I could not concentrate much on work even with James around to crack the lamest jokes. After some time, he approached me with a grim expression.
"Is everything okay, Haven?", he asked. "You seem to be a little off today."
"Yes, James. I am fine. Just a little tired.", I said, letting out a sigh.
He gave me a side hug and rubbed my shoulder as a sign of comfort. The little things he does and says usually leave an impact on me. I decided to tell him about Anna and my decision to tell her everything.
"James.", I said, "I need your advice about something."
He looked at me slightly surprised as I usually do not do this. James knew me and saw me as an independent woman. So, seeing me in confusion and desperate for advice could have perplexed him.
"Of course, Haven. What do you need?", he said, frowning. "Let's go to Blossombee after our shift and you tell me everything there?"
I nodded and continued with my work while he gave me one last glance before going back to his shift.
It felt like ages while I was doing my shift and waiting for the time to pass so that I could tell James what had been happening. I formulated the right words and sequence to narrate the situation to give him a better picture.
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"Now, tell me what's up with you.", he said, putting his bag on the side chair as we reached Blossombee.
I swallowed a weird lump in my throat before speaking. I told him everything from the beginning from finding Anna with bruises all over to finding her at the club, the phone call, and my decision to tell her everything.
James seemed to be in a deep thought before speaking.
"You sure that Aiden will be okay with you telling her.", he asked me, scrutinizing my expressions expecting a positive response.
"Uhm", I sluttered, "I am not sure. I don't think so."
I had to be honest with him if I was expecting an appropriate answer from him.
He let out a sigh and continued.
"Do you think it is wise to do something that you doubt Aiden would approve of?"Before I could answer, I took a long pause which was filled by James again.
"Do you think not telling Anna can jeopardize your friendship?", he asked again.
I nodded.
"Then I think you should tell her ", James said. "See, Haven. If I am sure about one thing about you that is how much Anna means to you. So, do not throw that away. I would not want you to get on Aiden's bad side. But according to what you tell me, he does not seem like a bad person to you. And if you outweigh the options, I think mending things with Anna seems more important now."
I nodded again.
"Then I am going to tell her.", I decided out loud. "Thank you, Jamie. For everything."
I gave him a long hug while he rubbed my back and rested his chin on his shoulder. We stayed like that for some time until we heard someone clear their throat.
That subtle grunt was easily recognizable. It was Aiden.
I did not know how I did it. Maybe his radiating presence can be identified by me from anywhere.Probably, it was a good thing."Aiden.", I said. "What you doing here?"
I glanced at my watch to check the time, realizing that it was past my shift. So he had probably come to pick me up and figured I would be in Blossombee if not at work.
"Give me a minute, I will be there.", I said, looking at James while he sat there with an awkward expression.
Aiden nodded and stepped out of Blossombee to wait near his car.
"Thank you once again for everything, James.", I said. "I'll see you tomorrow then?"
"Of course, Buttercup.", he said, smiling.
I gave him one last wave and made my way out of the door to see Aiden by the car, with his arms folded and his side shoulder resting against the car. It was a sight to sore eyes.I walked up to him, grabbing his attention as he opened the car door for me.
"Why thank you, gentleman?", I said, flashing a genuine smile. He grinned back and got into the driver's seat.
"You know you can call me immediately after the shift. You don't have to wait for me in that cafe until I come. ", he said, as I scrolled through my mobile.
"It is fine, Aiden. I just wanted to spend a little time with James.", I said, looking back at him.
He put on a grim expression and stayed silent for almost the rest of the ride.
"So, how was your day at work?", I asked him, only to receive a weird expression from him.
"Work was work.", he said.
"What does that mean?", I asked, agitating with his empty answer.
"Nothing special about it, Haven. Work was okay.", he said.
When he said that, I decided to ask him about what he does.
"So, what do you exactly do? Like for work.", I asked him, preparing myself not to react too much when he would say something illegal or barbarous.
"I don't think you would want to know, Haven.", he said, looking straight at the road.
I did not dare to push it. So, we went back to silently waiting to reach his place.
We reached his place shortly after that and I approached Martha to greet her.
"Hey, Martha!", I said, giving her a hug which completely caught her off guard. After a few seconds, she reciprocated back.
Martha had been a mother figure to me since the past few days and I started to see her as someone I could rely on.
I looked behind to see Aiden looking at us with a faint glint of interest. He turned back to grab his keys again before heading out to work again.
"See you soon.", I said, waving at him.
