Alpha Kael’s POV
I’ve killed for less. I’ve ended lives for betrayal, for disobedience, even for the flicker of a lie. But standing here, with Rowan trembling before me, I hesitate. And I hate that I do. She looks smaller than I remember. Fragile. But I know better than to be fooled by appearances. Wolves can hide claws behind soft eyes. “Rowan,” I say, tasting her name on my tongue like something bitter and forbidden. It's the first time I’ve said it aloud. I never planned to. She wasn’t supposed to matter. Yet here we are. She looks startled that I know her name. Good. Let her feel the imbalance. Let her remember who holds the power in this room. “Do you know who I am?” A stupid question, but necessary. I need to hear it. I need to watch her squirm. She nods. “Do you know what happened to me ten years ago?” She nods again. Of course she does. Everyone does. My curse is legend—whispered in every pack across the lands. A legacy not of power, but of failure. Of bloodline extinction. “Speak.” Her fear bleeds into the room, and I drink it in like a drug. “Yes, Alpha.” The way she says it,soft, obedient,makes something primal stir inside me. I silence it quickly. Lust is for the weak. I need truth. I need answers. She begins the tale, and when she recites the witch’s curse, word for word, a dark satisfaction coils inside me. She knows. Good. Then she’ll understand the weight of what she’s being accused of. No heir. That’s what I was promised. Cursed. Cut off from legacy. Doomed to watch my name fade into history like ash in wind. And yet— “Whose child do you carry?” She pales, eyes wide. Her lips tremble. The denial comes fast, too fast. “I’m not pregnant,” she says. A lie. Or fear. Both dangerous. “You suggest the doctor lies?” I press, voice low, mocking. She doesn’t answer. Just panics. I can see it,her mind racing, trying to figure out how to survive this. I almost admire it. But I need a name. “Who else have you been seeing?” I step closer, gripping her thighs—not with gentleness, but claim. Intimidation. I lean in, lowering my voice into something colder than death. “I promise, if you tell me now, both your deaths will be swift.” She doesn’t cower like I expect. Instead, she says the most foolish thing she could possibly say: “I haven’t been with another man.” Bold. Stupid. Dangerous. My wolf snarls inside me. She lies. No one breaks the curse. No one carries my heir. Not like this. But then again… what if she isn’t lying? What if…? No. No, it’s impossible. The curse is real. I’ve watched others try—women of royal bloodlines, gifted healers, witches, seers. None bore fruit. I am barren, cursed by flame and thorn. This has to be sabotage. A calculated move by her former pack. A war ploy. Plant the girl. Claim an heir. Shake the North. I will not be made a fool. Dr. Bradley enters. Chelsea follows, her face unreadable, though I feel her unease through the bond. The machine is brought in, and I watch as Rowan’s skin is exposed. She flinches from the cold, but I don't flinch. I watch the screen, arms crossed, heart still. This is for show. Nothing will come of it. And then— Thump-thump. Steady. Strong. Unmistakable. A heartbeat. The room stills. My blood freezes. It’s real? “No,” she whispers. “I haven’t been with anyone else…” My rage coils tight in my chest. I want to tear the truth out of her. But something in her voice—it’s not false. It’s terror. Raw and unfiltered. Dr. Bradley speaks before I can lash out. “I don’t think she’s lying, Alpha.” I round on her, but she continues, her voice steady and low. She speaks of heartbeats. Of the way omega and beta offspring sound. And then she says it—this heartbeat, this strength—it matches only one other she’s ever heard. My sister’s. A true alpha heir. My heir. A child… from me? No. That should be impossible. But the sound echoes on, mocking every doubt I’ve ever clung to. A cursed man does not become a father. Unless the curse is… broken? Unless the girl before me holds the answer to everything I’ve lost? My eyes return to her. She’s shaking, lips parted in horror. I could kill her. Right now. End the confusion. Silence the risk. One snap of my fingers and she’s nothing but memory. But I don’t. Because if this child is mine… Then so is she. And I will not let my legacy be stolen again.Rowan's POVI wait.For three days, I wait for the Alpha’s wrath.It’s the strangest kind of torment,this