LOGINAs we arrived Logan gave my hand a gentle squeeze, breaking me out of my own head. We were standing in front of a huge building. My eyes followed up the front to the sign above the enormous front double doors.
“Blue lagoon!” I struggled to contain my excitement. We were standing in front of the new aquarium that had opened as I arrived home. I had wanted to visit this place since being back, but I had not found time or the person to go with. Logan watched me beaming with excitement. “I chose well?” He asked cautiously. “It’s perfect.” He led the way as we walked in. He had preordered tickets, so he gave his name to the desk. The girl handed over two tickets along with some lanyards. I looked at them for a moment, taking in the words on them. VIP access, meet and greet, feeding time. My heart skipped a beat as I looked at Logan. He smiled softly at me, and I squeezed his hand with a thank you. We walked through the entrance into the lobby where we had several options for where to go first. “You didn’t have to do all of this, you know.” I said softly. He wrapped his arms around me, pulling me into a tight hug. With a kiss on top of my head he replied, “Of course I did. It’s one of the things on your bucket list.” My mind flashed back to one of our evening talks. We had discussed things we wanted to do over the next few years, and I had expressed a dream of having a complete tour at an aquarium and getting up close and personal with some of the exhibits. “I can’t believe you remembered that.” I was shocked. “How could I forget anything I have learnt about you.” He smiled. We walked hand in hand through the first few exhibits. We laughed and talked the whole way through. I snapped a lot of photos on my phone and caught Logan unawares on one of them. He laughed it off but used it as an opportunity to take some pictures of me in return. As we came to the penguins, I was bubbling with excitement. Logan smiled at me suspiciously. “Are you ready to meet them up close?” He asked. My jaw dropped open. “You’re messing with me, aren’t you?” “Absolutely not, it’s part of the VIP experience.” He grabbed my hand and knocked on a staff door at the side. A staff member answered and checked our passes. They welcomed us in and showed us around. I got to experience the full behind the scenes with the penguins. “Would you like to feed them?” We were asked. I beamed at Logan, and he nodded. I felt like a kid in a candy store. I could not believe what we were experiencing. We were shown how to give the penguins some fish and then given the bucket with the rest of their fish in for them. The penguins came running all at once and we were surrounded by a sea of black and white. It was an incredible experience. Logan took photo after photo of me with the penguins. Once we were done, we watched them swim from the back of the exhibit. They were one of my favourite animals. We took our leave and rejoined the public out the front of the exhibits. The next few hours were spent in and out of behind-the-scenes tours and the general front-of-house exhibits. We came to the end of the aquarium where we filtered out into the gift shop. Logan picked up a few things before settling onto a penguin keychain. He paid at the counter and surprised me with it as we were leaving. “A little keepsake from today.” “I love it.” I jumped up, wrapping my arms around his neck. He leant into the hug. I could sense he wanted more. Neither of us wanted to let go.Logan’s birthday morning came around. I was at the office early setting the presents on his desk. I logged into my laptop at my desk and did my morning rounds. I was in the morning meeting with Jack and several other lawyers, in the middle of taking notes and instructions for the team when Logan burst through the door. I saw the look on his face. He had opened the presents. “Logan, what are you doing in here?” Jack asked. “Seriously,” he said excitedly. I nodded and smiled. He rushed around the table lifting me out of my seat into his arms, cheering. The room was confused by what was going on until Logan held the scan picture out to his father as he sat me down. I watched as Jack realised what the picture was. His face softened, “Congratulations to the both of you.” I blushed as there was a chorus of cheers from the other lawyers. “Happy birthday, babe.” I kissed his cheek. Logan excused himself from the meeting and normality resumed. After we finished work, he rushed
My birthday was the next celebration to arrive. Logan made a point of making a big deal out of it after how bad my last one was. He booked a fancy restaurant, followed by a night in with my favourite dessert and movie, topped off with a video call to family. Over the next few weeks, I started to plan a birthday surprise for Logan for just the two of us. On the lead up to his birthday and during my secret planning sessions I had started feeling off and I had thrown up a few times. It was only when I slowed down and took some time to myself, I felt the worst. When I was rushing around and busy with other things the sickness, although there, was not at the forefront of my mind. I decided to book a doctor's appointment. It was unusual for me to be sick so I thought it would be best. I didn’t want to bother Logan with it as he was busy on an important case. I managed to get into the doctors the following afternoon. I mentioned the appointment to Jack as it would mean I would have to l
The next few months went by in a blur. Work was great, life with Logan was great, family was great. The one-year anniversary of what happened to me had arrived. Logan did a fantastic job of making a bad time into something good. I thought I would have nightmares but Logan managed to distract me at every turn. We booked the day off work and he took me to a zoo. We had a picnic lunch in the zoo gardens and he took me to a restaurant for tea. We finished the night with a movie and popcorn, cuddled up on the sofa. That night Logan never let go of me in bed. If I wriggled out of his hold, he would maneuver so that his arms were still around me in one way or another. Over the next few months, we found one reason after another to celebrate and live life to the fullest together. From weekends away on mini vacations to nights in watching movies and cooking dinner. I didn’t think life could get any better. One morning when I arrived at work, I had already been sent a meeting request by J
Monday morning felt strange getting ready to go to work with Logan. I was a bundle of nerves so he offered to drive. Arriving was surreal, after checking in at reception I was handed my lanyard with my badge on to get me through the building. Julie met me a few moments later to start my induction. Logan wished me luck and kissed me goodbye. I went through my induction and was given an office. As Logan thought my office was on the same floor as his. Julie started to set everything up for me and started my training. Julie headed out for lunch and gave me the option of exploring, staying at my desk or heading out for the hour. I chose to stay and messaged Logan. ‘Are you busy, do you fancy grabbing some lunch together?’ Just as I was about to hit the send button there was a gentle knock on the door. I looked up to see Logan leaning against the door, smiling. “Don’t let Julie catch you on your phone.” He chuckled. “I was just about to text you to see if you wanted to grab lunch
Three hours later, I arrived at the house. The traffic on the motorway was horrendous. There had been an accident that had closed one lane off. Because of this I managed to catch the removals truck up and arrive with it to the house. Logan rushed out to meet me. Taking a box from my hands and putting it down. He scooped me into his arms kissing me. “I can’t believe we are doing this.” I spoke. “I can. I can’t wait to make a life with you.” “I know what you mean.” He placed me down and picked the box back up. Once the movers were complete, we looked at the house covered in boxes and furniture. We set to work in the kitchen first and unpacked a few boxes before getting distracted with each other. Logan had not unpacked much of his own things and now mine were on top there was a lot to do. I banished him to another room to try and get things done quicker. We had the weekend to try and unpack and set up as much of the house as we could before I started work on the Monday. Someho
Once I was home, I headed straight over to my parents and asked Abigail to meet me there. I broke the news to them. They were all happy and excited for me, just a little sad to see me go. That week flew by, because I was out of work and I was excited for the upcoming move, I found myself packing up as much as I could. I headed out to the local supermarket to grab some boxes. It was a tiring week and I was on the phone more than ever to Logan. It seemed like accepting the offer to move in, made him miss me even more, but I knew the feeling well as I couldn’t wait to start our life together. Over the next few weeks things started to move quickly. Logan signed all the paperwork for the house while I finished packing my house up. I ended up leaving a lot of things behind and choosing only what I needed and wanted to take. Each weekend I took as many boxes as I could with me at a time, to Logan’s apartment. It was going to be a lot cheaper move from his than from mine otherwise. It di







