Victor would admit he’d been overbearing. Sandra’s plight was steeped in emotional distress, and a logical solution was the last thing she needed. Four hours had passed since their brief conversation before his phone finally buzzed. He wouldn’t have blamed her for ghosting him, not after his stellar display of unpalatable insensitivity.
Dominance was second nature to him. So was handing out unsolicited advice like orders. Now, self-loathing hummed in his chest as he typed up reports in his office, his phone lying too close for comfort. His fingers moved across the keys at a clipped pace, but his mind barely tracked the words.
He glanced at the device more often than he wanted to admit. Victor didn’t have much experience with women, but the handful of short-lived relationships he’d had gave him a basic idea of how they operated.
He should’ve just taken her side instead of rationalising her boss’s behaviour. But his bad habits had done the driving, and now he’d probably ruined a good thing before it even began.
She wasn’t going to text back. She was—
Ping.
He snatched up the phone. Every fibre of him hoped it was her. She didn’t owe him another word after that exchange, yet here she was. He exhaled a breath he hadn’t realised he’d been holding and read the message.
"You've clearly never had a boss who treated you like an insignificant joke in the wrong place at the wrong time. Never been treated as incompetent, huh? Actually, you're just like him right now."
His eye twitched. The tone was sharp, tactless, cold enough to frost over his thoughts. He knew the barb wasn’t truly aimed at him, but something inside him took the hit anyway. The voice in his head, reading it, was too familiar, like an echo he couldn’t place.
He was at fault. He’d approached her the wrong way from the start.
Ping.
"And the way you act like you know what I should do is exactly like him. I bet you treat your employees the same; you probably barely listen to them, rule them with an iron fist, and see them as nothing but soldiers. Just stroking that imaginary ego, huh?"
Victor shut the phone with a snap and set it down with deliberate care. His hands slid into his chestnut hair, dragging it back from his face. The anger wasn’t new, but its trigger was an audacity that mirrored someone else’s down to the grain.
The message was wrong, of course. He didn’t “rule” his men; he led them as his rank demanded. But it wasn’t the accusation that needled him. It was the tone. That insolent bite, cutting clean into him, was identical to the one person who always managed to piss him the hell off.
He reopened the phone, pulled up the keyboard, and typed:
"I'm sorry if I came off that way. You're right. I overstepped. And no, I’m not anything like your boss."
He set the device aside and reached for the red button on his desk.
"Lieutenant Knox," he said into the mic, his voice low. "Report to my office."
Ping.
Victor’s gaze flicked back to the screen. Another message had slid in.
"Now," he ordered into the mic, finality cutting the word short.
"I didn’t expect an apology, honestly. But it’s accepted."
Victor blinked slowly and withdrew his fingers from the screen. His lips settled into a thin line as a severe rush of blood flooded his head. Victor prided himself on staying composed, even in situations that warranted anger, and this was no exception. He placed his finger down and decided to reply.
"So, Sandra, other than your work problems, tell me more about yourself. I'm dying to know."
The door opened just as he pressed send, and Knox’s boyish, slim face appeared. The freckles across his nose caught the ray of sunlight piercing through the small circular window beside the door. Brown caramel eyes met dark coffee brown in a lock that felt almost tangible. Tense silence clogged the air instantly.
Knox stepped inside, stopping at the desk, his expression joyless, as though this were the last place he wanted to be. He saluted, but no greeting followed. Lately, the man seemed to have acquired a faint air of superiority rather than proving himself worthy of his title.
Victor glanced down at his phone, then back at Knox, who stood there innocently, waiting for the reason he’d been called in. The lack of response to his last message made Victor’s hackles rise with unwarranted suspicion. It was too uncanny that Sandra’s replies had stopped the moment Knox entered the room. That was insane. Too many days at sea must have been messing with his head.
Knox would never—
The door swung open.
Knox stepped in without a word. Sunlight from the porthole struck the freckles across his nose, turning them gold. His caramel-brown eyes locked with Victor’s darker gaze, holding it without so much as a blink.
The air thickened.
He saluted, precisely, but without warmth. No, “Sir.” No sign of eagerness. Just a soldier filling a quota.
Victor didn’t tell him to lower his hand. He wanted to see how long Knox would hold it. Wanted to see if he’d break first. He didn’t.
Victor’s eyes cut briefly to his phone on the desk. Still no reply. Too uncanny. Too neat.
"Knox," he said, pushing himself up from his chair. His palms pressed into the desk, veins straining faintly. The tremor in his fingers wasn’t from weakness.
"Sir," Knox returned, his voice dry enough to scrape.
They stood there, two men on opposite ends of rank but sharing the same taut line of defiance.
Victor studied him. The clean uniform. The squared shoulders. That controlled, steady stare. Not the scared boy he’d once taken aboard. This man had edges. Sharp ones.
The words he’d been trading with Sandra flickered in his mind, and for one terrible second, they overlapped perfectly with the insolence in front of him.
"Answer me truthfully, soldier," Victor said at last, leaning forward over the desk until their faces were caught in the same shallow beam of light. His voice was low, stripped of any pretence of patience.
Knox didn’t blink. His jaw shifted ever so slightly, as if weighing the risk of answering honestly. The silence between them wasn’t empty; it was alive, crackling like a fuse burning toward something neither of them could name.
