Get it real good, Alpha. [slight 18+]

Sarah pov

I should say no, despite all the filthy thoughts that run through my mind. Don't get me wrong, I like Lazarus, and I think I could trust him, but once we go too far, there's no saying how it'd end.

On the other hand, the heat... If I sleep with someone now, before it's too late, I could be able to control myself instead of jumping someone's bones once it hits in.

Plus, he's considerate, gentle, and everything I wouldn't have thought this man to be. He kisses me passionately, but nothing he does feels forced. Lazarus is testing the water, checking if it's safe before diving in headfirst.

Is this his unique way of checking on me, of making sure I give him my consent? If that's so, I'm glad he's doing this instead of imposing his dominance on me and taking whatever he wants without thinking about it for a second.

I want him, but I'm scared my 'yes' might turn into regret. Hell, even the Alpha who kisses me might regret what we did once the deed is done and desire no longer