silence. I had expected fury, punishment, maybe even exile. Instead, nothing. Just the relentless ticking of time and the whisper of footsteps outside my door that always stop short.I can hardly believe what I did. I'm not weak,never have been,but I’ve always been level-headed, measured. Now, something inside me has shifted, uncoiled. Ever since that day at the infirmary, I haven’t felt like myself. There’s a storm building under my skin.Every creak of the hallway makes my stomach twist. I expect Alpha Kael to burst through the door and order my execution.But he never comes.And I don’t know what’s worse,his absence or the fear that it means something far more calculated.I doubt he’ll show up at my infirmary appointment today. The thought offers a sliver of peace. Thessaly insisted on accompanying me, claiming she wouldn’t be anywhere else. Her presence is one of the few thing
Rowan's povThe moment Beta Carlos parks in front of the Alpha’s estate, I’m out of the car before he even shifts to neutral. My heart drums violently in my chest, but it's not from fear,it's fury. Betrayal.I ignore the guards stationed outside Kael’s door. One of them steps forward, murmuring something about clearance, but one look at my face and he freezes in place. Good. Let them try to stop me. Let them all watch.I storm through the entry hall, boots echoing off marble floors, the silence of the estate shattering beneath the weight of my wrath. I don’t bother knocking on the office door. I push it open with both hands, hard enough that it hits the wall behind it with a crack.Kael is seated behind his massive desk, a map of the outer borderlands spread before him. Two beta warriors flank him on either side, standing at attention.He looks up, unbothered by my sudden arrival. “Out,” he says simply, without looking at the warriors. They hesitate for half a second before nodding an
Rowan's POVFive days have passed since the Moonlight Dance Festival,I’m officially assigned a shadow just after my little sparring session with Thoran.Though I told the Alpha I didn’t care who it was, I can’t deny I’m relieved by his choice.Beta Carlos.Second-in-command to the Alpha, husband to Andrea—who happens to be close friends with Luna Chelsea. Even before everything happened, Beta Carlos was one of the few who didn’t treat me like dirt beneath his boots. We never spoke, but silence, I’ve learned, is far kinder than the venom others spit.Since the announcement, he’s followed me like a silent sentinel. Every time I leave my room,rare as it is,he’s there. Quiet. Unassuming. Stoic, with the same unreadable expression his Alpha wears like armor. I’ve only left for the kitchen or to wander the gardens, but he’s always a few steps behind.Today, though, I need more than air.I need answers.For three days, I’ve tried to recreate that strange surge of power I felt during the fes
Rowan's POV I hadn’t stepped outside in two days.I told myself I was recovering. Resting. Healing.But really, I was hiding.It felt safe here. No Lunas. No Alpha Kael. No whispers behind my back. No sharp-eyed elders wondering why I was still breathing.Just me, my thoughts, and my books.So when Thessaly burst in that morning, all heat and impatience, I was less than pleased.She didn’t knock. Just opened my door and scowled at me like I’d offended her personally. “You look like a ghost.”I blinked up at her from beneath the blanket. “Nice to see you too.”She dropped a bundle of clothes on the bed. “Get up. You’re coming with me.”“No,” I said immediately, pulling the blanket tighter. “I’m not.”She crossed her arms. “You’ve been in here for two full days. Staring at walls. Breathing like an old woman. It’s pathetic.”“Thanks for the pep talk.”“I’m serious.” She sat on the edge of the cot, her voice dropping. “Rowan, you were poisoned. Someone tried to kill your baby. You don’t
Kael’s POVThe scent of howler’s bane still clings to my coat. Subtle. Bitter. Laced with cowardice.I should’ve torn the damn festival apart the moment I saw Rowan’s pale face. Should’ve forced every wolf to shift and sniff out the traitor,the one who dared to challenge me.But panic is weakness, and I can’t afford that. Not now. Not with her safety hanging by a thread.I walk into the council chamber like a storm. The Elders are already gathered, cloaked in their smug calmness, seated at the crescent table like they own the bones of this pack. Some frown, clearly hungover and irritated I dragged them out of bed so early after the festival.Elder Thera sits stiffly upright, her eyes flicking briefly to the space beside me,as if expecting Rowan.Elder Marros leans back, fingers steepled beneath his chin. Ever the patient serpent.“Alpha,” Thera begins, her voice smooth, rehearsed. “We received word you called for an emergency—”“Someone tried to poison Rowan,” I cut in, voice cold as
