Something about last night helped me have a better sleep. I did not know whether it was because of the assurance that Anna would be safe or the certainty that Aiden would always be there for me no matter what.
I woke up later than usual with heavy body aches. I blamed it on Lisa for tiring me out by taking me out. My daily ritual continued until it was time for me to go to work. I had second thoughts about going to work with my fatigue, so I decided to inform James and go late."Hey, James.", I chirped into the phone. " I can't make it early today. Is it possible to cover for me for a few hours?""Sure, Haven. Is everything okay?", He asked, worried."Yeah, just a little sick, Jamie.", I said.It was understandable for him to be worried because I had not usually asked him to cover for me unless it was an emergency....I made my way down the stairs and greeted Martha. Aiden was at the breakfast table as expected. Before he could say anything, I beat him to it."I won't be going to work today", I said.He seemed surprised. He probably expected me to never skip work even if the world was ending. So, before he could ask me why, I continued speaking." I feel a little sick. It is nothing big but I want to rest a bit. I will go later", I said, pulling out a chair to take a sit."You sure you don't need anything?" He asked while I nodded negatively.In the meanwhile, Martha rushed towards me to check my temperature after listening to our conversation from the kitchen."Oh my God! Martha! I am seriously fine. There is no fever.", I said, entirely adored by her actions.She continued to check my temperature ignoring my assurances. I glanced at Aiden to find him giving his signature smile, flexing his dimples."I will make soup for lunch today.", said Martha, still believing I could get a fever.I gave up arguing with her. So, I replied with an okay and relaxed my elbows ok the table."Are you going to work?", I asked Aiden, wanting to start a conversation."Yes.", he said. "When shall I come by to drop you off?""I think I can manage this time, Aiden", I said, not wanting to be a burden."No.", he replied, making me huff. "I will be here at noon. Is that cool?"I nodded, knowing that when he usually decides something there is no point arguing. Also, if he did not find any trouble picking me up and dropping me off, I should not bother.I put an alarm half an hour before Aiden would come so that I could get ready. In the meanwhile, I helped Martha with the dishes and then took a long nap.I woke up with my phone ringing on the nightstand, making me grumpily snatch it and scowl at the caller id. My frown immediately turned into surprise when I saw that it was Anna."Hello?", I spoke as soon as I picked up the call. " Oh my God! Where have you been?""Where have you been, Haven?", she replied, her voice surprisingly grim."It is a long story, Anna.", I said, releasing a huge sigh. "I will tell you all about it soon. How are you?"" I am okay.", she said, before giving a long pause."What is going on with you and Aiden that you never bothered to tell me?", she said, with a hint of agitation in her voice.I froze. At that moment, I could not come up with anything to drain that skepticism in her voice."It is a long story. I would have told you everything but a lot has been happening.", I said, contemplating whether to ask her what was going on with her.I never imagined a day would occur where I would feel awkward with Anna of all people until then."You used to tell me everything even though a lot used to happen with you, Haven", she said and I could hear the hurt in her voice as she spoke. "I have always cared about you. That is the reason I warned you about Aiden. Did you not want to tell me because I do not like him?"I shook my head confused with the way the conversation was going."Anna. Firstly, Aiden and I met under some circumstances. And everything I did to hide it from you was to protect you. I care about you. I do. And that is the only reason I had not told you everything.", I said, hoping that she would understand.I waited for her to say something only to be disappointed by her silence."Say something, Anna.", I said, hoping she would understand what I was meaning to convey."What do you want me to say?", She said. " That if the roles were reversed you would understand how I have been feeling all along?"I stayed quiet for a minute. I could not imagine how I would have acted if the roles were actually reversed.Her agitation was understandable because I could not think of any other way I would have reacted."I understand.", I said, making up my mind for my next move. "I will meet you tomorrow and tell you everything."I knew that Aiden was not exactly okay with me telling her the whole thing.But I rather get on his bad side than lose Anna.She let out a sigh which I considered a yes. I said my goodbyes and made my way down the stairs to go to work to see Aiden waiting by the dining table."Give me a minute .", I said, running up the stairs again to grab my bag.During the car ride home, I was contemplating how to tell Anna about everything.I could not concentrate much on work even with James around to crack the lamest jokes. After some time, he approached me with a grim expression. "Is everything okay, Haven?", he asked. "You seem to be a little off today." "Yes, James. I am fine. Just a little tired.", I said, letting out a sigh. He gave me a side hug and rubbed my shoulder as a sign of comfort. The little things he does and says usually leave an impact on me. I decided to tell him about Anna and my decision to tell her everything. "James.", I said, "I need your advice about something." He looked at me slightly surprised as I usually do not do this. James knew me and saw me as an independent woman. So, seeing me in confusion and desperate for advice could have perplexed him. "Of course, Haven. What do you need?", he said, frowning. "Let's go to Blossombee after our shift and you tell me everything there?" I nodded and continued with my work while he gave me one last glance before going back to his shift. It felt
