ログインThe air in the dining room was heavy from the moment breakfast began. No one said anything at first. Plates were set, food was served, and chairs scraped lightly against the floor as everyone ate. It looked like a normal morning, but it did not feel like one.
Natasha sat quietly, her hands resting near her plate. She had not touched her food. Across from her, Martha ate slowly, as if nothing was wrong. Evelyn sat beside Josh, her posture calm, her attention focused on her meal. Josh kept his eyes on his plate. The silence stretched, and it became unbearable. Natasha lifted her head slightly. If no one would speak for her, then she would speak for herself. “Don’t you think you are being unfair to me, Mother?” she said, her voice was low, controlled, but it carried clearly across the table. Martha did not look up immediately. She continued eating for a moment before placing her cutlery down. “I am only stating what I see,” she replied. Natasha let out a quiet breath. “You know that is not true. I have always done my part in this house. I have contributed to keeping everything running, and you know that.” Martha finally looked at her. “And I am telling you what I see. If you do not like it, that does not make it false.” The words were calm, but they stung. Natasha felt them land. Her fingers tightened slightly on the table. “Enough,” Josh said suddenly, cutting through the tension. “There is no reason for us to turn breakfast into a battlefield.” Natasha turned to him immediately. “Is that all you have to say?” she asked. Josh looked at her, but he did not respond. “You saw what happened,” she continued. “You heard what your mother said to me, yet you chose to say nothing.” Her voice was no longer as controlled as they used to be. She let out a bitter laugh. “She served you and Evelyn breakfast, and she served herself. But me? She did not serve me.” No one spoke. “The first thing she said to me this morning was an insult,” Natasha added. “Who wakes up and tells their daughter-in-law that she slept like a log, as if that is something to be ashamed of?” Josh rubbed his forehead slightly. “You are taking this too far, Natasha. Let it go.” Natasha stared at him. For a moment, she wanted to argue. She wanted to push back, to make him understand how it felt. But she stopped herself, closed her eyes briefly and took a slow breath. No, this was not worth it. Martha was not worth it. She had chosen Josh, not his mother. When she opened her eyes again, her expression had changed. The anger was still there, but it was softer now, pushed down. Josh stood up. “If you are done eating, we should head out,” he said. “We need more supplies.” He did not wait for a response. He walked out of the dining room without looking back. The silence that followed was heavier than before. Evelyn lowered her gaze. Martha picked up her cutlery again and continued eating. Natasha remained seated. But she did not speak again. ……. Later that day, two trucks rolled back into the base. The sound of engines filled the compound as they rolled through the gates. Men jumped down from the backs, their faces tired but satisfied. It had been a successful run. Supplies were unloaded quickly. Boxes, bags, and containers were carried into storage. There was a sense of relief among the men. They had brought back enough to last for a while. But not everyone shared that feeling. Josh stepped down from one of the trucks, his expression serious. Natasha stepped down from another. Neither of them spoke to each other. They went in different directions. Natasha headed straight for the clinic. The moment she stepped inside, she knew something was wrong. Two patients lay on the treatment beds. Their bodies were tense, their breathing uneven. Two nurses stood nearby, trying to keep them stable. “What happened?” Natasha asked as she moved closer. Before anyone could answer, a woman rushed toward her. “Doctor, please,” she cried. “My daughter and her friend went out this morning. They came back like this. Please save them.” Natasha placed a hand gently on the woman’s arm. “Calm down. Let me take a look.” She stepped closer to the beds, but her expression shifted immediately. The girls were sweating heavily. Their bodies trembled with uncontrolled spasms. Their breathing was irregular. This was not normal. Natasha leaned in and carefully turned one of them onto her side. Her eyes scanned the body quickly. Then she saw it. A scratch, it was small, almost unnoticeable. But she knew what it meant. Her heart sank. She moved to the second girl and checked her as well. She saw another scratch. This time on the arm. Natasha straightened slowly. Her voice came out low. “They have been infected.” The room froze. “No,” the woman said immediately. “No, that is not possible. Please, do something. You have to save them.” Tears streamed down her face. Natasha did not waste time. “Rachel, Maya,” she called, her voice firm. “Take her outside. Seal the clinic. No one comes in until I say so.” The nurses moved quickly. “Yes, Doctor.” They guided the woman out, despite her protests. The door shut behind them, and the clinic fell into a tense silence. Natasha turned back to the girls. She knew what this meant, she knew what usually followed, and she knew she did not have time. She moved to the cabinet and pulled out what she needed. A syringe. Medical supplies. Clean gauze. Her hands were steady, but her mind was racing. There was only one option, and it came with a cost. Natasha took a breath, then she acted. She drew her own blood. The needle pierced her skin, and she filled the syringe carefully. Enough for both girls. Her body reacted almost immediately. A wave of weakness passed through her, but she ignored it—stepped back to the first girl and administered the injection—Then the second. Her movements were precise. She worked quickly, adjusting their positions, checking their breathing, making sure they remained stable. Minutes passed—Then more. The convulsions began to slow, and their breathing steadied slightly. It was working, but the cost was beginning to show. Natasha’s vision blurred. Her hands trembled slightly. She held onto the edge of the bed to steady herself. Not yet. She still had to finish. She checked their vitals again, then stepped back. Her breathing was heavier now, and her body felt cold. She moved toward the door and knocked. It opened immediately. The nurses stood outside, waiting. “Clean their wounds,” Natasha said, her voice strained. “Monitor their temperature. Keep them stable for the next two hours.” “Yes, Doctor.” Natasha nodded once. Then she turned and walked out. She moved quickly through the hallway, her steps uneven now. Sweat formed along her forehead. Her