes open.My eyes are drawn to the button of a black shirt, and I slowly follow the line of his throat up to his face.Thunder sounded in my stomach as our eyes locked, “Corvin?”Something is not… his face.It’s a rare, disarming moment when the world suddenly loses its noise and narrows down to a single focal point. I'm not just looking at
🦋 CORVIN 🦋Being unable to stop myself is inevitable. A vampire acting on impulse doesn’t seem believable, yet here I am, the Corvin of Lucifer heirs, lurking around a lady’s bedroom window.I’ve been watching her sleep from the screen, but the more you have access to watch her, the more you crave to do more than watch her from the screen. That must have been the case with that stupid neighbor; he got desperate, wanted more, and wanted to get it by force, that idiot.Guess who is in his shoes now… Me.I'm the new idiot.Before you could say Jack Robinson, I am in her bedroom, gawking at the petite figure wrapped in a blanket. She’s the type who will never turn off the AC, no matter how cold it gets.Before I can even ponder the danger of taking my mask off and she having to see my face, my mask is already off, and I’m already walking towards the side of the bed she is, doing exactly what I know is very not recommended.The mask on my face has become a part of my flesh. As the most w
🦋 CORVIN 🦋“I’m too old for this,” I say to myself. Yet, somehow, I find myself coerced, unable to stop doing it. Hundreds of years have got nothing on the effects this mere pictures and video clips have on me.Everything I get from the so-called Nevan’s house, I secured. Pictures of Catalina are now everywhere in my space, slowly turning me into a fanboy, as I find myself staring at it every second since I got it into my space.Although it doesn’t make sense, I’m determined to see this through to the end.Now, I’m watching a recorded clip of her watching a movie in her bed, dressed as usual, in an oversized hoodie with pants big enough for both of us. She’s always never putting efforts in her looks, yet very attractive; she makes me imagine how she'd look if she actually puts effort.It’s an one hour, ten-minute clip, containing her reaction from the beginning to the end of the movie, and I’ve played it eleven times in total, watching it again, again, and again as soon as it ends,
🦋 CATALINA 🦋I’m in a staring contest, one I’m determined not to lose. Unlike the staring contest I lost to a goat when I was little, my life depends on this one, so there’s no way in the world I’ll let myself loose.Rook is standing in front of me, his arms pressed against our table as he stares
🦋 CATALINA 🦋I can’t avoid Professor Matteo for a long time, not while I have to be in this academy. That’s at least one thing I’m very sure of: sooner or later, we’d have to see eye to eye, and then all hell would break loose.“Are you still doing it?” Yumeko blurts out the first thing she has s
🦋 CATALINA 🦋I still don’t understand what Corvin’s last sentence before he vanished meant.“Unless our roles are now reversed, making you the predator and me, the prey.”What does that mean? How can I be the predator and himself, a vampire… the prey. Never heard such unsolvable nonsense before i
🦋 CATALINA 🦋I shove a spoon down my throat, and at this point, the taste doesn’t matter; I’m already perishing. A second ago, I thought I would die from hunger.“I want you to stay clear of Magnus,” Corvin declares, and I shove down another spoon.“You won’t tell me what to do,” I choke, barely