It was a familiar place. Rusted metallic chains on a filthy desk, scraped walls with unidentified words, and a stone-cold atmosphere. It's uncanny how this room gets even scarier."Please, don't", I whispered, my voice hoarse and small, "not again plea-"My voice was cut off when I felt a pair of dark, lanky hands against my throat. Tears streamed down my eyes as I started struggling to unlatch the iron hold.I jolted up from my sleep, sweating profusely. My heart beat faster than ever while I tried to catch my breath. I pushed the blanket off my legs to stand up and wobbled my way across the room. It was around three in the morning when I checked the time while quenching my dry throat."It was just a nightmare", I mumbled to myself repeatedly, in a desperate effort to calm my nerves. It has been a very long time since I got a nightmare that I started to believe that they stopped. I, apathetically, blamed stress and the recent burdens of moving to a different place. It has been almost
The starless night gleamed with city lights and his blazing eyes.I shook from the trance when I looked at his bruised cheek. My hand involuntarily touched it making me hear a subtle wince."You're hurt. Let me help you", I whispered, holding his bleeding arm to take a look."I don't need your help. You shouldn't be here at this time", he said, jerking his arm away from me.I didn't know why, but something in me was determined to not let him walk away hurt."You are coming with me. I am sorry but you're extremely hurt. Let me help you,", I argued back with surprisingly a firm voice.He looked at me with clear amusement and frowned. His lips curled up into a smirk."Kitten, you have no idea whom you're dealing with. I suggest you fucking shut your pretty little mouth and go mind your own business," he replied, darkly.My lower lip shivered from the threat. Yet, I managed to put a straight face before speaking."I cannot let a hurt person walk away when I am more than capable of helping
My mind concocted different scenarios in which Anna could get hurt. I gently touched her cheek and saw her flinch."Anna? What happened? Were you hurt?", I asked, softly, holding her hand.She fiddled with the hem of her dress, something she used to never do, and looked at me."Uhm, it's stupid, I fell down the stairs", she nervously laughed.I narrowed my eyes, not completely believing her. She would've told me if she fell, right. I brushed it off, not wanting to push her more."Let me guess. Here to watch movies?", she asked, eyeing the snacks I bought on the way.My lips broke into a smile as I dumped all the junk on the couch. In a few moments, we were giggling as we opened the bag of chips while flipping through the movies. I honestly needed it with everything happening so fast..It was late at night. I could stay back at Anna's for the night. However, a part of me wanted to see him around. Would he be there lurking around the streets? Is he hurt again?I brushed off all the tho
I still couldn't process the fact that Aiden kissed me. After the kiss, I didn't waste a minute but rushed towards my place and never came out. A part of me wanted Aiden to follow me or knock at my door when the night unfolds, however, I decided to not show myself out for a couple of days. I spent the weekend indoors, reading and applying for jobs. It was nice to find myself in solitude for a few days, which gave me time to think.It took a while when Sunday blew in and I decided to visit Anna for our usual movie nights. I left her a message only to know that she was planning on going to the club and invited me to tag along."Some other time, Anna. I really don't enjoy parties that much", I replied to the phone.Parties trigger my anxiety and bring back some unwanted memories that I desperately try to bury with me. I knew that Anna would insist and I prepared myself to answer her in all ways."Come on, Haven", she said, "have fun for once in your life"After a long conversation of her
"Lisa seems like a very bubbly person", I said, remembering her noticeable energy.He uttered a quick "yes, she is" with his eyes on the road, never glancing away.I started to realize that I walked for so long to be this far from my house or Aiden's place seem to be further away."What were you doing there all alone? In the middle of the night?", he said, after some time, glancing at me slightly.To be honest, I did not have an answer. If I did, it would sound stupid. I put my curl behind my ears and replied." I lost my way after attending a party," I said, trying to make it believable.He raised his brow before replying."It didn't look like it. Are you lying to me, Haven?", he asked, without showing even the tiniest bit of hesitancy.I took a deep breath before attempting to tell him the truth." I came outside for a walk to clear my head. I didn't realize that I was going astray.", I said, feeling stupid by the way it sounded.He seemed convinced but he didn't respond, leaving m
It took us a little while to get back to his place in silence. Uncannily, I didn't want to get off the car. I just wanted the journey back to go on forever, putting the time on loop and not even getting a glimpse of the future. When we reached his place, I expected him to get off the car and make me do the same. However, we stayed still for a few minutes in silence before Aiden started the engine and drove around for a little more time. I was too tired to be surprised how he could know what I wanted."I need to tell Anna about all of this, I guess", I said. "Uhm, she kind of invited me over tonight. And, it'll be a problem if she randomly comes over to my place."Aiden seemed to be thinking about what I had said as his frown deepened."Don't visit her for a few days, until I understand the seriousness of this situation. You can just tell her that you'll be busy for a couple of days.", he said, still putting thought to it. "Just find a reason.""Yeah, just blatantly lie to her.""Blata
It had been a while since I started my stroll. I started to think that it had become my thing to forget time while going on walks to get some fresh air. Remembering that the last time I did this it didn't go well, I decided to go back. No matter how many times I find myself in front of the mansion-like house of Aiden, I can never get used to it.I hummed along with the song that was playing in my head parallelly with my thoughts while stepping inside the house. I decided to greet Martha and let her know that I came back home before going to bed. However, shattered pieces of the bud vase that used to stand on the end table caught my attention. I immediately dashed inside to see if Martha was okay only to find her cleaning an even larger mess of glass bottles and glasses."Oh my god! Martha! Is everything okay?", I exclaimed, rushing towards her and picking up pieces."Oh! It's okay, dear. I think Aiden is having a bad day. He tends to take it out on things surrounding him.", she said l