veins had begun to glow faintly beneath her skin. She kept her head down. No one needed to see her like this. The main building was quiet when she entered. No one was in the sitting area. Good. She did not slow down. She reached her room and shut the door behind her, locking it immediately. Her breath came out in short bursts. Then she rushed into the bathroom and collapsed onto the tiled floor. Her body shook violently. The cold surface beneath her did nothing to ease it. Her vision darkened, and her veins pulsed beneath her skin, glowing faintly. She pressed her hand against her chest, trying to control her breathing, but her body was no longer responding the way it should. Her eyes rolled back, and then—everything went still. Natasha collapsed completely—unconscious.His tone remained gentle. Not judgmental. Just concerned, in the careful way he always was when something mattered. Natasha stared into her coffee. For a long moment she didn't answer. Then, finally, she spoke, quietly. "The marriage ended a long time ago." Rowan remained silent, listening the way only he knew how — fully, without rushing her toward anything. And Natasha appreciated that more than she could say. "The day Josh told them to leave me behind..." Her voice stayed steady, almost detached. "I died." The words surprised even her. Not because they weren't true, but because she had never said them aloud before, not once, in all the months since. Rowan's expression softened, but he didn't interrupt. Natasha continued. "The woman he married isn't here anymore." She shook her head slowly. "She died back there." Her eyes drifted toward the distant skyline, hazy with afternoon light. "The Natasha sitting here now isn't the same person." A strange peace settled over her as she
Afternoon came quickly that day. After leaving the children's shelter, Natasha spent several hours helping coordinate the transfer of supplies that had arrived from the airport. The recovered aviation fuel was already being moved into secure storage, drums lined in neat rows along the depot wall, while mechanics and engineers crowded around a makeshift table covered in route maps, arguing good-naturedly over which roads were safest for the next convoy. New Haven felt more alive than ever. For the first time in a long while, people were not merely surviving. They were planning. Building. Dreaming. And somehow, every time Natasha caught herself smiling at nothing in particular, Aaron's face appeared in her mind, unbidden and entirely too welcome. It was becoming a problem. A pleasant problem. But a problem nonetheless. She was reviewing a supply report inside one of the administrative offices, pen tapping idly against the desk, when her communicator vibrated against the wood. Nat
Natasha woke slowly. For a few seconds, she didn’t know where she was. The bed beneath her felt incredibly soft and comfortable. The room was warm, filled with gentle morning sunlight that slipped through the floor-to-ceiling windows and painted long golden lines across the walls and floor. Everything around her felt peaceful, almost too peaceful for the world they lived in. Then the memories from the night before came rushing back. Aaron. The kitchen. His quiet confession. The way he had looked at her with that rare vulnerability in his eyes. The way she accepted him without any doubt. A soft smile appeared on her face before she could stop it. Natasha immediately covered her face with one hand. “This is ridiculous,” she whispered to herself, yet the smile refused to leave. She turned slightly and found herself staring at the other side of the bed which was empty. Her eyes lingered there for a long moment. Last night, after dinner and far too many lingering glances and touches, Aa
For a moment, Natasha could only stare at him. The city lights beyond the glass walls blurred into a soft sea of gold behind Aaron’s broad shoulders. The scent of the half-finished steak still lingered in the kitchen, but neither of them cared about dinner anymore. All she could hear was the steady beat of her own heart and the echo of his words. ‘Stay with me. Be my woman.’ It was strange. Aaron had never asked her for anything before. He simply showed up, protected her, and believed in her without question. He made room for her in his world. And somehow, that quiet consistency had become far more dangerous than any sweet promises ever could. Her lips parted slightly. A nervous laugh slipped out before she could stop it. She shook her head. “Aaron…” His hand stayed gently on her cheek. His eyes never left hers. For the first time since she had met him, she saw a flicker of uncertainty there. And somehow that vulnerability affected her more deeply than all his usual confidence ever
Her late parents had loved her openly, generously, without making her earn it. Her mother had kissed her forehead when she worked too late. Her father had called her his brave girl even when she pretended not to need comfort. After they died, Natasha had learned to survive without that kind of love. Josh had loved her, maybe. In his own closed, silent way, he had. But Aaron’s care was different. It arrived before she asked for it. Natasha carried the clothes into the ensuite and closed the door behind her. The bathroom was huge with pale stone floors, a deep glass shower, and warm lights that made everything feel unreal. She placed the clean clothes on the counter, then slowly stripped out of the dirty ones and dropped them into the laundry basket. When the warm water hit her skin, she closed her eyes. For a long time, she simply stood there and let the dirt, sweat, and exhaustion wash away. Her mind drifted. Aaron’s hand on her back in front of everyone. His voice when he s
The words stayed in the room long after the survivor spoke. ‘The woman you call Natasha Reese isn't supposed to exist.’ Nobody moved for several seconds. The medical room felt too quiet, as if the whole building had paused to listen, and Natasha stood in the middle of it with the weight of too many eyes on her. Aaron was beside her, close enough for her to feel the steady warmth of him, while Josh stood a few steps away with his hands curled at his sides. The survivor looked exhausted after speaking. His face had gone pale again, and the nurse standing nearby immediately stepped forward with worry in her eyes. Elias looked as if he wanted to ask ten questions at once, but even he seemed to understand that the man was not strong enough to continue. Aaron lifted one hand before anyone could speak further. “That is enough for now.” Elias opened his mouth, but Professor Hargrove touched his arm quietly, stopping him before he could start. The old scientist’s face was serious, th