It was a familiar place. Rusted metallic chains on a filthy desk, scraped walls with unidentified words, and a stone-cold atmosphere. It's uncanny how this room gets even scarier."Please, don't", I whispered, my voice hoarse and small, "not again plea-"My voice was cut off when I felt a pair of dark, lanky hands against my throat. Tears streamed down my eyes as I started struggling to unlatch the iron hold.I jolted up from my sleep, sweating profusely. My heart beat faster than ever while I tried to catch my breath. I pushed the blanket off my legs to stand up and wobbled my way across the room. It was around three in the morning when I checked the time while quenching my dry throat."It was just a nightmare", I mumbled to myself repeatedly, in a desperate effort to calm my nerves. It has been a very long time since I got a nightmare that I started to believe that they stopped. I, apathetically, blamed stress and the recent burdens of moving to a different place. It has been almost
The starless night gleamed with city lights and his blazing eyes.I shook from the trance when I looked at his bruised cheek. My hand involuntarily touched it making me hear a subtle wince."You're hurt. Let me help you", I whispered, holding his bleeding arm to take a look."I don't need your help. You shouldn't be here at this time", he said, jerking his arm away from me.I didn't know why, but something in me was determined to not let him walk away hurt."You are coming with me. I am sorry but you're extremely hurt. Let me help you,", I argued back with surprisingly a firm voice.He looked at me with clear amusement and frowned. His lips curled up into a smirk."Kitten, you have no idea whom you're dealing with. I suggest you fucking shut your pretty little mouth and go mind your own business," he replied, darkly.My lower lip shivered from the threat. Yet, I managed to put a straight face before speaking."I cannot let a hurt person walk away when I am more than capable of helping
My mind concocted different scenarios in which Anna could get hurt. I gently touched her cheek and saw her flinch."Anna? What happened? Were you hurt?", I asked, softly, holding her hand.She fiddled with the hem of her dress, something she used to never do, and looked at me."Uhm, it's stupid, I fell down the stairs", she nervously laughed.I narrowed my eyes, not completely believing her. She would've told me if she fell, right. I brushed it off, not wanting to push her more."Let me guess. Here to watch movies?", she asked, eyeing the snacks I bought on the way.My lips broke into a smile as I dumped all the junk on the couch. In a few moments, we were giggling as we opened the bag of chips while flipping through the movies. I honestly needed it with everything happening so fast..It was late at night. I could stay back at Anna's for the night. However, a part of me wanted to see him around. Would he be there lurking around the streets? Is he hurt again?I brushed off all the tho
I still couldn't process the fact that Aiden kissed me. After the kiss, I didn't waste a minute but rushed towards my place and never came out. A part of me wanted Aiden to follow me or knock at my door when the night unfolds, however, I decided to not show myself out for a couple of days. I spent the weekend indoors, reading and applying for jobs. It was nice to find myself in solitude for a few days, which gave me time to think.It took a while when Sunday blew in and I decided to visit Anna for our usual movie nights. I left her a message only to know that she was planning on going to the club and invited me to tag along."Some other time, Anna. I really don't enjoy parties that much", I replied to the phone.Parties trigger my anxiety and bring back some unwanted memories that I desperately try to bury with me. I knew that Anna would insist and I prepared myself to answer her in all ways."Come on, Haven", she said, "have fun for once in your life"After a long conversation of her
"Lisa seems like a very bubbly person", I said, remembering her noticeable energy.He uttered a quick "yes, she is" with his eyes on the road, never glancing away.I started to realize that I walked for so long to be this far from my house or Aiden's place seem to be further away."What were you doing there all alone? In the middle of the night?", he said, after some time, glancing at me slightly.To be honest, I did not have an answer. If I did, it would sound stupid. I put my curl behind my ears and replied." I lost my way after attending a party," I said, trying to make it believable.He raised his brow before replying."It didn't look like it. Are you lying to me, Haven?", he asked, without showing even the tiniest bit of hesitancy.I took a deep breath before attempting to tell him the truth." I came outside for a walk to clear my head. I didn't realize that I was going astray.", I said, feeling stupid by the way it sounded.He seemed convinced but he didn't respond, leaving m
It took us a little while to get back to his place in silence. Uncannily, I didn't want to get off the car. I just wanted the journey back to go on forever, putting the time on loop and not even getting a glimpse of the future. When we reached his place, I expected him to get off the car and make me do the same. However, we stayed still for a few minutes in silence before Aiden started the engine and drove around for a little more time. I was too tired to be surprised how he could know what I wanted."I need to tell Anna about all of this, I guess", I said. "Uhm, she kind of invited me over tonight. And, it'll be a problem if she randomly comes over to my place."Aiden seemed to be thinking about what I had said as his frown deepened."Don't visit her for a few days, until I understand the seriousness of this situation. You can just tell her that you'll be busy for a couple of days.", he said, still putting thought to it. "Just find a reason.""Yeah, just blatantly lie to her.""Blata
It had been a while since I started my stroll. I started to think that it had become my thing to forget time while going on walks to get some fresh air. Remembering that the last time I did this it didn't go well, I decided to go back. No matter how many times I find myself in front of the mansion-like house of Aiden, I can never get used to it.I hummed along with the song that was playing in my head parallelly with my thoughts while stepping inside the house. I decided to greet Martha and let her know that I came back home before going to bed. However, shattered pieces of the bud vase that used to stand on the end table caught my attention. I immediately dashed inside to see if Martha was okay only to find her cleaning an even larger mess of glass bottles and glasses."Oh my god! Martha! Is everything okay?", I exclaimed, rushing towards her and picking up pieces."Oh! It's okay, dear. I think Aiden is having a bad day. He tends to take it out on things surrounding him.", she said l
I prepared my monologue in mind when I saw him enter the house, checking something on his phone. He went straight to his room after sending a quick glance at me. This was it. I decided to go to his room, knock on the door, and tell him that I needed to talk to him about something.Letting out a huge sigh, I made my way across his room being hit with a sense of Deja Vu. It was funny though, a few hours ago I decided to just run away from this place and go home. However, I was not someone who'd make impromptu decisions. I didn't want to risk anything or anyone. So, there I was succumbing to the gravity of the situation and standing in front of his door. I slightly knocked on his door and waited for him to say something."What?", he snapped, clearly agitated with someone disturbing his solitude.I cleared my throat before speaking."Uhm, it's me", I said, softly.After what felt like a minute or two, he opened the door. I noticed a hint of faded shock on his face. He probably was not exp