Rowan's povMy heart hammers in my chest as Thessaly disappears into the crowd to find the Alpha.How fast does the poison work?Did I drink enough to hurt myself?Did I drink enough to hurt... my baby?The thought slams into me, sharp and breath-stealing.My baby.Whatever the reason for this child’s existence,whatever fate or accident brought it into me,it doesn’t matter. I already love it with my whole heart.It’s mine.And I’d die to protect it.A fierce, aching love bursts through my chest. I press a trembling hand to my stomach.Please, Moon Goddess, I beg silently, don’t take this away from me. Don’t let anything happen to my baby.Tears sting my eyes. My wolf paces restlessly inside me, snarling for answers.Then I see them;Thessaly, weaving urgently through the crowd, and behind her… Alpha Kael, face carved from stone.“Are you alright?” Thessaly reaches me first, her hand cool against my forehead. “No fever.”The Alpha steps forward, expression unreadable.“We need to get yo
Rowan's povThe Moonlight dance Festival. A night meant to honor the Goddess and celebrate the full bloom of spring. A night of music, lanterns, laughter,and masks. Fitting, I think, considering how many people in this pack wear one every day.Including me.Thessaly clasps the final hook at the back of my gown, and I barely recognize the woman staring back at me in the mirror.The dress is a shade of deep charteuse, but under the lantern light it will shimmer with hints of gold and emerald. The fabric clings to me like silk and spills into a gentle flare just past my hips. Bare shoulders, a low back, and slits on both sides that flirt with every step. I haven’t worn anything this daring in my life.My hair, usually tied in a tight ponytail or braided out of convenience, flows around my shoulders in soft waves. Thessaly had insisted on weaving tiny threads of silver into the strands, catching the light with every movement. A crescent-moon clip holds one side in place, revealing a sharp
Rowan’s POVIt’s 2:30 p.m., and I’m standing outside the Alpha’s office like a nervous teenager waiting for the principal.Unfortunately for me, the Elders slapped a strict restriction on my movements. I’m not allowed anywhere near the borders without explicit permission,and, of course, the mall and shopping complexes sit just shy of that invisible line.My fist hovers near the door, reluctant to knock.Maybe I should just go back and tell Thessaly I can’t make it. But knowing her, she won’t take no for an answer.I take a breath, preparing to turn away, when the door swings open abruptly.Alpha Kael steps out. His dark eyes immediately lock onto mine.“I’ve felt you standing there for thirty minutes,” he says flatly, his voice a low rumble edged with boredom.My face heats with embarrassment. “I wanted to speak with you,” I manage to say.Where’s all that fire I used to throw at the Elders? I can’t even look him in the eye.“Come in,” he says, stepping aside. It's not a suggestion.I
Rowan's POVThe market is unusually crowded for a midday hour. Wolves bustle from stall to stall, arms full of cloth, fresh bread, and jars of honeyed roots. None of them look at me.They part like water around a rock as I pass,stepping aside, pretending not to see me. The silence that follows me is louder than any insult.I came out today because I needed to feel air, to remember what it's like to stand under the sun. To feel like a person, not a rumor.But I regret it already.I clutch the small list in my hand,nothing special, just herbs, bread, and soap. The stall-keeper avoids eye contact as he hands me the items. I leave my change without a word.And then—“Rowan, right?”The voice is like a song, light and unexpected. I turn, startled, and find a girl smiling at me like I’m not the pack’s outcast. Like I’m just… someone.She’s all sunshine,golden curls pulled into a loose braid, freckles dusted across her cheeks, wearing a ridiculous yellow coat far too bright for spring. She g