CHAPTER 17

The next day, I tried to keep it by myself. I didn't let anyone knows about my condition. I also asked a favor to JB not to tell anyone what is really happened to me.

As long as I can keep myself strong and fierce I will keep everything in a jar. I don't want anyone to pity me and spend too much time thinking about what they should do to ease my pain. Up until now, I am still disgusted with those mother fuckers.

Aside from that, I am still scared. The feeling of being afraid to give by the crowded places sent me uneasiness. It's traumatic. I am also scared of what they can do to Mommy. Nakakatakot isipin na kahit nasa likod na sila ng selda ay pwedeng pwede pa rin nila kaming balikan.

Hindi ko sila kilala. Wala akong naalalang may nagawan ako ng masama o kahit ni isang tao na may atraso ako.. except kay Yrikka. Hindi naman siya siguro aabot sa point na papatay siya para lang sa pagmamahal 'di ba? Isa pa they are back together. Wala nang dahilan para saktan niya