Victor would admit he’d been overbearing. Sandra’s plight was steeped in emotional distress, and a logical solution was the last thing she needed. Four hours had passed since their brief conversation before his phone finally buzzed. He wouldn’t have blamed her for ghosting him, not after his stellar display of unpalatable insensitivity.Dominance was second nature to him. So was handing out unsolicited advice like orders. Now, self-loathing hummed in his chest as he typed up reports in his office, his phone lying too close for comfort. His fingers moved across the keys at a clipped pace, but his mind barely tracked the words.He glanced at the device more often than he wanted to admit. Victor didn’t have much experience with women, but the handful of short-lived relationships he’d had gave him a basic idea of how they operated.He should’ve just taken her side instead of rationalising her boss’s behaviour. But his bad habits had done the driving, and now he’d probably ruined a good th
It took everything in Knox’s mind, body, and soul not to knock the literal teeth out of Aaron’s mouth. His left eye twitched as silence drowned out every thought from the garbage he’d just been forced to hear.Aaron’s eyes twinkled with incomprehensible excitement. He grinned like he’d just dropped a prophet’s wisdom into Knox’s lap, except none of it made actual, logical sense. Knox would never dare think, let alone believe, that he’d suck Victor’s dick.If anything, Victor Wallace should be the one on his knees for all the hell he’d put him through, and he should enjoy it too.“The actual fuck, Aaron?” Knox hissed.Aaron’s shit-eating grin widened. He leaned in closer like he was whispering a state secret into Knox’s ear.“Think about what you’re setting out to do here, mate,” Aaron quipped. “You want to convince him Sandra wants him that badly, right?”“You’re doing a piss-poor job of it, and that’s because you don’t know how a woman feels about a man. Sexually.”“You’re just sayin
Knox slammed the door with the force of a goddamn landslide."Fuck!"It tore out of him like a shot, bouncing off the steel walls. His lungs burned with it. He kicked the edge of the bunk hard enough to make the whole frame shudder.Aaron didn’t even flinch.He was sprawled across his bed, one hand on his phone, the other casually scratching his chest. Looked like he hadn’t moved in hours."What the hell happened to you? You look like someone just shoved a pipe up your ass.""Victor," Knox spat, pacing like a caged animal.Aaron snorted. "Ah. So pipe confirmed."Knox ignored him. His fists clenched. Jaw grinding. His whole body was shaking like a live wire of contempt."I want to put his face through a concrete wall.""I wanna burn his skin off every inch of his body. God, do I hope he stops breathing in his sleep. Fucking cold-hearted piece of sh—""Stop talking," Aaron said sharply.Knox kept pacing, seething."That son of a bitch doesn’t give a fuck about us. He rerouted the entire
Victor felt the blood rush to his head as he tightened his grip on the trigger. He hadn’t broken a sweat this entire session, but a haze pressed behind his eyes.The ship’s sway beneath his feet was oddly soothing, yet still a cruel reminder that he was at sea, the last place he wanted to be. If someone stopped him mid-duty and asked how he was feeling, he'd say—without hesitation that he was optimistic.Ridiculously so.He was practically euphoric compared to the dull, empty days he usually spent locked in with callous, weak men who folded like ants under his pressure.Even now, with a gun in his hand and his lieutenant fumbling in front of him, Victor's heartbeat hadn't strayed from the quiet satisfaction that had lived in his chest since two days ago.Sandra Hollis. She was a chance. A beautiful, ridiculous chance at something that felt like home. Like freedom. Like peeling off the uniform and not feeling like a weapon.He hadn’t slept much. Not with Sandra’s last words echoing thr
Sandra: Oh! You're a marine! That's so manly. But isn't it dangerous?Victor: Not really. It’s more paperwork than anything else. We’re on the sea most of the time, avoiding enemy waters, so it’s pretty chill.Sandra: That made you ten times more attractive to me. It’s funny, but I feel like you hold an important position, too.Victor: Yeah. I’m the captain.Sandra: That makes so much sense. You looked like you were the boss of something in your pictures. Are you a good captain, though? Take good care of your men?Victor: Pretty much. I listen to my men, keep everything in order, and do what I have to do.Sandra: You sound like a gentle, understanding person.Victor: You seem to have me figured out already. I’m gentle—in every way that counts. Trust me.Knox’s face slammed into the ground so hard it rattled his brainstem. The impact hit him straight through the cerebral cortex and fired down his spine like lightning, turning every nerve ending into a live wire. He groaned, low and gut
The hangover was killing him.Knox couldn’t even name the other sensations spiralling through his body, just the pounding ache drilling into his skull.The crew were lined up across the hull of the ship. The clock had struck 6 a.m. a whole thirty minutes ago, and the blue waves rocked the deck with a queasy rhythm that made Knox wish he were dead. He grimaced, breathing slowly to keep from throwing up.Morning routines always sucked, but this? This was a new level of hell. If anyone asked, he’d tell them straight: choosing to become a marine was the single worst decision of his miserable life.His shoulders throbbed from the rough night, slaps, shoves, and being dragged across the damn floor. Men played rough, and his body bore the proof. He blinked the sleep out of his eyes. Aaron was on his left. Oscar to his right. Both stood at full attention like perfect soldier dolls, except they kept glancing at each other. Knox didn’t even need to look to know what telepathic garbage they wer